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[keleygua]

Suffering, trauma, and trauma bonding: it’s a feature, not a bug, of biological existence and reproduction

"The antinatalists are always wondering why natalists normalize, minimize, ignore, or even glorify the trauma and suffering of existence in favor of women giving birth to more people. The antinatalists spend a lot of time lamenting about natalists thinking that suffering and trauma are just bugs, not a feature, of biological existence when it’s actually the other way around.

...most if not all complex DNA organisms require some kind of suffering, grievous effort, or trauma bonding for a species to procreate and perpetuate itself. Think of: salmon swimming upstream for miles to spawn, emperor penguins shuffling around together in sub-arctic temperatures struggling to keep eggs warm enough to hatch, bucks fighting other bucks to the death for a chance to mate, groups of male dolphins engaging in “forced copulation” of female dolphins, male spiders getting their heads bit off by female spiders after mating, ect.

So, in a way natalists are right: suffering really is part of life especially procreation, which is why procreation is generally a bad thing and not just for humans. DNA doesn’t give a shit who suffers as long as it perpetuates itself, it even mutates into different varieties of itself to kill and eat itself for it’s own survival; the suffering of life forms be damned.

illness, injury, abuse, war, ect are all ways that humans stay trauma bonded with one another. It’s the plot of every stupid romcom, war movie, horror flick, and even badly voiced children’s movie that says “we all went through this together so now we’re friends lol.” I mean really, how much more obvious does it get that people will not only tolerate hardship and suffering, but inflict it via procreation because suffering and bonding through suffering actually is “normal” in life?"

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[blackpill-feminism-archive]

FEMININITY AND MASCULINITY

(radioactivewisdom on Tumblr, deactivated)

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Femininity and masculinity are artificial. Both signal that said individuals are emotionally stagnant and incomplete in their own selves. One signals submission, and the other is a coping mechanism for being so powerless to control one’s physical desires. Together they only exacerbate their negative qualities which leads to the creation of the world at large, and mass project onto children.

Those who tell you that these unions are “Divine” are especially sick in the head and deviant. It’s a never ending negative feedback loop, in which two slow individuals become frustrated at each other’s lackluster performances. It’s impossible to keep up for long because nobody is supposed to be searching for another person to make themselves whole, especially not on the basis of bullshit like “docile dumb housewife” and “logical boss man.”

You can see the facade breaking anytime a conversation with one of these people takes place away from their “counterpart.” They can’t stand each other and are too stupid to figure out why. Creating duality when there is none is a dangerous game. It’s the dumbing down of one’s mind to constantly require an “opposite” to make sense of anything. This is why the collective is absolutely useless when it comes to critical thinking and engaging in any discussions beyond the physical. Their brains can only process “black always means the opposite of white.” Finding themselves lost when presented with anything, or anyone, who can’t be pinned down into an already agreed upon definition.

To break the mold means to break free of polarity, which is a good thing. Society will resent your ability to breathe and form actual thoughts of your own. Even if they become hostile upon meeting you, it’s due to frustration at their own inability to live without restraints. It’s so glaringly obvious when a woman is holding herself back because she wants to be agreeable and “feminine.” No need to mention the societal damage caused by the supposed “stoic” and thus “masculine” members of society.

The real you radiates when you embrace the innate qualities within that exists regardless of race, gender, and age. The world only gives worth to external factors because superficiality breeds contempt, which allows this place to operate unchallenged. Most people only wake up upon illness and old age, left only with the contents of their hearts. Your ability to see through this illusion is a blessing. True divine union takes place within when one lives according to their heart.

[trutherstorian]

The last few months have brought about so much learning and immersion into new information, particularly linked to technology. I have been busy assimilating the new information I am gradually learning and connecting the dots between disparate concepts.

My newfound joy has only made me double down against stupefied egotists who havent got the courage to live life beyond the demands of the amoral karmic prison of their dna molecules.

