TrieneKata

Johnlock, Reylo and Destiel-Trash.Kinda artsy. Into Polaroids.

[poetryforall]

[myhiddenquerencia]

A University degree, four books and hundreds of articles and I still make mistakes when reading. You wrote me 'good morning' and I read it as 'I love you'.

Mahmoud Darwish

[positivepostoffice]

[ritikajyala]

There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

Edit- I added the visualizer for this piece on my YT, check it out here

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

[metamorphesque]

— Little Beast | Crush by Richard Siken

[trienekata]

You will always be the one that got away.

And someday, there will be a movie about you. About you, the man who was an extra in a Quentin Terrentino movie. Your heart beats for movies and music and I like to imagine what we could have done together.

[trienekata]

We met again. And even though our paths took so many turns, here we are. Again.

You’re smiling as you say „I‘m glad you two found each other again“ -„Me too“ and we both look across the room, at your best friend.

[perfectquote]

“When you really love someone, you see all their mess and their brokenness and you love them anyway. In fact, seeing all of that sort of makes love them you more.”

— thebrokenquotes

[qvotext]

(insta // qvotext)

[abyss-of-words]

I know I have your attention,

I know you love me,

I can feel it through your words,

and see it in your actions,

but the more I receive,

the more I want

and the more I want to give.

[isntitlovelybeinginlove]

You always know what I need. When you grab my hips a little tighter, pull my hair a little harder, trail your fingers on my back a little longer. I never have to ask, you just know.

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

“Always seeing you in every crowd, always searching for you wherever I’d go.”

— k.b. // i think i was in love

[itallstartedwithakiss]

Find love with your heart, not with your eyes.

[heavensghost]

What does the God of your childhood look like?

           A soft apparition pigeoned in the attic, a wound eating you one year at a time?

[extramadness]

[dare-i-say-asexual]

It’s 2019 and we’re stealing girlfriends now 🙌

[trienekata]

I feel worthless next to you

Life will always be in your favour. You are rich. You are good looking. You‘ve got grades that every student dreams of.

You are going to study medicine.

And I‘m standing next to you. In my pretty dress and with a fake smile. It took me so long to get ready. And you didn‘t even compliment me. I‘m just your accessoire. Like a pretty handbag that you can show off if you want to.

I feel stupid next to you. I always thought I was intelligent until you came along. But your grades are so good. And your parents don‘t even recognize you for that. What do they think of me then? I performed worse than you in school. I need to work in a pointless job. You would never need to work in your whole life. Your dad is rich enough to keep all of your family well fed.

I feel like I‘m looking cheap next to you. You are always wearing expensive clothes that you bought during a trip. Via a cruise ship of course.

Your families only friends are rich. They are all rich. They live in big houses and drive big cars. They all have horses and that seems to be the only thing you all can talk about.

You‘re so handsome. And smart. Life will come easy at you.

And I‘m just your accessoire. Ready to look pretty if I have to. Even though nobody cares.

[trienekata]

You will always be the one that got away.

And someday, there will be a movie about you. About you, the man who was an extra in a Quentin Terrentino movie. Your heart beats for movies and music and I like to imagine what we could have done together.