Just Tracy

[perfectfeelings]

“The only way to change the future is to change what you do daily.”

— Unknown

[perfectquote]

“The more something upsets you, the more it is meant for you. When it no longer upsets you, it is no longer needed because the lesson is complete.”

— Bryant McGill

[quotemadness]

“Learn to be alone, and to like it. There’s nothing more freeing and empowering than learning to like your own company.”

— Mandy Hale

[quotemadness]

“The woman you are becoming will cost you people, relationships, spaces, and material things. Choose her over everything.”

— Unknown

[thingsirealizedwhen]

“You no longer need me in your life and I’m trying to be okay with that.”

— Things I realized when you replaced me, part II

[oldhabbits]

[missinyouiskillingme]

straight to my heart

[missinyouiskillingme]

“There are just certain people who aren’t meant to fit in your life no matter how much you want them to.”

— Dawson’s Creek

[missinyouiskillingme]

“I hope that one day you realize you fucked up the day you chose to let me go.”

— R.R.

[wvterways]

[traumasurvivors]

What someone else did to you does not affect your worth. 

[papyrussuggestions-archive]

TELL YOURSELF NICE THINGS OUT LOUD SOMETIMES! HEARING COMPLIMENTS FEELS GREAT! AND IT IS GOOD PRACTICE BEING POSITIVE!

[hope4gem]

I want to remember that my efforts are good enough. I am good enough.

[tracy-status]

I'm pissed. So damn pissed.

[tracy-status]

A month after we happened, I turned down the second guy who confessed. A month after we broke up, I turned down the third. I did it because I loved you… so much that it took me too long to finally fully embrace acceptance over what had transpired between us two. You suddenly said you didn’t feel the same way you once did anymore. You never realised how disposed I was to deny the world for you. You never cared how I turn my back to those who are more willing to switch in your place, to treat me better, to provide me happiness and to offer me much more than you could’ve. But you left, took my sanity, leaving me fear. The terror of entering anew, too anxious that their feelings will eventually fade away like the way yours did too.

Aug 10,2017

[tracy-status]

How foolish of me to expect you’d hold me back when I’m drifting away. How foolish of me to want you stop me from walking away. How foolish of me for loving you so deep. How foolish of me for staying awake when you’ve no trouble to sleep. I’m an idiot… I’m a fool. When there you are unaffected and still cool.

[tracy-status]

I have to stop with the: “I’ve told you that before.” “Remember?” “But you knew that already.” “You forgot again?” Because I realised, you never really paid attention. You never actually listened. You don’t thoroughly care as much as you say. Important matters gone passed ignored, same conversation and topics discussed over again. I’m not asking for much, I’m simply hoping you remember what I hold in great significance. Things that are precious enough to be worth remembering.

[tracy-status]

I get too excited every time I receive a message from you. I get too giddy when the notification says it’s you. Inexplicable emotions swirl inside me whenever I hear your voice. It’s like everything in me– my blood, my nerves, my organs— they all rejoice. From then on, I already knew. Shit damn it, *inhales* … … … *exhales* I… have freaking fallen in love with you.