James Trinder

Just a trans boy with an unhealthy obsession to Andrew Scott, Loki Laufeyson and Bryan Dechart (Connor) Next Con: Wrexham Comic Con

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Me and Andrew Scott again. Wrexham Comic Con: April. He remembered me and it was amazing

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Andrew Scott on stage. He looked so cute but slightly tired. Hopefully he rests when he gets home.

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Me and Andrew ❤ What happened was that I was in the queue to see Andrew Scott for the picture first. I had already seen him on stage and I was in the queue for a while. But when I got to him, I was very excited and nervous. As I approached him, my legs were shaking and I felt like I couldn't move. When I got to him, I asked for a hug (which he gave me). He put his arm around me and pulled me close to the side to his chest. He was so warm and his top was very soft. Then, I went to see him to get an autograph. Originally, I wouldn't have had one but my mother had a small talk with him and he WANTED TO TALK TO ME! We queued once again but it wasn't as bad as the last one. I approached him again, this time holding the three pictures, and set them on the table. He was talking to someone else as I approached but he soon turned to me, apologized, and then began to talk to me. He asked me how my life was, how I cope with some situations and when I told him that he was how I cope, he smiled brightly. His smile is absolutely adorable. After a few short more minutes of talking, I had to move along. But before I left, he put his hand up to me. I thought it was going to be a high five but when we joined hands, he held my hand and told me that it was going to be okay. This was the best day of my life.

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having a crush on someone you dont have a chance with

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23/11/17 - 22:11

Hello...so..I suppose this is my first proper blog thing. Sorry if it doesn't sound good or anything like that, but I just thought this would be a good outlet for the stuff that goes on in my life.

So today, a Sunday. School tomorrow which is a downer for most kids but for me it's more than a downer. It's hell. I don't get bullied, per say (just the occasional names and pushing) but it's more to do about the work that I cannot stand. Everything's too difficult for me. I have to write an essay in History about Law or something like that in the 19th C for homework but I have no clue how to start or what to include. I emailed him for help but he said that I should go to him for it. Now, I'm the type of person who cannot talk about what they are stuck on and cannot express why they don't get it, so I don't go. I expected him to email the help to me but he doesn't. When I saw him in class, he began to have a go at the people who hadn't brought in the homework (me included) but he didn't even say ANYTHING about helping me! I've also got to revise for a Geography test...

So yeah. I am against going to school tomorrow. Also, I get very lonely at home. It's just me and my mum but I'm not an only child. My siblings all have their own houses. But it is very lonely here when it's with my mum, especially when she gets emotional about...things (private stuff) and I can't help. It makes the entire house depressing and I end up crying when she goes back downstairs and I'm alone again. She never says goodnight or good morning to me. She goes to sleep early on the sofa and I'm just left to kinda fend for myself. The house is always deadly silent when I'm not using my phone as an escape and sometimes I don't fond enjoyment out of doing that either...I just feel alone...Sorry that this all got depressing fast but I needed to post this. And I know no-ones gonna read it so..I don't know what I'm doing.

Thank you and goodnight...

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"The man with the key is King and honey you should see me in a crown 👑 "

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