i wish i had time for eventually.

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TASM 2 inspired HARRY OSBORN. HEAVILY HEADCANON BASED. minors dni. 18+ only. highly selective. private. mutuals only. low activity. hiatus

BYF: harry is a very fickle character. due to his past and upbringing he does NOT trust easily. please do not expect him to be comfortable with your muse immediately, even if they have a pre-established relationship.

redeemed by CAL. loved since 2014 and re-established Feb. 2022.

GOOGLE DOC | PINTEREST | INTEREST TRACKER​

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soooo i am going to try and revamp harry. i miss him lots. kind of want to do new graphics and clean up my following. it will be a SLOW [process... but eventually it will get there kfdjgbgf

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nothin like makin new icons just because

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cityshope​

🕷 ⸻ watching the goblin wriggle in his grip , a measly insect trapped in a spider’s web — pained & contorted visage of one barely recognized anymore — it assuages the grief - fueled wrath permeating the boy’s body like a poison ; lethal to both should he continue down this blood - soaked path . harry’s life — very literally ending at his fingertips — & killing the sweet , sunny , thoughtful peter parker . brown eyes , singed at the edges of their irises , burn&bore into those turned a toxic green . ❝ ya’ didn’t listen t’ me , harry ! ya’ jus’ had t’ do things your way , didn’t ya’ ? ! look what good that did ! look what you fucking did !❞

sharp claws knife through fabric & the skin beneath it . blood cascades down his arm , though peter cares little for any wound — any bodily injury — sustained now . let it hurt . let the hurt flow out of him . ❝gwen’s dead ! ya’ killed th’ love a’ my life !❞ tone trembles & cracks . salty tears sting lesions on his face . his guiding light has been snuffed out . sickening snap still rings in his ears , churns acidic bile in his stomach . how easy it would be to claim this life , too …

a voice rings in his head not belonging to him :

stop it , peter . stop it , son . put the boy down . this isn’t you , it won’t change anything . it won’t bring her back . it won’t bring your parents back . it won’t bring me back .

uncle ben .

it’s enough to loosen his grip . rage melts away & he sees harry . not the goblin , but harry . he sees his own hand strangling him . lips part , perhaps to speak , perhaps to cry , but he’s given time for neither .

the ground pounds his back , knocks wind from his lungs & leaves him gasping for air . ❝ i d - i didn’t — ! i don’t — !❞ the hero sputters & coughs , nose spurting red when met with unforgiving punches & chest aching all the while . relentless blows come to a halt , allowing peter a window to gulp down breaths . the second agonized scream of the night echoes throughout , only this time , it’s not his own . ❝ ha - har … harry … ?❞

the voice in his head was so loud. begging for him to let it in, begging for him to continue pulverizing peter’s face, punch after punch. but his hands were shaking beyond his control, lifting only to claw at his disfigured face. the screams continued to echo throughout the clock tower, the screams of struggling and pure agony. the exoskeleton was starting to fail him. technology could only do so much. it could only heal so many wounds at a time. lifting himself up with weak knees from where peter laid, harry will throw his head back in immeasurable pain. “ p - peter !! p - pe - “ trying to speak, voice cracking as throat becomes tight, harry falls to his knees. his weakened body couldn’t keep his weight up anymore. 

eyes will dart across the tower, searching for the voice in his head. searching for the shadow he could sense looming over him. with cackles that sounded like ones he released previous, but not passing his physical lips. harry will jump and cover his eyes. face bloodied from claws slicing skin, the once heir was further unrecognizable, eyes seeming to flicker between sickened green and previous blue hue. soon they catch peter’s browns, silently begging for help as eyes were filled with uncertainty and a feeling of loss.

“ p - pete i don’t know what’s happening. i - i keep hearing a voice. i can’t focus. everything hurts, like i was hit by a truck. p - peter !! “ harry will sob, clutching at his chest as everything became sore. he was holding back tears. holding back screams of agony. knowing he doesn’t deserve the other’s help or sympathy, harry will swallow the growing lump in his throat. “ i - i don’t expect you to help me. please . . . please. end this. end it. i don’t want to live like this. “

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WE’RE BOYFRIENDS!!! Heartstopper (2021-)

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@cityshope​ said : ❝ Listen, my job is to make sure everyone else is okay. ❞ | shit i say

“ no. “ he’ll take in a deep breath before bringing up a hand to his face, running it down slowly, “ you don’t need to make sure we are all okay. not all the time. i love you, peter, i do. you are a strong man, an amazing boyfriend and a good person. i understand why you feel this way. but please don’t stress. you don’t need to keep track of how everyone is feeling. “ harry will shift to sit on peter’s lap before pressing their foreheads together. he loves this boy so much, more than words could ever describe properly. he only wishes he would let himself relax, remove some of the stress and burdens from his shoulders.

but of course, he would be a hypocrite for lecturing him about stress. 

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I wish you didn’t have to go. I wish I didn’t either.

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@greatpromise​ said :  ❝ I’m getting bad again. ❞ | shit i say

“ honey . . . you were never bad. never. “ if anything, he was bad for what he has done to get here. to be here with gwen in england. together, relaxing in bed with their bodies intertwined. harry was holding her close, now even closer, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. oh, how he loves her. to hear her call herself bad was almost an insult. “ you could never be bad. don’t ever believe you are a bad person. “

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@cityshope​ said : “ you're my friend, but... sometimes i wish you were more than that. “ | sacred moments

that sentence had to process in his head for a moment. or multiple moments. it was almost unreal. after everything that had happened between the two of them, what he had done, he never expected this. never. the little boy inside who had a crush on peter parker since he was thirteen was buried deep, along with most of the human side of harry while he was in ravencroft. when they had accidentally crossed paths, leading to a more violent interaction than he hoped, harry never expected peter to want to see him again.

but they were still in each other’s lives. not as much as they once were, harry was cautious, trying to mend their broken friendship. the friendship that had been tested again and again. he never considered peter would wish for them to be more than that. more than a patched up friendship, hastily stitched together because they knew they needed each other.

after staring at him in disbelief for much longer than anticipated, harry will swallow the growing lump in his throat. “ p - peter. i . . . are you sure ?? “ it was just hard to believe, to process, rubbing at his eyes as he felt tears pricking at them, threatening to fall down his cheeks. 