[trutherstorian]

There is a select tier of stupefied females (like Mary Lou Singleton) who glamourize the animalistic, chronically codependent lifestyle and who think the biological body must be perpetuated by any means necessary, who live vicariously through others (husbands and children) and who negate the truth of the ever flowing river of evolution governed by the law of cause and effect/collective karma, and ruled by the subconscious mind/soul. The freedom-hating, anti-sovereignty, body-conscious, dependence-glorifying female vessels are the reason hags have lost it all and have no rights/are hated by men and intelligent women (femme soles) across the earth.

Hags who want to take the world back to ground zero (the agrarian lifestyle of living off the land - which only works for monks/nondependents) dont realize that the world we have today is a direct result of being at ground zero at some point and eventually wanting increased convenience and a larger conveyor belt of new consumer goods. The egotist who lost their childlike wonder and joy craves novelty through the external world rather than finding that level of joy through imagination. Those who want horse and carriage capitalism will eventually reap Jeff Bezos level capitalism as bodies expand across the earth and a need for increased resources takes hold again, hence why the age of industrialization took hold. The tarot devil card represents the breeder because they are closed loops of consumption - the male sells himself to a male above him for material resources while the woman sells herself to him and the children sell themselves to both and eventually become egotist replicas. Breeders think the hag's only role is to clean piss, shit and breadcrumbs and sit in a kitchen all day preparing food which bring about the cycle of piss, shit, breadcrumbs, dirty diapers and disease/parasites that plagues the body-conscious individual nonstop. This is the result of calling yourself a "mammal" rather than a soul and devaluing the intelligent mind, prioritizing the output of the body above the output of intelligence, creativity and the Hermetic Principle of Mentalism.

Hags want to capture the attention of the unintelligent female and turn her into a baby-churner as early as possible, tie her to any male who can rule over her regardless of who he is (the younger a female is, the less able she is to decipher what the world truly is, as it takes time to recover from the peril of puberty which is why the body must be at least 25 years old for the brain to even be wise again), while making her dependent on the consumptive rituals of the meatsuit.

Being at the same level as a rat, field mouse or tapeworm doesn't make you holy, but then again those who call human souls "mammals" do not believe humans are an advanced species to begin with.

[suwihesp]

The Beguines were a unique religious movement of women that emerged in the 12th century in Europe, particularly in the Low Countries (modern-day Belgium, the Netherlands, and parts of France and Germany). They formed semi-monastic communities but did not take permanent vows like nuns, allowing them to maintain personal freedom.

Beguines dedicated themselves to a life of prayer, charity, and manual labor, supporting themselves through weaving, teaching, and caring for the sick. Some were highly educated, engaging in theological writing, poetry, and mystical experiences. Notable Beguines include Mechthild of Magdeburg, Hadewijch of Antwerp, Sibille de Gages.

The most famous one was Marguerite Porete, the author of “The Mirror of Simple Souls”, a mystical text that led to her execution for heresy in 1310.

"Theologians and other clerks, You won't understand this book, -- However bright your wits -- If you do not meet it humbly, And in this way, Love and Faith Make you surmount Reason, for They are the protectors of Reason's house." ~

Marguerite Porete

Their movement provided women with a rare opportunity for spiritual independence and intellectual engagement in a time when options for women were limited. However, due to their unorthodox status outside official church structures, they faced suspicion and persecution, especially in the later Middle Ages.

The last known Beguine community ceased in 2013, marking the symbolic end of this extraordinary movement.

[schizmis-deactivated20260424]

Sisters of no mercy: Kathmandu’s kung fu nuns – in pictures

The 350 women of the Drukpa dragon order are highly skilled in martial arts, which they practise six days a week. They also help the sick, r

Central to the nuns’ identity is their proficiency in martial arts. Jigme Rupa (all nuns’ names are prefixed with Jigme) uses a sword to practise her skills outside the main temple. Among the eight ‘mystical’ weapons that can be used in martial arts, Rupa says her favourite is a sword. The nuns perform their exercises after breakfast. All nuns at the nunnery are trained in martial arts as a form of self-defence and to build strength. The nuns started learning martial arts after a break-in at the nunnery in 2008. They sometimes offer classes to villagers, particularly women. They practise every day except Sundays.

