She/Her Tre/Tres Minecraft-Liberation-Polyenby 26 | AuDHD C@sh@pp: $Merainor Minors DNI/NSFW very occasionally If you are here for discourse or debate DNI! ❤️t4t🩵 🖤 >Defeater of Death >Unmatched Resilience >Amerika’s Antithesis >Vanquisher of Abusers >Bane of Social Workers >Defier of Courts >DPRK in Human Form >Reaper of Amerikan Calamity >Godless Commie >Abolisher of Families >Terrorizer of Assimilationists >FBI’s Watchlist 10 Years Strong >Freer of Slaves >Weaponizer of The Written Word >Back Breaker & 13in+ Inhaler & Taker >Crashout of Pensacola >Scary Black Tranny Fox News Tells You About
Or Tretonia Aeosophellia X. if I am in trouble or you know me irl.
She/Her or Tre/Tre’s. It’s ok 🥰, I’ll correct you. But I have my limits. I’m 26 and counting. MDNI 🔞. I will block you if you do.
I am a black transbian with hella AuDHD & commie tendencies suffering from the consequences and rewards of existing and enduring violence for refusing to assimilate or be annihilated. Certainly not here to debate or add anything meaningful to discourse. Most of my reblogs are cute girls, yuri, Minecraft and dinosaurs with the occasional long form post, short thought, and photography. I also have my own art and nods to things I may also post.
If you know me from twitter,
no you don’t…
I mostly do my own thing but I will certainly engage and comment when I can and if I choose. Certainly not apolitical so if you aren’t Anti-America and anti-capitalists and don’t want the inevitable leftist & lesbian takes or reblogs then go away! If you cause a problem you’re one button away from the purge. I do generally just reblog whatever & whenever I’m on.
I am t4t, in general like to chill, and my DMs are open but don’t go expecting anything from me regarding explicit material. Feel free to share if you wish. Anything in general. Weirdos & Aggressives will be blocked.
D.N.I.:
Minors,
people who feel the need to speak over, gaslight or dismiss my experiences or anti-blackness in general. Transmisogynoir is the fulcrum,
Reformists, assimilatists, and DemSocs, any kind of bigot and/or fascist,
TERFs, Democrats, and anyone else who weaponizes marginalization or their own marginalization to maintain the status quo.
Fun facts for the obsessed and the stalkers:
I am nearsighted AF!
I am not a gamer, but I am a Minecrafter!
I like women, am open, and I am a lil bit naive 🤏🏿…
I live in the Detroit Metropolitan Area.
I have a rich personal experience and practice with overcoming and surviving State Violence that helped build me into autonomous person but to lifted from the crutches of my assimilationists black family, from homelessness, sharpened class & political clarity, and to the north & out of Florida. I have my own flag and stuff! (:
I flatlined :3
If I have you blocked it’s likely because you said something stupid or did something stupid too. Or were categorized in the other bullet points I mentioned above.
🥰 There is more you curious rascal! *pat pat* 🥰
♏︎ 10/26/99
Ŧ 12/1/12 Self Relied
☭ 12/10/19 Abuse Defied
𖤍 4/1/20 Death Defied
⬣ 10/13/21 Homelessness Defied
☀︎ 7/12/24 A Sunny July
V 12/25/24 FL < MI
♤7/26/25 HRT
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Current Personal Constitution: The Consolidated Tretonian Selfist & Socialist Rogue State (CTSSRS³)
Ratified: 12/1/2025
Motto: "With Or Without Blood" | "Solitude & Solidarity"
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𖤍 Ŧretonia ☭ The American Antithesis ⬣
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On my current flag:
There is ALOT of my personal history baked into this. I can try and summarize but essentially my personal CoA is a Phoenix I designed in January of 2021, during homelessness and on the grind later to getting my own place. I was homeless because I was in a deep conflict with my abusers (self hating black family trying to assimilate in the suburbs of the south) which lasted from 2012-2020. And was already rabidly anti American by an early age…
I have a history with enduring various forms of state and social violence since I was born in the rural south. The black stands for ink and the road to emancipation. Maroon for, labour, sacrifice blood and liberation. As I swore a self ascribed blood on December 10th of 2019 to get out of my situation. Later in April of 2020 even burying my abusive family in medical debt by rigging my suicide. (I didn’t plan to actually die tho oops 😅). Which is where the symbol in the left claw comes from. I called it Confedontai's Cross.
