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dropping silver!
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alright i'm gonna make an open or something and a notes post tomorrow because it's too late here and my head feels like it's going to explode so... yeah good luck and good night y'all uwu
[[ I feel like this is relevant. ]]
Possibly her mother should’ve told her to not approach strangers, but that’d beat the purpose of being a trainer in the first place. Her life had always been like that. To meet people and become close to them one way or the other. Even if in Silver’s case it had always been hard to deal with anyway.
But of course he would say things that made it even harder for her to make a choice. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to go back home, she missed it… But here… it was special too… it was not easy to just turn her back on everything and the memories she built around this place and the people in here.
"No— I just… don’t know… I mean…" She knew for sure though, that if he went back, despite possibly forgetting everything that happened for the past year, he would still remember she existed. Guess, it was a plus from being from the same world…
"I know you don’t want to be here. If I tell you to stay you won’t… or would you stay here with me?"
Meeting and talking to people isn't that much of an easy task for him, so it's obvious that he'd never make close friends anywhere, let alone in a social experiment. That being said, he'd never fully understand the emotional attachment Kotone has with the Hive City. Not now, not tomorrow.
However, it made him wonder... was it really coming to an end after just one year? Maybe they were going to let people go back, leaving the more emotionally weak ones behind to wreck the whole place. It was a really pessimistic and exaggerated thought (probably because he didn't want to leave her with this bunch of crazy dicks who eat ice-type Pokemon when they are hungry, but whatever), yet you can't say they wouldn't do this, if you count every other crazy experiment -- freezing the whole world, transforming everyone into kids, all sorts of wicked stuff.
So he just stands still, a displeased frown forming in his face, fists clenching tightly on the sides of his body. Didn't she know that her mother would probably look for her? Or Hibiki would do the same thing, probably dying trying to search something he'd never find (like his masculinity) or whatever. Sure, Silver didn't exactly care about them, these are just some excuses he'd use if he could actually do it...
... but he can't. That would just make him look like he worries about her, and the last thing he wants is Kotone hugging him and breathing on his neck calling him a goddamn 'tsundere' or screaming 'I KNEW YOU CARED ABOUT ME'. So he just takes a step away from her, scratching his neck and averting her gaze from his saddened rival. "What is the point in staying here if we're not going to get out fucking Pokemon back? This isn't your home-- they're just going to keep playing with you until you drop dead.
I didn't know you were this kind of masochistic asswipe."
Where is the fun in that? Trust me, being burned live is no biggie. [Totally am, asshat.]
... Oh. Were you talking about it?
You can burn your ass too. Or, if you say that it's no biggie, you can burn yourself. It's not like someone is going to miss you.
[ except Kotone. I hate you, Ace. ]
But she was too busy trying to not break down yet again in front of the red head to even mind how fake or forced his smile was in that moment. Therefore the brunette nodded and looked away right after.
"Yeah….you’re right…" It was very selfish to want to drag them all to a world that wasn’t theirs, and they too would not understand why they were there, right? So even then… they were all going to forget each other and it was just… so hard to handle… it was too much for the trainer. She couldn’t even process how this all could be happening. This got out of hand, and the scientists were just tossing them all out after they were done with the experimenting.
"I think… I have to choose if I want to go back home or not…" At certain degree, this city became her home, mostly because she stopped going from place to place and settled down and had a place to go back every night, not about just travelling by herself. So even when it was not her world, it gave her a warm sensation to be in the city…
"I don’t think I can come…You won’t forget me… I mean I know you want to but….yeah…"
Silver just silently kept watching her decide herself. Hell, was she really pondering if she should stay here or not? She just proved him that there's nothing inside her head anymore. Probably the giant divine white mushroom sucked or destroyed it.
The redhead bites his lips to surpress the urge to shake her and yell something along the lines of an angry, "have you lost your fucking mind?", and his face quickly became a void of any feeling. Of course, knowing the pigtailed brunette, she would choose the most stupid option that would induce irritation in her rival. All because she started talking to strangers that weren't even supposed to exist in her world.