[trutherstorian]

Both "religious" people and atheists have high incidence of mental health disturbances due to their lack of pattern detection, meaning-seeking and understanding of Omniscient-Consciousness. For one, God is an authoritarian to be feared and served like an ethereal slavemaster, for the other, life is a mere randomized slot machine and the physical body is the final pit-stop, so if the final destination is to rot, they begin the process in real-time through degenerative habits.

Only the genuine God-lover dwells in bliss, and is hated by the worldly and fearful for living with knowledge of the cause-and-effect pendulum and the potential for divinity in the present moment.

[blackpilljesus]

Pls elaborate how Y works like rabies I need to know

The `/ chromosome is a parasitic-like virus. It cant be "caught" per se but it operates similarly to rabies. It manifests itself as a host and seeks to reproduce itself to cause more terror. The end goal of the `/ chromosome is reproduction & destruction; this post will focus on the reproduction aspect. Once a part of it gets into another body the process begins all over again. Similar to how rabies gets into a new host to make it's way to the brain to spread.

I mention rabies particularly bc some symptoms rabies exudes makes it spread easily and difficult to combat. For example, fear of water (to reject being washed away), foaming at the mouth, nocturnal animals out in the day and appearing friendly to humans (when they otherwise wouldnt be), animals that are typically reserve attacking others, etc. The `/ chromosome takes a mutated form of human -well woman- & wants to reproduce itself through women. Anything that threatens its chances of reproduction is ruthlessly cut off.

Note the obsession moids have with wanting sons (and used to name sons after themselves) & how sons are typically born in cases of tragedies like rape? Y chromosome mutation. A big part of ♂️inflation occured as most women were raped multiple times & had no autonomy or way of fighting back so from these conditions more moids were born because I dont believe the gender ratio was ever meant to be 50/50 -consider that despite all the femicides, having to live in a maIe centric world, and son preferences, the overall gender ratio is roughly 50/50 give or take a few points.

I saw this the other day, pregnancy is not the happy go lucky romanticised bs that women are indoctrinated into; their bodies are taken captive to reproduce on a biological level. The y chromosome is fighting to be reproduced and will take whatever it can -born or unborn- to do so. The womans genes are trying to fight back. I believe a big reason why sons are born from tragedy more often is because the womans body has already undergone stress so theres not enough energy to fight back the `/ chromosome invasion. Remember the sperm determines sex.

Genetics arent perfect however there's sometimes often outliers for example an xx is born despite the Ys effort. My 2 theories is either a mutation on the y chromosome part (causing it to be weaker) or the mothers body was strong enough to fight off the y chromosome. Now I'm no biologist or geneticist all of this is just rough speculation.

Also recommend reading trust your perception blog about the y chromosome.

[trutherstorian]

And still not a reason in sight why they did it all, other than lust and emotionality of course. This is the result of choosing emotions over logic and reason.

"Various reasons" = cruelty and ignorance to the evil of the world they're contributing to.

But good luck anyway, devote yourself fully to the impossible feat of controlling and honing these beings into your image when the world is gonna raise them anyway. Social media has a hold of these kids by the time they're 3 years old and I doubt you're gonna be homeschooling (these teachers are out of control fyi). So yeah, good luck. You're gonna need it in a world of substance addicts, homelessness, narcs, porn, war, disease, potential disability later in life, escapism, hatred, racism, sexism, cost of living crisises, hetero-supremacy, animal abuse, wildlife destruction, deforestation, rapidly changing climates, the dehumanizing and destructive extraction and consumption based economic system, the brutal telomere shrinking ageing process, unburned karmic weight, and of course... *drum roll... DEATH. The grand finale you just imposed on this innocent soul. Now thats covert evil.

[trutherstorian]

Those who are on the Y frequency in any way will always be triggered by the genuine expressions of those who are not. There were times where I tried to fit in by not exposing genetics as they were or telling the truths of society, socialization, biology and spirituality as they are. But why should I hide my findings? The truth shouldn't threaten anyone, only propel them to be their best selves. Unless of course they refuse, deny and negotiate.

