I Want to Play a Game
Victor Gideon x Fem!Reader
CW: choking, gun play, degradation, p in v, cruel Gideon, oral, dubious consent? Maybe? Power dynamics, blood, blood as lube, yandere? Submissive reader.
[ Iâve never written before. Idk if this is how you tag. Iâm just obsessed with this freak of a man ]
âKidnap you?â The words rolled off of Gideonâs tongue like venom. âI liberated you,â he whispered as he took a step closer to the trembling girl before him. She had her gun pointed at his face with a shaky hand and a scowl on her face.
After everything heâd done to her. He kidnapped her, took her blood, and left her in a building full of monstrosities. Liberation was what he wanted to call it? She could almost laugh.
He didnât seem to mind the gun pointed at his face. He didnât seem to mind that it was certainly kidnapping he had done to her. What did he care if she was roaming around in a highly infected building? Heâs the one who healed her previous wounds. If anything, she should be thanking him.
He took a lazy step forward and completely invaded her space. She backed up against the table behind her with a small sound of surprise. A few books crashed to the floor.
âI will shoot,â her threat lacked any bite to it.
He flashed her a grin and bumped the barrel of her gun with his forehead. He looked her right in the eyes as he put his hand on hers just above the trigger.
âDo you need some help following through on that threat?â He cooed.
She was at a loss for words. He was fucking crazy. She didnât want to kill him. She didnât want to kill anyone. She didnât want to be here. She didnât want any of this. She just wanted to go home.
All of her words died in her throat until they were nothing more than a lump. She wasnât expecting him to call her bluff. She couldnât do anything but look at him with a horrified expression.
He was too quick. In the blink of an eye, he twisted her arm, which made her cry out in pain, and grabbed her gun from her. He examined the gun with a laugh.
âYou shouldnât make promises you canât keep,â he chided.
He emptied the chamber, the bullets falling to the ground in a clatter. All but one bullet.
âIâd like to play a game with you,â he mused.
âLet me go!â She pleaded.
Her anxiety was too much to bear. Every nerve in her body was telling her to leave. She needed to run. She tried to shove past him, but it was a vain effort. He grabbed her immediately and pulled her back to his chest. She could feel how much he dwarfed her in size. He was massive. She had no chance of running.
âI said Iâd like to play a game,â he pushed the barrel of the gun to her cheek before running it down to her neck. âIâll even let you go first,â her skin rose with goosebumps as he brought the gun to her temple.
She had tears blurring her vision. She tried to thrash around in his grasp, but he didnât budge.
âI donât want to play!â She barely got the words out through her frantic breathing.
âShhhâŠitâs okay,â his voice was deceptively soft as he pulled the trigger.
She braced for impact, but she was only met with the tink of an empty chamber. Her whole body was shaking. The only reason she hadnât fallen to the floor by now was because he was holding her up.
âSee? That wasnât so bad now, was it?â He whispered into her ear, sending a shiver down her spine.
He took a deep breath and inhaled into the crook of her neck. His free hand snaked up to her throat and applied pressure. Her hands shot up and started clawing at him.
âAh, ah,â he warned as he brought the gun back to her temple in warning.
Once she stopped clawing at him, he gave a satisfied hum and pulled the gun away. She couldnât see him. She was forced to look out the window of the office where the infected were roaming. At this moment, being an infected didnât sound too bad to her. Anywhere other than being stuck playing Russian roulette with this freak.
She heard another click of an empty chamber. She jumped at the sound.
âIsnât this such a fun game?â His voice boomed next to her ear. âBut I think we can make this so much more interesting,â he spoke.
He turned her around before shoving her down to her knees with an inhuman strength. She looked up at him from her position on the floor with wide eyes.
He didnât speak as he unbuckled his belt then unzipped his pants. She shook her head and tried to stand to run, but he grabbed a fistful of her hair to keep her in place.
âI wouldnât be a bad girl if I were you,â he warned while waving the gun in her face.
He pulled his pants down and waited for her to take him into her mouth. When she made no effort to move, he gripped her face. The fat of her cheeks smooshed together from how hard he was digging his fingers into her face. Her head was jerked from side to side before he let go in favor of covering her nose.