Confedontai being a name I went by during that time. I stopped going by that name as it was too long and too masculine to be so long. By such a point I was starting to open to the possibility of being trans. Or realizing rather. Confedontai’s Cross is a play on a previous symbol of mine but made to represent resurrection, death, and the ultimate sacrifice and dedication to liberation.
The teal stands for autonomy, sweat, and tears.
The phoenix is seen crying at the sacrifices made to rise to where I am today with teeth bared ready to bite if need be again (don’t test me ) and the drop is swayed to the right pointed at the bleeding pen in the right claw. Alluding to how far I’ll go for collective liberation and my personal autonomy.
I am a prolific writer & have in multiple occasions gotten people who hurt me fired, left in a state of ⚡️shock and awe ⚡️, or other things as retribution. From triflers to terrible social workers. Writing is an act of creation and as much as it is defense for me. It also symbolizes creativity and my various plans that I perused and ultimately obtained, often by any means necessary.
The sun is a recent symbol from July of 2024 from fleeing Tampa with my current roommate, and has 12 spires to represent time, continuity, and my birthplace (Florida). The 3, 6, & 9 are made to stand out as a nod to the fact I like the number 3 and that I was the 3rd to carry my (ex)family name on my father’s side. The 12 spire is the biggest acting as guidance north and symbolizing action or finality. Interconnecting all struggle essentially.
The “Tretonian Hamsic” which has my original symbol I made in 2012 (just the combination of a capital T & a lowercase t [ Ŧ ]), and a pen at the bottom tip to symbolize writing, with a sickle going through it acknowledging my class position as a marginalized person or “lumpen”. The golden yellow represents prosperity, will power, and bread. The hexagon and all the rigid & geometric shapes represent commitment and fortitude. I like hexagons and the number 3 appears alot in my work. The format of my flag has largely stayed the same since 2019. Meant to defy all logic and the rules of tradition and how a flag “should be” designed. The maroon even acts as a strike down the middle, much like the cut to my right thumb I used to swear my blood oath back in 2019.
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Regarding how I came up with my replacement name (Tretonia Aeosophellia X.)
My middle name “Aeosophellia” came from a dream about Palestine in 2023 about how beautiful yet fragile and thus precious and worth protecting life is. This dream came shortly before the events of 10/7/2023, and was about a person I admired a lot (in said dream) and a commune we shared with several others becoming victim to a terrible shaking of the earth. I tried to resurrect those I had loved but they came back scarred, barely hanging on to life trapped as pieces of themselves, with only Aeosophellia being still recognizable and still beautiful before telling me to cherish life but learn to let go. I had hella melatonin gummies the night before and was reading a pretty good article about the trajectory of America imperialism. Regardless I liked the dream and the name stuck.
Aeosophellia can be interpreted as (if my work was correct)
Aeos [Eos]“Goddess of the dawn”
Soph [wisdom]
Ellia [ambiguous but I decided to see it as a version of philia or ella, meaning beautiful or love. Or could be a reference to the greek Ophelia evoking a tragic beauty]
All together this could mean “Goddess of Beauty, dawn, love and wisdom”.
“Tretonia”, comes from a declaration of autonomy I made on December 1st, 2012 and a willingness to fight and die (and I did) against my abusers for independence, and against America for liberation. I have always gone by Tre (and still do as shorthand) after recent successes in my personal development, my journey regarding transition, and overcoming new endeavors it made sense to fully embrace Tretonia as my first name.
Tre means 3 (as I was the 3rd to carry my father’s name that I never went by to begin with preferring to be called Tre).
My last name is just the letter“X”. Killing the slave surname handed down to my family through intergenerational trauma and paperwork by our Masters, and too ending my assimilationist abusers surname right then & there. X also represents a sense of autonomy from rejection. Representing transformation as much as it does justice…
Ŧ.A.X. ✊🏿🏳️⚧️☀️
yes i have a personal anthem [⚡️do not see it as a national policy proposal but an individual tool. i am more than willing and capable of explaining any questions or concerns you have about uhh, anything ⚡️]
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“Came as Lightning” My Personal Anthem
《LYRICS》
I have come as lightning!
My own fate thundering!
Friend and Foe! The Day! The Night!
