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Jamie; they/he/she; 22 Header by @noyoucannotpushthevoid Local writer who canNOT stop yapping about ocs, fandoms, and the woes of reality

[twentysidednerd]

gang ain’t no WAY i’m this old that i went on a hike on saturday and my knee is still fucked up on wednesday

and i walk a fairly normal amount most days!! what the fuck!! i’m in my early 20s, we cannot be deadass

[fallow-foot]

He’s forklift certified

[purr-in-ink]

☕️☕️☕️

[purr-in-ink]

Ommmmm 🐾🤍

[twentysidednerd]

flowers from hadestown is such a carmilla saroveilius coded song

guys can you hear me

GUYS—

[twentysidednerd]

man i know it was for a prompt but jacob wysocki was on some real shit when he did the whole “YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY” affirmation

might be one of the only reasons i can make phone calls semi-comfortably these days, it’s crazy

everyone say thank you to mr jacob wysocki for being the guy ever

[narcissene]

affirmations:

- it’s fun to be awake & in an upright position

- consciousness is a gift

- i CAN do this anymore

[maesonc-artistic-adventures]

Episode 4 of Anthem Season 2 has me by the neck and will not let go so enjoy the scenes that have haunted me for weeks!

Dialogue below the cut so you can avoid spoilers if you want.

Pyke: “No. No! NO!”

Rett: “Pyke! Pyke! It’s over!”

Pyke: “Cain! No! Get away from me!”

Rett: “He’s not here! Is that what you saw?”

Pyke: “He-he found me, Rett. He’s here. He found me!”

Rett: “No, no, no, he’s not here. Look, he didn’t shoot you right? Do you think he shot you in the head?”

Pyke: “He did-he did!”

Rett: “No he didn’t. No, no he’s not here!”

Pyke: “I felt it! I smelt it! It was—the sulfur!”

Pixel: “Rett? You want me to calm him down?”

Rett: “Pixel! Can ye—can ye help me with this? Please!”

[twentysidednerd]

it’s the last day of pride month and i’ve been thinking about my identity more than ever (warning: very long rambly post lol)

in so many circles, i feel like so many different people for so many different reasons

to my family, i only use they/them and i’m non-binary. because i’ve tried to explain (albeit very vaguely) that i use more than just they/them and was flat-out told that wasn’t possible, which i know isn’t true, but for the sake of convenience and for a lack of willpower to argue, i’m simply someone who uses they/them

to my friends from school, im like. partially out to them but they also follow me on socials. and they mostly just use she/her for me, in the way that most of them still just see me as a woman. maybe that’ll change if i ever sit down for a conversation but for now, im still just another one of the gals

to my dnd group, i introduced myself right off the bat as queer. our whole friend group probably has the most understanding of the entire LGBTQ+ umbrella because we have lived under it and taught ourselves its components for so long, way before we met each other. they use they/them and he/him for me. and we’ve spoken about me using all pronouns. but i’ve never heard them use she/her to refer to me. not out of malice or refusal to understand. i think it comes from a fear of not wanting to seem like they’re being rude (which y’all would not be. i know y’all are gonna see this, hi besties lol)

it’s weird trying to describe that desire to have the different parts of me shown when i tell people i, deep down, don’t really have a label for my gender. because how do i tell people i don’t care but also care so much about how i am perceived? how do i tell them there is nothing there but also so much something? i call myself genderfluid to so many people because it’s just easier than telling them there is nothing that fits. some people understand that and i am so, so grateful to them. it’s a brick to build in this house that the world around us wants to tear down. i think my own hesitance comes from a fear so many others around me experience. i think it comes from the prejudice i saw in my own community growing up. i would have labeled myself genderfluid a lot sooner if i hadn’t been fed the lie that it didn’t exist from multiple sources irl and online. i would have been happier embracing all the parts of me and would have spared myself the lingering fear of selfishness from wanting to be referred to by multiple pronouns, the fear that people would see me as too much to bear, too nitpicky

but for this pride month, im still here. maybe i’ll never fully figure out what i want or who i am. i used to think i never had the time to figure it out. but i’m here and i’m getting more and more comfortable. to quote one of my favorite movies of all time, “there is still time”

[twentysidednerd]

in this episode of “twentysidednerd doesn’t know how to finish things before they start them,” what if. new cowboy story :P

it’s probably gonna replace the current story of nightlock, sorry to the two fans of dani and derrick

anyway we got the sallow family. papa nathan, older sister nellie, and little sister sophia. the girls wanna go out and do Not Ranch Things while nathan’s like “dude. this is our family business, what’s gonna happen to it?” and then. things happen that might cause them to lose it

i can’t wait to write about family ranch life in texas despite being from the east coast and never setting foot on a ranch before lmao

[batoidman]

i went back and did the rest of the scene bc i hate myself or something

happy pride month or whatever if there are any mistakes this time no there arent u didnt see em shh ok 💚

[twentysidednerd]

maybe it’s just because i’m mildly sleep deprived but this is one of the funniest sequences of events i’ve seen, not to toot my own horn

[absurdlyinaccurate]

me, the motherfucker with over 50 abandoned works in progress: i have an idea

[mawofthemagnetar]

What do you mean “chat” is now referring to ChatGPT and not twitch chat? What? What? What the fuck? No?

When I address chat I am speaking to a presumed Greek chorus of real human people shitposting on their lunch break, not a machine that devours lakes to covert electricity into slop.

[twentysidednerd]

gang holy SHIT that concert was fantastic

some highlights:

- the three startups for “moon river” that actually really seemed to help cheer the band up

- on the other hand, seeing the absolute love and respect they have for jerry hager and for tess and seeing them get emotional for both of them!!

- CHAIR

- “that chair got more applause than any of us did” rabbit i love you, never change

- the absolute theatrics everyone was putting on. GOD they were so good

- Gabi as GG. that’s it, that’s the bullet point

- the sheer volume of everyone singing along to brass goggles

- and ofc yk, the entire show. omg

all that to say, THANK YOU SPG for such an amazing show!! please come back to nyc at some point on your next tour!!

[twentysidednerd]

chat somebody cursed me, what do you MEAN my throat hurts this bad right before i’m supposed to go on a field trip AND go see my silly robots??

praying it’s just allergies, i hate it here 😭

[twentysidednerd]

alright field trip went well!! would’ve been better if we were on time but shhh we made it for a majority of the tour we went on (and our TA was nice enough to take us back to the first spots we missed which was awesome of her)

was still sick today and almost went home but stuck it out for chili’s. even if i didn’t get anything (i desperately needed caffeine and something to eat and ate too much before chili’s but shhh it’s okay)

now onto the robots >:))

[twentysidednerd]

chat somebody cursed me, what do you MEAN my throat hurts this bad right before i’m supposed to go on a field trip AND go see my silly robots??

praying it’s just allergies, i hate it here 😭