Trans Dæmonium

◇ she/her ◇ trans woman ◇

[transdaemonium]

greetings, visitor [^w^] my blog is a reflection of all facets of my digital existence so expect some nsfw material. i am a lesbian, i have no interest in men.

◇ dæmonic scripture ◇ = personal text posts

◇ dæmonic presence ◇ = photos of myself

[transdaemonium]

need some1 2 break my arm ngl

[photophotohole]

[metropolitanrecluse]

Tape machines used by Brian Eno to record ‘Discreet Music’, 1970s.

[transdaemonium]

it's hard there r a lot of ppl i so luv talking 2 but i still feel like i just can't open up 2 any1 seriously abt my personal struggles. it'd take a lot 2 b willing 2 engage w it anyway n i don't wanna just unload my emotions onto ppl....

[transdaemonium]

i feel like theres smthn physiologically preventing me from crying. at my most emotional point i'll choke up n tears will come but i will not make a single sound.

[frierenburger]

she's not moving to earth for you.

[sophiesalacia]

martian tgirl who thinks she has to move to earth and be a dom because that's all anyone seems to want from her but you tell her you're happy to go to her instead and you hold her gently and give her space to be vulnerable and soft and tired and something in her breaks, some wall she's built up inside and she cries for the first time in years. and you tell her it's okay and you stroke her hair softly and you reassure her that you're not going to leave just because she showed weakness in front of you, that you genuinely care for her as a person and you're going to be by her side to support her no matter what. and you mean it.

[transdaemonium]

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[transdaemonium]

unfortunately i was gay in 2017 and haven't given up keysmashing fully. skdjdjdkhdjd

[dawatcher]

[transdaemonium]

i don't taking my asthma particularly seriously but starting 2 feel more like i should. i had 2 walk up a bunch of stairs yesterday n could hardly breathe after like my lungs were being dragged 2 the ground. i didnt use my inhaler tho n i just happened to have a massive headache n feel awfully sick for the rest of the day.

[transdaemonium]

want 2 kill myself but ppl think my cock is hot,,, decisions decisions,,

[transdaemonium]

worlds most normal feeling girl

[transdaemonium]

re: prev rb i rly love that story's depiction of going around through life dizzy like everything's hazy. a bit too relatable.

[princessdraconic]

New short story, Dizzy. Follow first person through a very unwell trans lesbian's very bad day. Please do take the content warnings seriously.

id like to thank @maidthings for doing a lot of the visual legwork for this piece, including formatting the CSS and making the cover image.

[transdaemonium]

i smell so awful [hot] [sexy] [forcing you to huff my pits]

[transdaemonium]

not sure whether i want to cry or throw up or both