Maybe her mother didn't teach her that you shouldn't talk to strangers. That's probably why she approached him that day, years ago in New Bark. Silver knew he wouldn't forget about her, and living a peaceful life without having to deal with the annoying girl in a daily basis would be good enough, but...
"Why the fuck did you call me, then?" He asks bitterly, but in an abnormally quiet voice, "Is that it? You're going to stay here? Fuck you, you are an idiot."
Im going to stay because Ace is a ghost in his world and he wants to stay here and I don't wanna go back and forget him even if hes a ghost.
Oh.
[ that’s it. pretty much the only thing he’s going to say.
why do you always make the wrong decisions… ]
narcolepsyflare respondeu a sua postagem:narcolepsyflare respondeu a sua postagem:thank god...
you sure? it’s nice and hot. // try it, punk. your sneasle can’t touch me.//
... No.
You can stick it up your ass instead, thank you.
[ are you challenging me, buttpirate? ]
heartgoldsoulsilver respondeu a sua postagem:narcolepsyflare respondeu a sua postagem:thank god...
stop BEING JEALOUS
who the hell is being jealous?
no one is being jealous here.
narcolepsyflare respondeu a sua postagem:thank god i’ll never have to see ace’s stupid face...
let me give you a parting gift you asshole. // totally intending to burn him.
I don't need it.
Specially not coming from you.
[ try to burn me and i'll make Sneasel cut your neck. ]
heartgoldsoulsilver respondeu a sua postagem:heartgoldsoulsilver respondeu a sua postagem:thank...
But why to the radio tower dont be like that
because i can only punish you there, are you dumb or what
"Well… yeah.. I guess… I just thought you could at least smile since we will see our Pokemon again and we won’t be stuck in this city…anymore, with people you don’t like…"
"Y-yeah they’re not…" She holds tightly the ends of her overall trying to not start crying. "Do you think it’s possible that they come home with us, maybe they would like it better in Johto, and they can have pokemon too…" And maybe they just wanted to go back home and didn’t care if they forgot about her either but that was still painful.
"I don’t… want them to…forget me."
"Oh." He quirks his lips upwards to form one of the most awkward, probably scary smiles the humanity has ever seen. It only lasts a second, though, and he's back to his old, usual scowl. "Are you happy now."
And not that he cared about her sadness or anything, but he knew the sensation of losing an important person. But according to the scientists, the only way to keep contact with the others is staying here... "They'd lose all the damn memories about you or this place, so would you really like to see them lost like puppies without their mother just because you're too spoiled and selfish to let them go? We weren't even supposed to be here, these are people from different worlds, so just shut up and deal with it."
And no way in hell he's ever going to let her stay here. He doesn't want Hibiki bothering him all the fucking time in Johto. From the two pests, she is the less "worse".
"Tch."
heartgoldsoulsilver respondeu a sua postagem:thank god i’ll never have to see ace’s stupid face...
BUT I WANT TO BRING HIM HOME WITH US
how many times do i have to tell you that THEY ARE NOT YOUR PETS
i think i gotta take you to the radio tower again you're being too stubborn
thank god i'll never have to see ace's stupid face again
"Owh…" She rubs her forehead for a little… "I thought you were going to be excited about it… we wanted to go since … a year ago…"
Though he actually asked if she was going back home too… but he mentioned her friends… like Ace… oh … OH…O h…. forgetting… them forever…
"I— don’t want to forget my friends though, can we bring them with us?"
"Trust me, I am." Really. He just doesn't want to show it, like always. "But you know I'm not going to hop around barking like a happy goddamn Growlithe, like you. Besides, I don't trust these idiots who are taking care of this shithole, I bet they're planning something." Because Silver just can't accept a gift without thinking whether there is a malicious plan going behind the scenes.
And another sigh. "They're not your fucking pets, you can't just take them to another world-- you don't even know from where they came from. But if they want to come to Johto with some weird girl they met, like, 5 or 6 months ago, the problem is not mine."