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all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said this is not enough this is not enough /hollanov blog/ reheated thoughts etc

[pookieshane]

favorite hollanov kisses 30/??

[honeyybrii]

shane effortlessly defying ilya's internal self deprecation with the most blunt, heartstopping, to the point sincerity is such an important part of their dynamic to me

"but you know me, i'm lazy, so." "i don't know that side of you at all."

"is that what we are going to do? relax?" "i hope so. i would like to relax with you. for once."

"because you like to be bad." "hey, that's not what this is. you and me. maybe it was at first but, not now, and not for a long time."

to the point where it even usurps other peoples interpretations of ilya before he gets the chance to internalize them -

"but, you hate him." "no. i mean, i get that. but no. i love him."

and ilya has that exact same subtly gobsmacked expression every time he does it

[epiphainie]

slow burn where they're already having sex. such a beautiful combination i cannot put it into words

[lucylehane]

hollanov + "we"

[thisfeebleheart]

Ilya's fluttery hands when he's overwhelmed by Shane (insp by @gloryhollanovjah)

[sexcondo]

the way shane leans his head on ilya’s while he rides him because he’s tired and just he wants his man to fuck him hard and fast and ilya immediately clocking that and gripping his waist and flipping him over. all while still. inside. him. crazy work

[sexcondo]

OR. shane leaning his head on ilya’s while riding him because it feels so fucking good he physically cannot hold his head up and longer and it makes ilya so feral that he can’t help but grip shane’s waist and flip him over and drive harder into him. all while still. inside. him.

[firstprinced]

Really? :D

[lavenderprose]

To be clear. Shane's whole thing about Ilya being a Sex God is because of the limerence. Ilya is nineteen and he can get a rhythm going and that's about it. He was throwing shit at the wall when he hit that 'Get on your knees' in Nashville but only he knows that because Shane's brain turned OFF. Ilya said "Let's do a little experiment here" and the results were "Oh my god oh my god oh my god." Shane came hands free because he was that obsessed with the idea of Ilya Rozanov being inside him. Ilya said "Do you like that do you like that" because he's nineteen and he needs the validation and Shane was like "YES YES YES I LIKE IT OH MY GOD YOU'RE SO DEEP YOU'RE SO GOOD" and objectively. It was okay. Ilya fully did not know where to put his hands a couple of times. He forgot about Shane's dick. Luckily, Shane is God's special angel who can come from the idea of Ilya's cockhead being in proximity to his prostate a few times. Mind over matter, says Shane Hollander's dick. And then Ilya said "Oh God Hollander" because it was also, objectively, one of the hottest things that had ever happened to HIM, Ilya Rozanov. Shane sits on that step afterwards plotting about how he's gonna get this over and over and over again for the rest of his life and he has no idea that there are women in Boston who have Ilya listed in their contacts as "Hockey Guy 6/10". Shane Hollander cannot fathom a world in which Ilya Rozanov doesn't lay the maddest pipe this side of Lake Michigan. "Ilya Rozanov is a some kind of nineteen year old sex God" No Shane honey he was just designed in a lab to score goals and make you cum and he's done scoring goals for the night.

[gaygoatshane]

happy pride

[heatedrivalryz]

ilya "weighted blanket" rozanov

[thisfeebleheart]

these sweet kisses before 'I love you'

[thisfeebleheart]

patient needs neck kisses to survive

[thisfeebleheart]

crotch hug my beloved <3

[ily-a]

You really think that far ahead, Hollander? I do. About this. HEATED RIVALRY | 1.06, "The Cottage"

[ily-a]

HEATED RIVALRY (2025-)

[closetfascination]

When you slip into flirty banter with your situationship, and all you can think about is kissing him.

Pt 6 of The Bathroom Scene Series

[peachyjude]

remember when shane freaked out bc he realized he was going to have to confess to his parents that he’s gay and had been in love with his media rival for the past decade and then he sank to the floor and pressed his face into ilya’s crotch a la the adoration sculpture by gustav vigeland while ilya’s hand ran through his hair and down between his shoulder blades so tenderly, so protectively. and they put that shit on tv.