Hope

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Always

I sing Your praises always. You are good. You are so good. Help me in my weakness. Remind me. 

Wake me up. 

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Grace on Grace.

Wow. Just wow. 

Dream come true. Doesn’t feel real. God You are good. 

Grace upon Grace. Thank You.

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What will happen?

Lord, I am calling to You. You are so good. You brought me so far. This journey has been so beautiful and you have blessed me so abundantly. 

I am lost without You. Even though I know You are there, I need help. I am being attacked, and I am trying to call on You and remember Your Goodness. 

I am trying to remember how grateful I should be and how good You are and will always be. Let your will be done. I am having a hard time surrendering, but Lord, I call on You. I am weak and lost without You. I am calling on You for peace. Help me to accept Your will. Help me to turn away from the world and keep my heart on You.

Please. Please. Please. I call on You my God. Holy Spirit. Son of the Most High. I call on You for your grace and peace. Please. Please. Please. 

My heart is hurting. I have nowhere else to go. 

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So close. 

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Get up and go.

Load up your artillery. 

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Like never before. 

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Merry Christmas 2019

And here we are again. I’m taking a lot for granted, but I’m slowly starting to immerse myself in this reality. 

Merry Christmas to you and yours. 

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Merry Christmas 2018

Here we are again. I got a really great gift this year ;) 

Thank you Jesus

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major vibes. week 5. getting adjusted. finding my footing. i’m still dreaming big. i need more songs like this.

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1′s

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THANK YOU

me

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Paradoxes

O CHANGELESS GOD,

Under the conviction of thy Spirit I learn that      the more I do, the worse I am,  the more I know, the less I know,  the more holiness I have, the more sinful I am,  the more I love, the more there is to love.    O wretched man that I am!O Lord,  I have a wild heart,    and cannot stand before thee; I am like a bird before a man. How little I love thy truth and ways! I neglect prayer,  by thinking I have prayed enough and earnestly,  by knowing thou hast saved my soul. Of all hypocrites, grant that I may not be    an evangelical hypocrite,  who sins more safely because grace abounds,  who tells his lusts that Christ’s blood    cleanseth them,  who reasons that God cannot cast him into hell,    for he is saved,  who loves evangelical preaching, churches,    Christians, but lives unholily.

My mind is a bucket without a bottom,  with no spiritual understanding,  no desire for the Lord’s Day,  ever learning but never reaching the truth,  always at the gospel-well but never holding water. My conscience is without conviction or contrition,  with nothing to repent of. My will is without power of decision or resolution. My heart is without affection, and full of leaks. My memory has no retention,  so I forget easily the lessons learned,  and thy truths seep away. Give me a broken heart that yet carries home  the water of grace.

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You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives.

Genesis 50:19

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A Lesson

God is in heaven    and you are on earth,    so let your words be few.

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what

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Sincere on Belly