Restless nights are better beside you I blame myself for your sleep deprivation but I can't bring myself to apologize Sending my condolences to your brain at 2am, part of me knows that it's awake because of me. Usually being lucid through the night has me miserable the next day but when I'm awake in your arms I have no complaints Laying in someone else's bed too big for us with one hand in your hair and another in your hand is preferable to any other position in the middle of the night and I wish we could lay like that forever Or at least until daybreak each morning. After one night I've memorized our synchronized movements- You will without fail always wrap your arms around me when I turn onto my side and I will press my nose into your neck each time you fall onto your back. I think it was a misnomer but you called me cute for the first time today Doubtable, since you also said you love me as you held me, sitting on your lap, both of us far from a heightened state of mind It's the thought that counts and your foggy-headed thoughts are much appreciated Especially when they're accompanied by your hands on my back and your lips on my shoulder. I can still taste your open mouth kisses and sometimes I think I can feel your soft breath on my skin Whenever I drift to sleep I feel your body pressed against mine before I tumble into dreams of this era lasting beyond its determined expiration date.
i.a.s. // restless