“ because i’ve never wanted anything more. peter, i’ve been infatuated by you since i was thirteen. but i never had the courage to tell you. “ 

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@cityshope​ said : ❝ *whining noises and grabby hands* ❞ | shit i say

seeing and hearing peter get so clingy, demanding attention, always brought a smile to his face. cheeks dusted with blush as he looks up at the tall brunette before placing his warm hands against freckled cheeks. “ someone is needy tonight. “ he’ll jest, pulling peter down gently to rub their noses together with a gentle hum. “ did something happen, or are you just wanting attention ?? “ harry sighs gently before planting a soft kiss on the other’s lips. brief, but soft and gentle. 

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spiderheld​

     ❛❛ it’s  okay  to  be  scared  ,  honey  .  we  can’t  be  brave  all  the  time  .  that’s  not  human  nature  .  but  .  .  .  just  know  that  with  me  ,  here  ,  you’re  safe  .  i  promise  that  you’re  safe  .  ❜❜

“ i have to be brave. for all that i have done, i should be able to hold my head high. i should be able to take responsibility and face those i have wronged. but i can’t. i can’t. “ harry hasn’t made eye contact with her. not yet. this is the first time he has managed to visit aunt may since his release from ravencroft. hasn’t even stepped through the door, as if he will destroy everything in seconds. 

“ i’m not safe anywhere. i will never be safe. “ 

[ohisms]

𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹 𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹 .   (  sentence starters based upon lyrics from the band 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫.  dark themes are present,  some lyrics have been adjusted for better use.  )  

❛  you’d better run.  ❜ ❛  don’t lie to me.  ❜ ❛  i don’t feel like i’m even here.  ❜ ❛  aren’t i supposed to wanna fight for love?  ❜ ❛  i’m not okay.  ❜ ❛  come back to me.  ❜ ❛  just get out of the way.  ❜ ❛  i’m not anti-social, i’m just tired of people.  ❜ ❛  come back with me.  ❜ ❛  so, can we let sleeping dogs lie?  ❜ ❛  i feel like i know you.  ❜ ❛  i’ve seen you go through hell.  ❜ ❛  do you feel used?  ❜ ❛  you’re a handful.  ❜ ❛  tell me your fears.  ❜ ❛  i can hardly stand the sight of it all.  ❜ ❛  everyone’s fucked  &  they don’t even know it.  ❜ ❛  tell me your weakness.  ❜ ❛  don’t tell me that everything’s easy.  ❜ ❛  i won’t lie to you.  ❜ ❛  every good thing, i kill it good.  ❜ ❛  i’m an ugly mess.  ❜ ❛  there are people staring.  ❜ ❛  you can’t get to them unless you go through me.  ❜ ❛  you fuck with them, you fuck with me.  ❜ ❛  i don’t have much to do today.  ❜ ❛  close the door  &  shut the blinds.  ❜ ❛  if you leave me, rest assured it would kill me.  ❜ ❛  you stood beside me when i was out of my mind.  ❜ ❛  i’m what they like to call a special case.  ❜ ❛  nobody believes me.  ❜ ❛  you  &  me, we’re not the same.  ❜ ❛  i’ve got problems.  ❜ ❛  being this godly can’t be good for me.  ❜ ❛  i’m staying in bed today.  ❜ ❛  i’m not listening to you.  ❜ ❛  i’m not crazy!  ❜ ❛  you’re the angel that i couldn’t kill.  ❜ ❛  put your head on straight.  ❜ ❛  fuck off, to all you people.  ❜ ❛  it takes a dedicated hand to put it through the wall.  ❜ ❛  i made a fist, but not a plan.  ❜ ❛  you don’t need poltergeists for sidekicks.  ❜ ❛  would it be so bad if i stayed?  ❜ ❛  i’ve grown tired of this body.  ❜ ❛  fall apart without me.  ❜ ❛  c’mon, humble my bones with a cardiac.  ❜ ❛  did you ever really think you’d love a guy like me?  ❜ ❛  for the love of fuck…  ❜ ❛  all my money’s been a long time spent.  ❜ ❛  you’re not a monster, just a human.  ❜ ❛  i’m high  &  drunk on ego.  ❜ ❛  you’re not a demon.  ❜ ❛  i don’t wanna know what i am.  ❜ ❛  i’m alright, i’m okay…  ❜ ❛  i believe that you’ll see a better day.  ❜ ❛  i want what’s best for me.  ❜ ❛  there’s a god awful shitty feeling of dread in my heart.  ❜ ❛  at any second now, i think i might fall apart.  ❜ ❛  we’ve just gotta keep on moving.  ❜ ❛  you’re better than the drugs i used to love.  ❜ ❛  you’re deadly like a gun.  ❜ ❛  it’s a very good bad thing that we’ve found.  ❜ ❛  stay another night.  ❜ ❛  you’re gonna kill me.  ❜

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hi hi i’m going to try to be here, but i’m probably going to delete like... everything i owe on? i have no muse for most of it and it’s overwhelming me lol

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hello! i know i haven’t been here. i just haven’t had a ton of muse for harry. i’m going to try and watch tasm2 this week to get some muse, because i do miss being here!! thank you for your patience guys 😅