A Little Kid With A Big Death Wish

Transmeds, exclusionists, terfs/gender critical, ddlg, kink, maps, fujos, anti antis, TCC, anti mogai, pro gun don’t interact // did, cptsd, npd, bpd

[bloodiedbloodhound]

Do you recognize what I’ve become?

[traumatizeddfox]

[crepuscular-coyote]

Don't you just wish someone would just try you? Someone barges into your house with a gun and you just get the opportunity to fuck up all their shit, to sink your teeth into their flesh and taste the blood and feel the adrenaline pump through your veins and see the fear in the their eyes because god, you're a monster.

Maybe someone threatens you with a knife and you crush their fucking neck in your mouth and hear the strangled yells as they try in vain to get you away.

Not to kill, no, but just to get a taste of what it's like. Fucking hell.

[iwillbreakyourfuckingskull]

"I wouldn't wish that upon my worst enemy" well I fucking would

[rottengutzuserboxes]

[ID: A red userbox. The background is dull red, and the border is a dark red. The text is in black. The text reads "This user wants to be slaughtered like an animal". To the left is a picture of a knife in red lighting. END ID.]

[coquettishdegenerate]

[coquettishdegenerate]

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is i need to learn how to shut up

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[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is needing to be someone's favourite otherwise you don't matter at all

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[cirquecutbored]

Those feelings of “every time i want its wrong” and “every time i have a desire its a burden” and “every effort i make is somehow draining to you”

[1stupidbrain]

im sorry im a terrible person. please know im trying. i dont like who i am, who would like this? who would want to be like this? i hate myself and i hate how i treat others and how my brain is wired and how i hold everyone to such a high standard. im sick of myself.

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is getting upset bc you’re actually fully realizing you have to spend the rest of your life with bpd and feeling like this and not being able to fix it when all you want is to get better

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[unknowinglydeceasedlol]

I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.

[deadvxmp-deactivated20240618]

new treatment idea !! euthenize me

[drifting-bones]

i don’t fucking know how to communicate that i’m feeling neglected and unloved and like i’m the second favorite. like how do you say that without wanting to fucking die.

[gh0stgirl-hotline]

Born to love cursed to be unlovable

[autumnstrzs-deactivated20240430]