That is one major thing I've learned this Saturn Return 🪐(so far)

Some energies just do not mesh and should be separated for good reason, there's nothing wrong with that either because everyone's on their own unique journey tailor made for their own karma. Those on the Y frequency can only survive alongside those who are not, if one or both parties lie or hide and usually it wont be the Y-lover diminishing themselves or being expected to do so. Authentic expression cannot be shared between them. At best there's gonna be extreme misunderstanding and information will be ignored so that life as it was would carry on, at worst an argument or altercation would ensue. The Y is a frequency, not just a chromosome, but the chromosome did manifest here energetically and the Y can heal itself through concerted effort. Since it cannot recombine it must eventually return to its whole state, and this must start mentally with Y-bearers acting not as brutes but as stewards and embracing the fullness of their enegies. They MUST defy biology and its cold demiurge-fashioned instructions. I believe in hope and slight optimism through exercising our freedom to remain or become whole. That's idealism, but its possible.

For now, leave the various factions and different groups to work single handedly with their own issues and not add other people's constellations of issues into the mix. There are unique loads on the backs of asexuals, lesbians, bisexuals and heterosexuals, and transsexuals. All must fight separately because when they come together somebody HAS to lie, in Kali Yuga that is the way of the world.

People like myself and vivienne lamb will not be palatable to most people and thats ok!

Wont stop me from posting my own views.

[trutherstorian]

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[trutherstorian]

To Expel or to Propel: that is the question

Despite life being extremely short, few seem to question what occurs after the fated death sentence all materialised souls must endure.

Even more perplexing is the fact they view it as their moral duty to ensure others are trapped in the same cycle of shortening telomeres, possible (likely) disease(s), and a purposeless death, where they are forgotten about. So much for legacy, lol.

Sometimes I wonder how materialists and atheists find my posts, and why they bother to interract, knowing very little and adamantly procclaiming their "stupidity" (their words not mine). I actively block all trolls on sight and do not even allow anonymous asks anymore because if you're that invested in my writing, at least show your profile and writing. Back to the point, what is their meaning of life? because I can't imagine living in a deadened state of existence counting down the days until I am in the grave rotting in the soil of the earth which is to them, the final destination. The thought of living like they do is genuinely terrifying. How do they explain phenomena like quantum entanglement, the double slit experiment, quarks, photons, schrodinger's cat, crop circles, past life memories, the brain only being utilized by a fraction, cosmic cycles influencing earthly energies and revolutions in collective consciousness, humans not being able to perceive the full spectrum of sound and light even, Morphic fields, sonoluminescence, cymatics, or even the fact that Shiva the Creator-Destroyer mirrors particle cycles and they have a Shiva statue at CERN headquarters which of course deals with particles, myriads of beyond-body experiences they do not even care to know about because they worship expulsion rather than propulsion, which trains the mind to only perceive a narrow range of "reality" because they are merely body-conscious and not Creative. We have Darwinism to blame for the karmic stupefaction of humanity.

Then I wonder what the sole commonality between all atheists and religionists is? They all worship sex as their Lord and believe they are essentially gods who have the power to extinguish species through either openness or reluctance to engage in the sex act, which of course justifies enslaving each other to the sex-frequency.

I must say, if one feels an intense karmic draw to sex, rather than raving and ranting about their "animal urges", and how the world isn't giving them what they want, or what they wanted wasn't how they expected it to be, or how the people they're attracted to are animalistic or dangerous, they should just engage in the act, since they have not found a way to successfully transmute the energy into a useful purpose. Most people struggle significantly with addiction to Samsara and they literally need to engage in it to feel like they're "alive", for the miniscule amount of time they are "here". To those who believe in Omniscience and have successfully unlocked the profound connection between ancient texts and modern physics, or understood biology to be an imprint of the soul, raising the Muladhara-energy upward so we can be in a state of bliss is paramount. Not everyone can do this, which is why I urge those who are severely(!!) struggling with the sex-frequency to just get it out of their system instead of engaging in double-mindedness which builds the Ego, drop the mask (even if its mostly a mask you wear to yourself), learn through pain, and leave genuine awakening to another lifetime.

