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[angelaeleni]

I’m realising that I’ve never believed that I am deserving of having my true needs met in relationship. I’ve shamed myself for having needs, feeling like that are invalid or I am a burden. I am realising how this has stemmed from childhood trauma and how although I have never experienced it another way, I know and trust that it doesn’t have to be this way. This is an experience that has been very real but no longer a story I need to play out. I create the shifts in my body and my energy that allow me to feel these sensations, notice these blockages releasing and notice the beliefs and stories leaving my thoughts. I continue this practise daily and I trust in the new beginnings of my needs being validated, honoured and lovingly met. I use this power for the greater good, to help myself and to help empower others too.

[amywinehousequeen]

Amy Winehouse singing an emotional rendition of Love is a Losing Game, October 2006

[juansendizon]

“I dream despite depression, despite skies of gray. I dream despite these thoughts of not living another day. I suffered, I loved, I fought – If given a chance to be born again, I’ll take it without an afterthought. Because to live is to experience beauty and hope even when tragedy and misery is everywhere. In my loneliest hours comes the yellowest flowers, Faith sings “I love you there.” and I believe, my friend, that despair is not the end. Despair is the beginning of creating hope, more hope – To color the rainbow. To sing sweet songs to the hopeless. For hopelessness is a hope that is not full but it doesn’t mean the complete absence of it. Hope is a little thing but it is everything. Hope is a little thing but how it gives demons wings. Hopefulness is when the love we feel for possibilities reaches up to the heavens. and in the inferno of my life I wanted to end it all. But I dreamed despite depression. I still dream, every day, always. Even a single season of joy is worth a hundred seasons of grief. and I am the warmth in the fall.”

— Juansen Ryne Dizon, I dream despite depression 

[worshipgifs]

105/365 Reasons to Pray

[trissoledad]

It feels like pain will always be my only friend

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[theguyleftthebuildingha-deactiv]

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[moonman]

healing angel (2020)

[trissoledad]

“What I feel isn’t painful, but it’s bound to leave me dead.

Like the angels stooping over me,

Inside my drunken head.

They say I’m just existing,

But these rainy days have bled.

I scratch the surface of the truth and I think about the life i’ve led.

My souls been leaking since that night I broke and gave my body as bread.

But if this drinking eases the thinking,

I’ll be able to go on as nothing happened instead.”

Sandy T. Maciel, Stiff Heart Syndrome (page 34)

[follettina1111111111]

[rivie-art]

and the angel said: despite what this world has made you believe, you are deserving of love and always have been.

[dualvoidanima]

‘melt’

[trissoledad]

Everything will get better

[zerounwantedvibrations]

[adrianainla]

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