Andrew

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ahh i miss him so much shhh..i just want him to abuse me <3

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fighting the urge to call him “dad” instead of daddy…trying to drop in secret hints..sobs

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i wish someone would be horrible to me, i want my boyfriend too but he doesn’t like to help me cut anymore because they’re “saved on the internet” because we’re long distance..i just want to be told to cut and told how beautiful they are :( but if anyone else does it then i feel guilty..

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Ahh I love my daddy.

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I’m so glad you liked me today. :)

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I’m so glad you find me most pleasant when I am the most fake I have ever been around you

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“I’m okay!!” With tears streaming down my face

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“You seem so happy”

Yeah it’s fake, just for you.

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I’ll do anything to make it so you like me more, I’ll be whatever you want me to be.

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“Baby are you really this happy or are you doing it because you know I find it easier when your in a good mood”

Hmm…I wonder…

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I just lay in bed and wait for him to want to talk to me

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Why can’t you love me like you used to?

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I hate myself so much

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I want to slam my head against a wall and cry

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Great I said something and fucked it all up!! Yay!!

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I feel so lost now. I just want him.

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It used to feel like he really loved me and yearned for me, but now it doesn’t. Maybe it’s just me who feels like that though? Maybe I’m the one who’s changed.

I can’t even tell if I am really sad for a good reason of if I’m just making it all up in my head. I feel like a dumbass.