Struck by fair free light!
Teal, Black, & Maroon!
Be adorned once again!
My ideals, my heart, and I!
Fairly freed my soul!
LABOUR OF LABOURERS FREE LABOUR!
MERCY! MERCY! IF THEY LIVE OR DIE!
CONFEDONTAI!
TRETONIA!
AEOSOPHELLIA!
EMANCIPATION! YOU OR THEM?
TRETONIA’S GATES ARE FOR YOU!
STRIKE DOWN THE WHITE PAINTED APES!
O’ AMERICAN ANTITHESIS!
THE APPLE DOESN’T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE!
SLAVE HAS SHOWN!
MASTER HAS SHOWN!
“YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN!”
“YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN!”
PENSACOLA, GIBSONTON, EVEN IN THE CITIES OF THE NORTH!
YOU ARE YOUR GOD!
YOU ARE YOUR STATE!
YOU ARE THE THANKS FOR EVERYTHING YOU OWN!
FALL SILENT CHILD, DON’T WEAP SO MUCH!
THEY KEEP GIVING WHAT BELONGS TO YOU!
From golden villas you fell!
To rise & give them hell!
The Sun shown north & The Clocks did chime!
Right here! Right in time!
Aeosophellia!
What is cooked is your feast!
American Calamity!
Workers together!
LABOUR OF LABOURERS FREE LABOUR!
MERCY! MERCY! IF THEY LIVE OR DIE!
CONFEDONTAI!
TRETONIA!
AEOSOPHELLIA!
EMANCIPATION! YOU OR THEM?
TRETONIA’S GATES ARE FOR YOU!
STRIKE DOWN THE WHITE PAINTED APES!
O’ AMERICAN ANTITHESIS!
THE APPLE DOESN’T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE!
SLAVE HAS SHOWN!
MASTER HAS SHOWN!
“YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN!”
“YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN!”
PENSACOLA, GIBSONTON, EVEN IN THE CITIES OF THE NORTH!
YOU ARE YOUR GOD!
YOU ARE YOUR STATE!
YOU ARE THE THANKS FOR EVERYTHING YOU OWN!
FALL SILENT CHILD, DON’T WEAP SO MUCH!
THEY KEEP GIVING WHAT BELONGS TO YOU!
I have come as lightning!
My own fate thundering!
Friend and Foe! The Day! The Night!
Struck by fair free light!
Aeosophellia!
What is cooked is your feast!
American Calamity!
Workers together!
CONFEDONTAI!🖤 TRETONIA!❤️ AEOSOPHELLIA!🩵
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Verse 1 as The Revolutionary Arrives
“I have come as lightning!
My own fate thundering!
Friend and Foe! The Day! The Night!
Struck by fair free light!”
Made as a presentation of a force of nature. One that is sudden, powerful, and impartial. A familiar revolutionary spirit or an awakening. The line "fair free light" signifies a clarity and justice, stripping away illusions and obligations to conform. Too symbolizing the many times I came as light adored and admired and left in flames after securing what I needed to be done and obtained from a foolish and deceitful foe and their environments.
“Teal, Black, & Maroon!
Be adorned once again!
My ideals, my heart, and I!
Fairly freed my soul!”
These three colors are my personal colors adorned on my flags since 2019. Teal symbolize autonomy, tears, sweat, the sea and the sky. Capturing my individual humanity and beauty of the world.
Black represents ink, the road to liberation and the constant evolution it requires. It can also represent anarchy, blackness, oppression, or mourning.
Maroon refers to blood, labour, and sacrifice. My life I risked many times and the blood oath I swore on 12/10/2019 promising total war against abusers. Maroon can also refer to "Maroons" enslaved people who escaped and formed free communities interconnecting the song to a legacy of rebellion and self-liberation. The reclaiming their identity and soul, shedding a former self. Like the phoenix on my emblem made during homelessness in 2021 and remaining after achieving housing in October of that year.
The Chorus Calls to Action!
“LABOUR OF LABOURERS FREE LABOUR!
MERCY! MERCY! IF THEY LIVE OR DIE!
CONFEDONTAI! TRETONIA! AEOSOPHELLIA!
EMANCIPATION! YOU OR THEM?
TRETONIA’S GATES ARE FOR YOU!”