Those who are naturally asexual are primarily blessed in their pursuit of purity, second is the lesbian who is naturally Y-repulsed and the sex-frequency is directly linked to the emergence of the Y on earth. Non-attraction to the Y = ability to transcend the sex consciousness that he came from. This will be harder to other sexualities whether they care to admit this or not due to their exposure to semen which can stay in the reproductive tract for long periods. Lesbians are on a slippery slope though and if they dont act on their y-repulsion by disengaging with the Y-frequency act of sex, they will become yet another brick in the Y-wall. Bisexuals are third in line, due to their ability to live without the Y due to choice in attraction, giving them a fighting chance to ascend that aspect of their biology by decentering the Y in their lifetime. They must also act right regardless of who they partner with by maintaining purity in the connection and not descending to animalism or exposing themselves to semen. Heterosexuals are unfortunately fourth in this tier due to their "biological" tie to the Y and magnetic force between her and him (the attraction) which they must work to destroy so they can resist animalism and see the soul within each other. Proximity to males/the Y/penis-consciousness, is emblematic of evolutionary karma. Its not offensive, and sexualities aren't random, they're karmic. Its the only feasible explanation for the existence of sexual and gender diversity. Gender dysphoria works in the same way by signalling to the sufferer that they are in fact incomplete and that they should journey into studying genetics to understand why aswell as breaking out of the billions of egoic gender roles that the y frequency set up for them. If you hate your sexuality, or hate the people you're attracted to, transcend it. Your entire body is made up of influencable stem cells that literally repair themselves entirely over the period of 7 years, you have the chance to ascend to purified consciousness regardless of where on the Y-scale you are. Sure there can be challenges along the way depending on how attached you are to this simulated-matrix of God's dream, but its not supposed to be so hard to be lust-free, that it agitates you into volcanic explosion, its supposed to be joyous first and foremost, to learn more about the body and soul and who you are without enmeshing with the low-vibrational energies others are privy to.

[eelhound]

"What would it be like to be truly content with what we have? You can understand that in regard to material things, of course, but I also mean it in regard to our life in total. What would it be like to walk down the street like that? Not imagining where you’re going or where you’re coming from but being content with whatever the street, the world, has to offer at exactly that moment in time.

Dogen said it would be like this: 'The mind and the externals are just thus. The gate of liberation is open.' What? Let me explain.

At the Zen center we have a few beautiful tea bowls made by a Japanese potter, all of which are chipped now, because people wash them and stack them in the metal rack, and they’re very fragile. When I talk to our community members about not putting them in the rack, they say, 'They’re too delicate to use. Why do we even have them?' Suzuki Roshi had the same problem with the teacups in his own Zen center. (It must be a Zen center epidemic.) A student complained to Suzuki about the cups. He smiled and said, 'You just don’t know how to handle them. You have to adjust yourself to the environment, not vice versa.'

This is what Dogen was saying, too. The gate of liberation is always open. Liberation from what? Liberation from walking around in a dream, like a zombie looking for contentment outside your immediate and precious life. If only you could actually recognize and receive what is here in front of you, rather than what you wish were here instead. Why is that so hard? I don’t know, but I do know that I certainly have a tendency to want to adjust my environment to myself, not the other way around. Instead, is it possible for us to constantly give thanks for whatever our life gives us? This is how to practice being truly content with what we have — even when it seems impossible.

One of my heroes of practicing this radical contentment is the 18th-century haiku master Issa, who is a beloved poet in Japan. He has a haiku that goes 'Everything I touch / with tenderness, alas, / pricks like a bramble.' Essentially, 'Everything I touch turns to shit.' He had his reasons for saying so. His mother died when he was 3, and he was raised in part by a loving grandmother, who died when he was 14. He was sent away from his home by his father and stepmother, not returning until he was 49. He then met his wife, Kiku. Their first child died in birth. Their second died as a toddler. Then a third child died, and finally, Kiku herself died. It was after their second child’s death that Issa wrote probably his most famous poem: 'This world— / Is a dewdrop world, / And yet, and yet . . .'

Issa was so interested in that 'and yet.' In a body of work inspired by incredible suffering and melancholy, there is also that incredible sweetness of the 'and yet,' which pervades his writing. It’s a sweetness that coexists with sorrow, and it reminds us that sweetness is always available to us, if we’re willing to fully enter our life, just as it is."

- Koshin Paley Ellison, from "Being Content with What We Have." Tricycle, June 2019.

