three minutes for a soft-boiled egg

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[alwaysshoutyinphiladelphia]

[boy-from-school]

Pacific Rim (2013) Dir. Guillermo del Toro

[whatfreshhellisthis-deactivated]

"signs of an abusive relationship:

They have sudden mood swings. “

uh this… this is utter horseshit and incredibly misleading????

Actual abusive behaviour:

their mood swings depending on how well you/others adhere to their desires, whims, and wishes, making you/others ‘responsible’ for their feelings and their behaviour. For example: they say “hi! how’re you doing? :)” and if you take ‘too long’ to reply or don’t reply in the tone that they want (something that is absurd anyway and only moreso when speaking via text) they get suddenly angry, accusing, self-deprecating and/or depressed and imply (or outright say) that this is your fault.

these two things are not the same

"sudden mood swings" is often a symptom expressed by abused people as they struggle to understand how they “should” be feeling and/or behaving according to their abusers wishes; for example swinging suddenly from happiness to guilt/shame/fear.

it’s actually quite bloody important to be specific when talking about abuse because abusers can and will twist anything to further torture, isolate, and confuse their victims, and victims are incredibly vulnerable to feelings of guilt and of self-blame.

Insinuating that a person is abusive or ‘bad’ because they have ‘mood-swings’ without specifying actual abusive patterns of behaviour that acompany this is dangerous

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not to mention that mood swings are a common symptom of several mental illnesses and insinuating that every single person that suffers from such a mental illness is an abuser because of it is incredibly ableist and damaging.

[superpringle]

Pringle is loving being outside in the warm weather we are having.

[orsane]

yeah hermann again so much depression

[wisba]

Who’s a cute widdle scientist?

 You are! Yes you are!

[hydrospanners]

shemlen be fighting over whose ass polishes their throne and mahariel be like

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why is being a live human being so hard why can't i be a rock or something

santa, for christmas i want you to turn me into a rock

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because im a burden on everyone i talk to

im a monetary burden to my family and they have to put up with my disability and mental illness and im a burden to all my friends because they have to put up with my shitty fucking behaviour and my boring annoying personality and im just so sorry im so

so so sorry

for exisitng im so sorry

[trickstered]

love being told by several people including former close friends and my own father that im a waste of oxygen and a bad person

love crying for hours and throwing up because i hate myself so much

i really want to die so badly 

i need to start saving my sleeping pills again so i can actually fucking go through with it next time and not be a coward and chicken out of it again

we all know p much everyone would be better off lmao

maybe this time ill actually succeed and not botch it up again like the firs ttime

lmao i cant even get killing myself right i dont know why anyone wastes their time on me

fuck this fuck this fuck thsi

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im not good at making the first step when talking to people and i cant deal with rejection at all even if it's not a personal thing and it rly sucks

you literally just have to tell me you dont have time bc of other obligations and no matter how legit that is i will stop contacting you forever unless you write me first because i feel like you never ever want to talk to me again

i hate social anxiety

[bleaksqueak]

Spent a little time tonight finishing this badass lady up!

Wanted to get her done before the next update, but oh well. JUST1C3!

[bleaksqueak]

lmao okay, last edit, I forgot her stab wound. I got so enamored with glowy libra sign that I completely forgot it.

[cryotrash]

So i thought I’d go home and practice some pixel art for the weekend event, when suddenly PHILAE LANDS ON COMET GO HUMANS

[erejearmin-archive-blog]

i am in love with two people. one is you. the other one is also you, but from an alternate timeline with dragons.

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[kaseylgifford]

You, me and the Blue fall.