Denial

fandom trash with a side of dog

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A perspective study with kidnapper Jason / Red Hood for ya. Couldn't figure out which I liked more, so have both. This art is not associated with any of my fics, but I do want to plug that I have several fics ongoing with Jason in it:

Calorie Deficit - Explicit M/M Fic - TW: Dubious Consent Pairing(s): Jason Todd x Tim Drake Inspired by Batman: Death in the Family, in Calorie Deficit we explore a an alternative storyline where Bruce kills Jason during an interaction with the Joker. Tim is disgusted by Bruce in the aftermath and moves into Jason's primary safehouse to sever ties with Bruce. To Tim's surprise, vestiges of the dead man haunt the flat.

Intrusion - Explicit M/M Fic - TW: Consensual Non-Consent Pairing(s): Connor Kent x Tim Drake The night when Red Hood beat the shit out of Tim in the Titans tower, reimagined with a kinky twist. Fertilize - Explicit M/M & Plant/M - TW: Oviposition, Cucking(?) Pairing(s): Connor Kent x Tim Drake, Jason Todd x Tim Drake Tim gets impregnated by an alien plant. In the interest of not donating Kryptonian DNA to a plant, Tim has to seek alternative donors to rid himself of the eggs making him terminally ill. Jason is happy to help.

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Some good ol angsty boy for my first ever comic fanart.

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Finished up our UKC Grand Championship in Hohenwald TN this fall. Fingers crossed we got into the lottery for the local NASCW NW1

UKC GRCH Cutlass z Oceanov Domu AS-BT BCAT UWP CA DASH DDB LI-I ORT RACEN SPOT-ON TL-I UL-I CGCA Total Dog

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Happy, happy doggo! :D Also – heather flowers again. Something tells me that I will do more photos with this plant!

[handsomedogs]

Wet Nose Photography | Bokeh

[qualitydogs]

Rhodesian Ridgeback Power 2.0 by Peter kaul

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Anatomy of a roller snag

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Poppy, the new pup! I’ve had her since late July.

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THERE. ARE. NO. “NANNY”. DOGS.

IT’S NOT A THING. Your dog is not a babysitter or a child caretaker. Your dog is a dog, it’s a domesticated carnivore with teeth and the power to bite and if you trust a child around it unsupervised, you are risking a disaster, even if your dog never bites a child, the risk is always there. To call ANY dog a “nanny” is just inaccurate and perpetuates a very dangerous myth.

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Unknown Date

It's almost seven am. I am tired, hungry, confused, and upset. I'm still, "submissive" to Dawson. The sun is just below the horizon, so a low level of light is coming in through the vines over my window. My curtains seem translucent from the light. The room is lacking pigment. Everything looks gray. My left cheek is wet. I'm laying on my back, hands aching, eyes dry. The Xbox is on. There's an ache. It's not a gentle ache, it's the type that crawls in your fingers, down your arm, then slowly grows in your chest until one day it decides to get you while you're down. I like to call it the insecurity ache. Am I-? Am I good at anything? Am I a whore? Am I needy? Am I worthless? Why can't I do-? Why can't I make people happy? Why can't I make them happy? Why can't I get better? Why can't I be-? Why can't I be useful Why can't I be happy? Why can't I be worth something meaningful? Why. I want to fix me. I've wanted to fix me, ever since it stopped being, "how do I know me?" I remember it as clear as day. Unrelenting weight on me. Hands that could break me. Older, stronger, but certainly the first person who had ever acknowledged me. Drowning is not peaceful. It is full of terror and fear. Water gets in your lungs and then you choke trying to breathe. You try to reverse it, but more keeps coming. Even if it's brief, the experience shakes you. I never saw him again. So called family, so called uncle. Has children if his own now. Was he a sadist? Or just playful? Putting me into my place? Will he ever do that to his kids? Why not? I'm not drowning any more. I'm terrified of people who could drown me- in a symbolic way. People who pretend to like and apperciate me, but couldn't care less. The kind of people who'd keep me close for their own needs. The kind of people who could catch, keep, and resale. I don't want to be hurt. I just want to be seen as worth a shit, even if it hurts.

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Is it normal to feel this way? To want to so intensely want to make someone attractive happy? To want them to make me happy? Is there something wrong with me? Many somethings? This intense need to please is distructive. I want to be valuable. I want to be worth something. I find dogs valuable, maybe that's why I want to be kept like one? This isn't normal. Am I ill? I'm ill for sure. Maybe not because of this, but for other reasons. I don't think like other people. I assess every man as a threat for pain, rape, and kidnapping. That's not normal. Is my obsession with being kept connected to self worth? What am I? What will I be? Will I be happy? Successful? Apperciated?

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Now this looks like a fun sport! It’s called k9 Fly High! It’s like the opposite of Dock Diving. Instead of aiming to jump far out into the water, the goal is to jump high enough to reach a toy suspended by magnets above the water.

[salty-sighthound]

interesting concept!! 

[musicaldogtrio]

@fortheloveofdog actually there’s two main types of dock diving, where one is for distance away from the dock and one for height from the dock. (There’s also air retrieve which involves no dock). There’s also distance jumps w/o a toy, often called Splashes! They are called distance and vertical, for those interested. Vertical is seen below.

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Thank you for the info! If I find Ava takes to water this spring, I hope I get to try her in either! The lack of heavy joint impact in this sport makes it look like a great sport for water-loving giants.

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Where are you located? This summer there’s a huuuuge Dock Diving/Disc Dog/Barn Hunt joint event in TN, so I’m super excited to get into Dock Diving and Barn Hunt. I think Dock Diving be a good fit for your big ol/ giants.

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SO FUCKING EXCITED

I contacted a local Aussie breeder asking if they knew anyone who could help me get my feet wet in confo. I mentioned on the side that in town there’s a confo class, but I couldn’t make it during the week since I had no ride and don’t drive yet as I’m terrified off driving.  They were instantly interested in going saying they had a young pup they wanted to show and said they’d give me and my dog a ride. They’re also interested in starting an Aussie club the town, and I’m super excited to become as involved as humanly possible in the community. This is a huge thing for me because I used to be anti-confo, but now I want to dabble in it for fun as early as possible to become a popular handler. I would like to advocate for positive reinforcement handling and breeding for health foremost. On the side, I’m still a working-dog person. I believe first and foremost a dog must prove it’s quality by working and health testing to become breeding stock. I do not believe appearance or a Ch. is a reason to breed a dog.

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Confo

I found confo classes on the weekend in town! Confo here I come aaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAH!

Sorry I’ve just been hunting for so long, and the fact they’re so close and during the weekend makes me want to cry ah ;_;