You asked me to start the album.
The shared one we have, so you can see all my selfies and silly things in one place.
You rubbed my feet while you drove.
On that long car ride because i said my feet hurt. i put the picture i took of it in the album.
You told me you loved spending time with me.
I enjoy it because it shows me more of you.
That’s what you said when i showed you my favorite songs.
I don’t plan on not having you in my life anytime soon.
As we laid on my bed talking about what our futures would look like. You know I’m scared of finishing school, being fully on my own and working.
I plan to do more of this sooner than later.
When i asked you how you felt after spending our day in the city together.
Would you take care of me if i was sick?
When i sent a selfie of me before clinical.
You looked fucking amazing
This was only four days ago…
You’re just… beautiful, that’s all i can say
Why wouldn’t i believe it when you told me so much?
You were the only person who showed up for me at my white coat ceremony
I couldn’t being to tell you how much that meant to me.
We should make each other Easter baskets and exchange them.
Wanna go with me to a wedding?
1. I love weddings 2. I’d go with you anywhere 😂
You said i love you first
That time when we were hanging up the phone
All of a sudden we can’t talk. You don’t reply to my messages. Don’t return my calls. I know this whole post sounds so cringe but i don’t know where else to vent. I’ve been on the brink of tears for days and can’t concentrate on a single thing i need to do. I prayed for you. For a year and a half i prayed for a best friend. I begged God for someone who understands me at that level. I knew it was you when i could talk to you about anything. When we could lay in the grass together and contemplate the world. I confirmed myself and my feelings and KNEW they were reciprocated. I just KNEW i wasn’t letting my emotions and heart put a candy colored lens over my eyes. Letting me live in a world where our relationship was made beautiful only from my mind. I took great care of being careful to with whom i gave my heart this time.
Barely pieced together. Crying when no one watches. Listening to emotion over and over again. Still buying the stuff for your basket like a dumbass… And thinking back to when i was 8 and an older woman came over to me. She asked,
“You look like you just lost your best friend.”
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