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yooooo this is a vent blog and uhhh yeah idk what to write here im diagnosed bipolar and 3 different psychiatrists are pretty sure i have bpd but want me to get neuropsychoanalyzed but i can't do that so like yeah. i just whine about my problems on here so tw for sh, ed, substance abuse, and general mentally ill shit so like yeah, enjoy my blog ig :P

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mfs be like “i want you” and then do nothing about it

maxxie-or-smth

i think maybe i do this to myself

neglectedmutt

why does there have to be the harshest unachievable rules and conditions for me to be loved but i will literally love someone else no matter what kind of abuse and torment they put me through

bro one of the people i thought was my friend turned out to be shit talking me im so fucking done.

borrowed-thoughts

I’m doing so fucking horrible but in like a super chill way

motelhymns

when you’re laying in your bed crying and wondering when the pain and fear will stop and suddenly you’re 14 years old again and wondering why everyone you love hurts you and uses you and leaves you and why you aren’t good enough

on one hand i want to be able to graduate high school and go to college even if it’s just community college and go to prom and trashy college parties and possibly go to europe this summer, but on the other hand suicide is too tempting idk