Only when she was close to passing out from lack of air did she open her mouth, and thatâs when he shoved himself inside. He held the gun to her temple with one hand and ran his fingers through her hair with the other.
âJustâŠtake it,â he sighed out as he felt the warmth of her mouth surround him.
He didnât wait on her to set the pace. He began roughly snapping his hips up. Each thrust made him enter her throat, and each thrust made her gag around him. Her eyes were watering almost immediately from trying to take him.
She tried to push on his thighs to create more breathing room, but he wasnât having that. He had her head pinned against the front of the desk and his own body. He eased forward until he was fully in her throat. An obscene bulge formed from where he was.
âYou feel so niceâŠfuck,â his voice came out thick with desire. âShh, you donât need you breathe. You just need to stay right there.â He continued to run his fingers through her hair.
She was struggling to stay conscious. Her fists beating against his thighs didnât deter him in the slightest. If anything, it amped him up. Her eyes rolled into the back of her head and she started to go limp. Her vision had dark edges and there was an incessant ringing in her ears.
Only then did he pull out of her throat. He delivered a few soft slaps to the side of her face to wake her up.
âStay with me now,â he bent down so that his face was right next to hers. âYouâre doing such a good job,â his words felt like a taunt to her.
Her vision was slowly coming back to her, and as her vision came back, the ringing in her ears stopped. She could more clearly hear the grunts and moans of the zombies just outside the door.
He grabbed her by her hair and pulled her to her feet. She stumbled and reached out for balance. Her face was roughly pushed against the window. A clear view of the zombies was what she saw.
âScream and they will hear you. Only I can protect you. You want me to protect you, donât you?â He pushed himself against her back as he spoke.
Her mind was spinning. If she screamed, he wouldnât stop the zombies from coming in here and tearing her body apart. He had her gun. Her life was literally in his hands. She did the only thing she could think to do and nodded her head. Sometimes all you can do is submit.
âYesâŠâ she choked out.
âYes what?â He prodded as he applied more pressure against her face into the glass until she was sure it would crack.
âYes I want you to protect me!â She cried out in both anger and fear.
He hummed in response and eased up on the pressure. His hands went to her waist and tugged on her jeans. She placed her hands on his and tried to stop him. He grabbed her by the back of her neck and put the gun in her vision.
âI donât care if youâre dead or alive when I fuck you. Itâs up to you,â he hissed out.
She took in a few shaky breaths before moving her hands away from him. He yanked her jeans down with ease.
âGood choice,â he murmured against her ear before snapping his hips up without warning.
He entered her in one fluid motion. She let out a strangled cry and clawed at the window sill for stability. He didnât prep her at all. He stretched her out so painfully. She swore she felt him in her stomach. She placed a free hand on his lower stomach and tried to push him away.
âOh, fuck youâre tight.â He grunted as he snapped his hips again.
He gave her absolutely no time to adjust to his length. Because he was so rough with her, she bled on him a bit. He didnât mind. Heâd just use it as lube. He pounded into her, each movement of his hips made her bump into the window. She was sobbing out.
He pulled her head back by her hair and put the barrel of the gun in her mouth.
âUse that pretty mouth of yours for something useful instead of being so loud,â he moved her head up and down on the barrel of the gun.
She gagged around the cool metal of the gun. She was terrified he was going to pull the trigger then she would finally die.
âYou look so good like this,â he placed a kiss to her cheek. âSo fucking pathetic,â he bit the skin of her neck, which made her cry out around the gun.
Saliva pooled around the edges of her mouth and slowly made its way down her chin. Her mascara had long since streaked down her tinted cheeks. She looked like a mess.
He pulled the gun out from her mouth and examined the saliva that glistened on it. His free hand shoved her head back against the window as he brought the barrel to her ring of muscle. He slowly pushed the tip in.
She jerked around and cried out in protest, âNo! Not there! Please!â
She was frantic and he was impatient. He pulled the trigger without a second thought. The clink of the empty chamber made her whole body tense up. The realization of just how crazy he was washed over her. He would kill her if she didnât do what he wanted. He had no morality left in him. That scared her into being still as he inched the barrel deeper into her tight hole.
âPlease!â She cried out as she groped around behind her to hold onto part of him.