The chant-like repetition is as much of a protest march or a rallying cry as it is a declaration that only the workers can free themselves or die trying. Further emphasizing its emancipation and “You or Them?" acknowledging not only the emancipation of the workers but that some have backwards tendencies that threaten the marginalized and won’t be constructive or convinced to let go of their reactionary beliefs or habits. Thus calling on the marginalized to embrace their situations and be careful of misdirection. It’s liberation or continued oppression.
“Tretonia’s Gates" symbolizes my aims, processes. The struggles to be where I am today when no one was around to catch me yesterday, and the continual pursuit to a state of freedom that encompasses all humanity.
“STRIKE DOWN THE WHITE PAINTED APES!
O’ AMERICAN ANTITHESIS!”
This is my harshest, most confrontational line. "White painted apes" is a violence begets violence call out against oppressive systems, settlers, & figures in positions of power. "American Antithesis" is the one whose mere existence threatens and spits in the face of American ideals. Bringing Americans disgusts, shock, or curiosity at the perceived threat and black sheep under their roof.
“THE APPLE DOESN’T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE!
SLAVE HAS SHOWN!
MASTER HAS SHOWN!
“YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN!”
Pointing to the cyclical nature of history and inherited trauma. The "Slave" and "Master" have both demonstrated the same harsh reality that ultimately the system leaves individuals to fend for themselves. Especially the most marginalized. No one is free until we all are, but the decision is ultimately in our hands.
“PENSACOLA, GIBSONTON,
EVEN IN THE CITIES OF THE NORTH!
YOU ARE YOUR GOD!
YOU ARE YOUR STATE!
YOU ARE THE THANKS FOR EVERYTHING YOU OWN!
FALL SILENT CHILD, DON’T WEAP SO MUCH!
THEY KEEP GIVING WHAT BELONGS TO YOU!”
Pensacola, Florida is my hometown before in 2017 departing to Tampa and Gibsonton (a small town near Tampa). This not only shows how ingrained exploitation and racism is in America but too grounds the song in the American South, and then extending the struggle "even to the cities of the North." Detroit, Ann Arbor the Great Lakes Region where I reside after becoming a climate and political refugee circa Christmas Day 2024 and continuing my liberatory & personal journey.
“You are your god! You are your state!" is a declaration of radical self-reliance, resilience, and autonomy that has become necessity and became inevitably apart of my continued survival and disposes of the common idea I ~am not an individual person and only here because of capitalism~, or I ~am not an individual person because I don’t depend on the external chains many white people have by birthright under capitalism that disguises itself as independence. Mocking the demonization and infantilization of my existence or agency as both wrong and a covered attempt to say “the workers can’t govern themselves”. Thanking myself for being the only consistent in my times of state violence, abuse, and triumphs over them and continued achievements and marches against them.
The final lines point to the bitter irony! “They keep giving what belongs to you" is a call out that the powerful only return what was stolen in the first place. And through leaving me on my own or underestimating me they hand me ultimate say and control for my life and my defense. Allowing me to escape and live. The command to "Fall silent child" mocks those who tell the oppressed to be patient and too is a nod to my younger self of December 1st, 2012 who didn’t think she’d make it to today but had long been walking away from America and was suffering from the success of doing so.
Verse 2 as The Fall and Rise
“From golden villas you fell!
To rise & give them hell!
The Sun shown north & The Clocks did chime!
Right here! Right in time!”
This describes my "fall from grace" from the suburbs of Florida, or from perceived perfection and performative popularity, and betraying the “middle class” self hating black workers where I originate. A descent into hardship that forges a fighter. The "Sun shown north" nods at a shift in power or hope, and nods to my then partner who answered my call and aided me in fleeing Florida and obtaining other objectives, while the clocks chiming signal that the moment for action has arrived and what was reaped was sown. It is also a nod to a fallen friend in 2020 who in a similar effort and dedication also answered the call.
Bridge as The Feast of Consequences
“Aeosophellia!
What is cooked is your feast!
American Calamity!
Workers together!”
Here, Aeosophellia is my chosen middle name and too can represent the dream many won’t get to see communism, a new order, total liberation. "What is cooked is your feast" declares that those in power and those subservient and enabling them will have to face the consequences of the system they've built. "American Calamity" and "Workers together" unite the idea of national upheaval with international class solidarity. Uniting Anti-American sentiments, and “everyday issues” like rent, healthcare, etc.
