I hate the feeling of when you see something to you wish you had or when you see a post on social media about bad relationship and it brings back all the emotions you sub-pressed that time you dated a monster. Or when someone bring up a memory of when you were being treated like shit and you pushed it out of your head as at that point you thought that the guy was the love of your life when in reality he was the puppet master pulling your strings, telling you what you can do, who you can talk to, who you are allowed to tell what going on in your head, what your wearing, fucking everything! All that 'love' was a Fucking lie, all those "I love you's" he never loved you, he loved controlling you, he loved the fact that he was in charge of you, he loved that! And when that final bit of memory that tires you out for the day that makes you wonder, was I never good enough? Was I a bad girlfriend? Was I a bad person? And no, you were never a bad person, you were tricked by a prick who made you feel special once, who made you feel like you had a reason, who has now left a hole in your heart and just goes to fuck another girl, he has no conscience, he has no morals, he has nothing, you have everything and more, you are a GOOD PERSON AND HE IS WRONG! SEXUAL, EMOTIONAL, PHYSICAL, VERBAL ABUSE IS NOT RIGHT!