Aurora Borealis

Twenty-Five Student, and a simple being. I would like to find my happiness, it has been lost for a very long time.

[devoteds-blog1]

My best friend @tramonti and I have childhood teddy bears that were also best friends, and at almost 26, I can say thats one of the happiest things about my life.

I use to think “Best Friends Forever” was a tacky thing everyone said and did in middle school, but it turns out it’s actually a thing.

[dianneclaudine]

Painted sunflowers for the first day of 2018. 🌻🌻🌻 (Reference photos from Pinterest)

[moaza]

Photo by Ciocan Ciprian 

[tramonti]

social media is the absolute worst.  It creates fake ideals within relationships, it enables so many behaviours I don’t think we would have if social media didn’t exist. It would be so much easier to fucking move on. The worst part is, it makes people obsessive. constantly checking. constantly wondering. have I done enough? why are they there but not talking. 

If we didn’t have social media. There wouldn’t be that constant need to check. Constant observation. I need reassurance. and social media doesn’t give me that, it makes it worse. 

[anna-grrrl]

[tramonti]

It better fucking be

[tramonti]

why can’t I have my happy ending? why do they always leave. 

I’m never good enough. I put everything I could possibly give into a relationship, to have it thrown back in my face. I’m not good enough to be loved. I’m always broken. i’m shattered into a million pieces and I don’t know how to put myself back together.

[tramonti]

I wish you had talked to me. I wish you hadn’t made up your mind. I wish you were here to tell me it’s all going to be okay. I wish you still loved me, the way I still love you.

[everythings-reminding-me-of-you]

I don’t think I’ve ever needed you more than I do right now, but I can’t reach out to you now because we don’t speak. How did we end up like this?

-22/01/19

[wingsandwhiskers]

“the memories of waking up next to you everyday burns in the back of my head and it was all I could think about when people told me to go to my happy place but now those memories haunt me taking me to my worst place a reality without you”

— Pawkers

[everythings-reminding-me-of-you]

“I’d give anything for you to look at me again the way you did back then.”

-16/01/2019

[shmwrites]

i fear that

i am

both

too much

yet

not enough

even at my best i’m a mess.

[tramonti]

I’ve not eaten in over 30 hours. I know I should eat, I can feel my stomach grumble, but I just can’t do it. I can’t let myself eat. I’m not hungry...

[different-landscapes]

[tramonti]

I finally said I loved him last night, and he said it back. It made me so incredibly happy.

I don’t know what was holding me back, I wanted to perfect moment, I realised there’s no perfect moment, but last night felt right.

I’m so happy

[tramonti]

☺️💕 one of my fav photos

[petalier]

@WeHeartIt /entry/244587142

[theblackhandwriting]