The Finale as Synthesis
The ending restarts the opening lines and culminates in a shout of my three names…
CONFEDONTAI! TRETONIA! AEOSOPHELLIA!
Emphasizing a ritualistic, anthem-like feel, binding the necessity of rebellion and a new society.
The personal anthem of the Consolidated Tretonian Selfist & Socialist Rogue State is an anthem of emancipation from economic and racial slavery. It references specific American locations to highlight that struggle is not abstract but very interconnected. That it happens in places like Florida’s rural towns and the industrialized cities of the north. Declaring that the working class and the oppressed must seize freedom for themselves, as no external savior is coming. It’s time to take responsibility…
The names (Tretonia, Aeosophellia, Confedontai) are an added touch of esoteric code. Confedontai being the name I chose after surviving my death in April 2020 in a gamble to bury my abusers in medical debt. Thus representing my will and means to free myself from a toxic environment. The name being derived from the word confederated. Aeosophellia means “Goddess of the new dawn, beauty, love and wisdom”. Having came to me in a dream shortly before October 7th and influenced by an article I was reading regarding Palestine and imperialism. The song is of a familiar struggle and the march towards continued liberation and a united front against the "white painted apes" (which is a provocative critique of capitalist & colonial power structures not a call to end all white people or something crazy).
I want someone to tell me it’s gonna be alright and actually back it up. But I know that only I can do that. I am the only certainty in my life. Always have been for better or worse
Shout out to the ex-friend group of ex-PSLites who blamed my wife for why I opposed their “these Nazis are a fringe joke and we should ignore them and actually antifa is the source of all this antagonism” position despite her not saying a word, despite my own history and personal experiences.
Idk maybe we have so many princesses and knights and ouppygirls and robotgirls and slimegirls and whatnot because having a prescribed role (with its responsibilities and expectations and measures of success) is comfortable and reassuring and living on the fringes of society means that we cant/wont take part in the dominant narrative roles of masculinity and femininity (largely because theyre Fucked) so we just gotta make new and interesting ones.
The trans girl with no abandonnment issues would like you to hold her close and promise you'll never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever leave
y'know some years ago I saw a conservative post something like "transitioning is worshipping yourself when you should be worshipping god" and I was like hell yeah. hell yeah that's awesome. I'm turning myself into someone worthy of worship and spiting god at the same time. this rules
If instead of sending me bizarre and cryptic WhatsApp messages people from the London trans scene could reckon with the fact they've been torturing me for several years now and have some tough conversations to move through some conflict resolution I'd really appreciate that. I've been harassed, lied about, ostracised from my community, friends, colleagues, I lost most of my income and had to do FSSW, and the point where any of it resembled a proportionate response to things that I admit I did wrong passed a really fucking long time ago. The rest of this is a years long bullying campaign and you know it is. There's nothing abolitionist going on
Sorry to everyone else who has to read this, I'm saying this here because based on the weird shit people message me the people who have deliberately made my life hell instead of seeking resolution or justice do in fact read my blog 👍
asking for help is not something i'm good at, but i just paid rent for august only to find out that my boss/landlord (same guy) is cutting my hours by more than half, so he'll be paying me less than he's charging me in rent. which is also going to fuck up my food stamps because the government hates poors. i have a small network in the city that i am reaching out to for a new job, but that's a process and my expenses are time sensitive.
I have a 7yo daughter, of whom i am the sole custodial parent. her other parent doesn't pay child support and i don't have the money to sue them for what they owe already. things are tense, to say the least.
i need between five hundred to a thousand USD to survive the month. i know we're all drowning out here but please reblog this post if you see it. it would really make a difference. we love you all <3
i've been told today to not expect any more consistent hours from my current job. i have two interviews next week for jobs i can almost certainly get, but ofc i wouldn't get a paycheck until after rent is due.
my landlord also has decided that the security deposit he originally waived still needs to be paid, which is almost another full month's rent. i'm going to update my goal here, please keep sharing and donate if you can, every little bit helps more than you could know<3
we've had a couple more donations come in, but we're less than halfway there and approaching the midpoint of the month. I have new job interviews scheduled for next week, but even if i get either i won't see a paycheck until next month at the earliest. please please chip in whatever you can, every dollar helps!!<3