âDoes this hurt?â He mocked as he pushed the barrel in deeper.
âYes!â She whimpered.
âDo you want me to go easy on you?â He tilted his head to the side in mock thought.
âYes please! Iâll be good! Please just take it out!â She begged.
He felt himself twitch inside her when she begged like that. He took a deep breath to stop himself from emptying himself in her right then and there. He slowly pulled the barrel out and tossed it to the floor with a thud. The idea of reaching for the gun crossed her mind, but it was too far away.
He tossed her onto the nearby table with ease and slotted himself between her legs. He had a clear view of the way her brows furrowed in pain when he thrust into her. Her mouth was hung open and her eyes fluttered shut. It made his dick twitch.
She was mortified that her body was giving in. All that pain was becoming pleasure. Her mind was melting. It was such an odd feeling to experience. She found herself reaching out to him, her hands wrapping around his arms.
âOpen your mouth,â he commanded.
She hesitated but ultimately opened her mouth. He let a glob of spit land on her tongue. His hand covered her mouth the moment she tried to gag.
âSwallow it,â he urged.
With much resistance, she swallowed. It felt disgusting sliding down her throat. She felt filthy and tainted.
âAtta girl,â he praised as he slid his thumb into her mouth.
She found herself sucking on the digit out of pure habit. It didnât even register to her what she was doing until she heard him groan.
âThere she is. I knew you could be a filthy slut,â he snapped his hips up harder.
That particular thrust had her seeing stars. He was hitting that soft sweet spot over and over again. Her mind was quickly turning to mush.
âFâŠfuck,â she stammered out.
Her nails were digging into his arms so roughly they left marks. Her whole body was tensing up as he invaded her senses completely.
âThatâs it. Let go,â he guided her.
His free hand came up to wrap around her throat once more. He felt her tighten up around him at the sensation. It made him throw his head back with a deep and guttural moan.
âI always wanted to know what youâd feel like. Iâve been watching you for so long. Finally have you now,â he was talking to himself.
The horrifying realization never even came to her. She was so out of it. Her whole body was like electricity. Her mind was elsewhere. All she could feel was how deep in her he was.
The sounds of zombies approaching from outside the door didnât even stir her out of her gaze. She was trapped on cloud nine just the way he wanted it. Even if I took some effort on his part.
âMaybe I should knock you up? Fill you with my cum so you canât ever leave me,â he rested his forehead on hers. âThen I can always protect you,â
She could hardly make out what he was saying at this point. Nodding her head dumbly was all she could do.
âSâgood!â She babbled out.
He couldnât stop the grin that found its way to his face. All he had to do was break her and now here she was, so pliant and ready for him.
âHmm? What was that? I canât hear you,â he teased.
He stopped his pace to further antagonize her. A pout found its way on her face almost immediately.
âPlease donât stop! More!â She begged, and who was he to disobey when she asked so sweetly.
He pushed on her lower stomach as he pounded into her. There was a bulge in her stomach, just as there had been one in her throat earlier. He was just so much bigger than her. He couldnât help it that he poked out from inside her.
âDo you feel me right there?â He asked as he pushed down on the bulge.
It made her eyes shoot open before rolling into the back of her head. She rested a hand on top of his as she ground her hips up to meet his.
It wasnât long until she felt that familiar coil in her stomach. She locked eyes with him, her pouty lips parted as her whole body tensed up.
âGonna cum!â She warned.
âMake a mess for me, pretty girl,â he encouraged.
He gripped her hips and began to rut into her like he was an animal in heat. He had absolutely no intention of pulling out. With a silent cry she released all over his abdomen. The sight of her squirting had him spiraling over the edge.
He pumped thick ropes of his release into her tight cunt. He didnât pull out yet. He fucked it deeper into her before stilling inside her. It wasnât until a few seconds of silence that he spoke.
âYouâre everything I hoped youâd be,â he wrapped his hand around her throat and squeezed.
She struggled against him until she went limp. Once she was limp, he pulled her jeans up for her and buttoned them. He tossed her over his shoulder and made his way for the door where a group of zombies stood. They made no effort to approach.
He was going to keep her one way or another. She wasnât ever getting away. That much he was sure of.



















