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@trnshrmeclipse
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eclipse — he/she/they/star/it polyaspec anattractional caedmonogamous lim life/newlife scott fictive chrono-minor (16, 17 in Dec.) all sfw interactions welcome. posts tagged with #queue are queued (obviously). carrd.
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the transramcoa dysphoria is so real......
first ever fflag waow..
Permabruised!
For anyone who identifies as being permanently bruised for any reason.
This flag has seven stripes in varying colors of reddish purples, symbolizing a fresh bruise.
if this has been coined before, consider it an alt. flag or a recoin. new to this
Im back!! Was kind of pushed out of front for a little bit but :D we live
need someone i can be genuinely obsessive over .. like how a dog will always come back to its owner no matter how many times its been hit
We need more not cutesy transharmed representation
I love you all, genuinely, but there's so much pastel and cute stuff and sweetness (which is pretty btw, love my moots), making me feel like the minority here </3
Don't you just wanna go apeshit? Don't you want to live with the knowledge you can bite, but "choose" not to? Or someone making sure those teeth are only used when they want it? Stripping you of the power you know you could've maybe had.
Don't you just wanna be muzzled and collared with sharp leather, kicked to the ground so you'll be truly beneath them in every way?
conabuse isn't enough i think i just need to be killed at this point /nsrs
someone should help me w my transseverity transition ,, (aka gaslight me into believing everything is a hallucination/delusion. pls. the dysphoria is killing me)
Once you start interacting in radqueer spaces, you realize a LOT of songs can be applied in conabuse situations..
New Darling by MARETU, for example. It’s trending on tiktok right now and all I can think about is how it’s so conabuse coded.. -📗
transschizospec if you haven't already?
TRANSSCHIZOSPEC TIPS 𖦹
i am also transschizospec!!
i will separate this into categories: delusions, hallucinations, behaviors, emotions, and thinking
keep in mind these are all just symptoms and not every schizospec person experiences them all!! most probably dont experience all of them!!
delusions:
- a delusions is simply a fixed belief that doesnt change despite contradicting evidence. let your imagination run wild and then just gaslight yourself. eventually youll believe it.
- if you need more guidance, some common delusions are grandiose delusions (which i experienced), paranoid, erotomaniac (parasocial), somatic, and many more you can google.
- paranoia is very very common!! incorporate it!!
- look at the “how the delulu girls“ trend on tiktok!!
- whether or not you choose to talk to people about your delusion is up to you
hallucinations:
- honestly, make them up to gaslight yourself and/or manifest them
- draw whatever comes to mind and tell yourself its your hallucinations
- get sleep deprived!!
-watch things that make you anxious!!
- listen for small background noises and tell yourself its a hallucination
behaviors:
- periods of catatonia!! catatonia is a state where someone is awake but not responding to other people or maybe their environment. it may occur in the form of repetitive odd gestures, holding strange positions, mimicking others, or not moving at all. not every schizospec person experiences catatonia!!!!
- disorganized speech!! this is pretty much just word salads but with whatever and also with some garbled speech so ill make an example of this one no thank you i dont have the free time for that but yournrnnn you cna ask ted..if you wnt because hes to contamnnated to do that (but do that while talking)
- do repetitive movements and do things in patterns
- be impulsive
- schizophrenics tend to socially isolate
- be disorganized!! wear mismatch clothes (thats a thing with schizophrenics), have a messy room, etc.
emotions:
- apathy is common among schizophrenics and interestingly enough, so are heightened emotions!! sometimes just not react to things and SOMETIMES REALLY REACT!!
- anxiety is also very common
- paranoia!! what if everyone can read your mind? what if they know youre a terrible person? there are people watching you. where are they?
- inappropriate emotional responses!! such as laughing when something bad happens or crying over something really small. this ties in with heightened emotions.
thinking:
- disorganized thoughts!! this is pretty much just word salads but with whatever and also with some garbled speech so ill make an example of this one no thank you i dont have the free time for that but yournrnnn you cna ask ted..if you wnt because hes to contamnnated to do that (but do that while talking)
- memory issues!!
- inability to process social cues!! that means not getting the hint when someone is talking to you or not getting the hint someone needs to be comforted, for example.
- attention deficit!! struggle to focus on things and zone out a lot
no i dont need therapy, i need someone putting me in my place every time i speak out of turn
Oh? You’re a transgroomer?
*bats transHarmed eyelashes cutely.*
Well well well.
(DMs are open teehee.)
Conabuse but it starts out sweet ,, you give me everything at the start, all the compliments, all the kindness, encourage me to be better so i trust you and adore you,, all so i dont complain when you start to get bad because surely its just love, right?
i need some evil transharmful to manipulate and pressure me. force me into doing things i don't want to do. bend me to their will, make me do something i would never do of my own accord.
BASICALLY I NEED SOMEONE TO MAKE ME DO MY HOMEWORK
want a transharmful from my source / transuniverses to obsess over while i turn a blind eye to their abuse …
Hello, apologies if you have already given tips for this before, I looked but I could not find it. Do you have any transition tips for transschizophrenia? (If that is too broad then transhallucination tips are also appreciated.) Thanks in advance if you decide to do it.
Hello ! I shall try my best ( I feel like trans-delusions can also be good tips to check out with this one ! :) )
TRANS - SCHIZOPHRENIA ...
It's said you need to have at least two of the following symptoms ; delusions , hallucinations , disorganized speech and thinking , abnormal motor behaviour , negative symptoms .
Hallucination - there is visual and auditory , you can choose whichever you desire . For visual , imagining shadows in the corner of your eye is a good place to start - convincing yourself that it disappears or hides as soon as you try to look at it . As time goes on , believing that there are things everywhere , always at the corner of your eyes , can cause Sleep Paralysis ( paired with sleep deprivation ofc ) , Sleep Paralysis can actually help with hallucinations ! While for auditory , I suggest listening to asmr or any sort of whispering sound when trying to go to sleep . We generally expect sounds to happen after we notice a cycle , so you will start to think that you heard a whisper anytime you are getting ready for bed .
Letting yourself have ' nonsensical ' beliefs . ( example from my schizo friend lmao ; He once believed that Jesus was 2.5 of a person and that he was the 0.5 - why ? because someone mistook him for Jesus once , so now he believed he was living just to find the body he was supposed to be in and in order to be one again they would need to cannibalize each other at the highest point on earth ... ) YEAH SO JUST LET YOUR IMAGINATION RUN WILD LMAO .
Disorganized speech - allow yourself to have ' word salads ' , allow yourself to stutter when trying to explain one of your beliefs to someone , let it not make sense , let it sound like the most monstrous thing ever .
Let yourself be emotional - being paranoid all the time can lead to emotion spikes , when you're angry - feel rage , when you're happy - feel euphoric .
Be erratic when experiencing slight upset / distress . Completely freak out , never make sense when trying to explain what is freaking you out .
Hope these helped even just a little bit ! Happy transitioning < 3