[radioactivewisdom-deactivated20]

There’s not a single person or philosophy that I agree with in its entirety, and that’s okay. Even fools can be wise, and ignoring important information just because you dislike the source sets you back. Taking the pieces that make the most sense and disregarding what doesn’t apply is a sign of an analytical mind. Don’t let dogma derail the pursuit of knowledge. Information is to be found in multiple places and disagreement shouldn’t stop you from new realizations. You don’t have to endorse an individual completely to benefit from what they have to say.

[hibou088]

Individualists know that authority is a relationship between ruler and ruled that binds both and destroys the independence of each. As Max Stirner well put it :

"She who, to hold her own, must count on the absence of will in others, is a thing made by these others, as the master is a thing made by the servant. If submissiveness ceased, it would be all over with lordship.”

If you do not want others to have power over you, do not try to get power over them. Agree to keep off each other’s toes.

Individualists do not want to be plus ones in the “statistical millions” of citizens. They have counted themselves out from the herd and their anarchy exists in their strength to affirm themselves. They have severed their anarchism from all democratic and socialist myths. To hell with the “people want this”, the “workers want that”! Let us live our own lives, follow our own interests, and be ourselves. The individualist will go her own way, even if she must go alone. She would not be much of an individual if she did not.

[hibou088]

THE SYMPTOMS OF KALI YUGA

Kali yuga is the iron age, a time of darkness and despair among humanity and across the entire Earth, when chaos, confusion, and hypocrisy reigns. Although the majority of people in Western cultures view time as being linear, with a point of origin and final conclusion, the Vedas teach that time is cyclical. The four ages — Satya, Treta, Dvapara, and Kali — repeat over and over again. And when the universe finally collapses on itself, another is created in its place.

What are the Four Yugas ?

A yuga is a cosmic age according to the Vedic system of measuring universal time. The four yugas are Satya, Treta, Dvapara, and Kali. Together they form a time-unit known as the chaturyuga. One chaturyuga lasts for 8.64 million years of our Earth years. Like the four seasons of the year, the four ages of a chaturyuga rotate without end.

Kali Yuga Characteristics

Kali Yuga is the last of the four ages that make up a chaturyuga. In English it is often referred to as the Iron Age or the Dark Age.

The Inhabitants of Kali Yuga

Kali Yuga is the worst of all the ages. During this age, people lose track of both their common sense and their moral compass. They can no longer recognize what is in their own personal interest or in the interest of the greater social good. They give up dharma altogether and persecute those who practice real religion.

The people of Kali are vain, lustful, and extremely materialistic. They believe that sexual pleasure and fine dining are the highlights of human life. They are cruel to their fellow creatures and they cheat one another in their business dealings.

Due to the preponderance of impiety, the population suffers famine, natural disasters, and war. Those who have wealth will be powerful and influential, and those who are poor will be downtrodden.

Social Culture and Way of Life

In Kali Yuga the four varnas and ashramas of civilized human life have all but disappeared. In their place are concocted social duties that have no scriptural or logical foundation. The way of life in Kali Yuga is cheating: cheating in the workplace, in government, amongst families, and above all, cheating oneself of the true purpose of human life—self-realization.

The majority of people who practice religion do so for fame and self-aggrandizement, or for some other lesser form of material gain. People who aspire for moksha and pure bhakti will be considered irreligious.

By the end of Kali Yuga, human beings will resort to cannibalism, and they will roam the Earth like packs of wild dogs. There will be no economy, political system, or other symptoms of civilization. The only profession will be to deceive, kill, and steal from one another.

The Duration of Kali Yuga

Kali Yuga lasts for 864,000 thousand solar years. During this age, the people of Earth possess life spans of 100 years.

To "turn back the clock" is neither possible nor desirable. Our werde (or karma) has led us into being children of Kali Yuga. It is desirable, however, to understand the Cycle and our place within it and not to be misled by the claims of its material philosophies to overrule – by their simple ignorance of all higher things – what is older and wiser than themselves. Their current effectiveness in purely material terms should not overawe us into accepting their arrogant attempts to judge their spiritual betters and to place their own last and lowest age, with its shallow materialist outlook, above all higher ages.