Requests closed for now! (theyâll be back open as soon as I can get a few of the ones in my inbox done for you guys)
Blog rated 16+, please have age in bio. SFW only.
(I reserve the write to not do a request for any reason, and if your ask makes me uncomfortable iâll just delete it)
some disclaimers:
Wonât write: NSFW, self harm or suicide.
Secondary characters with any other idols names are likely pure coincidence.
Iâm autistic and have ADHD, but everyoneâs brain is different and I can only write from my own experiences. What my neurodivergent experience looks like isnt what everyoneâs looks like.
If youâre a minor and you visit any of the blogs you find me interacting with, please read their rules and be respectful of any age limits they set. I respect the writing community around me very much and I fully expect anyone on my blog to do the same.
this is a lgbt friendly space as i am a huge fucking lesbian, so if youâre gonna be a dick about that, scram. No racists, ableists, transphobes, or general douchebags allowed, either
Reblogging this again because some people hate it when you include transgender women in International Women's Day and I've had to block a few wretches.
Unfollow me if you feel that way, return to your fetid warren.
Iâm a survivor from Gaza, holding on to hope in a world that has fallen apart around me. đ
The life I once knew â my home, my family, my sense of safety â has been shattered by war.
Today, I live among the ruins, trying to find a path forward through the rubble and heartbreak. đ
Every moment is a battle against fear and uncertainty.
What was once ordinary â a safe place to sleep, a future to dream of â now feels like a distant memory. đïž
I share my story not to seek pity, but to keep hope alive â to believe that even in the darkest places, kindness can still find a way. đ€
If my story touches your heart, please consider sharing it or offering support.
Every voice, every act of care, brings me one step closer to safety. âš
Thank you for taking the time to listen. đ
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I never imagined Iâd be sharing my story like this,
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Abed, youâre in my thoughts and I truly wish for you & your loved onesâ safety.
I hope this message finds you well. My name is Aziz, and Iâm reaching out with a heartfelt plea to help my family find safety and reunite with our mother. đ
The ongoing war in Gaza has torn my family apart. My mother and newborn sister are stranded in Egypt, while I, along with the rest of my sex family members, am trapped in the midst of the genocide in Gaza. We have not only been separated but have also lost our home and are enduring unimaginable hardships. đ
Your support can make a difference. Whether by reading our story, donating, or sharing our campaign with others, you can help us reunite, find safety, and start anew. đđ
Thank you, from the depths of my heart, for your kindness, compassion, and solidarity during this difficult time. â€đ
https://gofund.me/58268669 đ
Aziz, youâre in my thoughts; I hope for safety for you and your entire family.
Everyone please take a look and help out if you can.
5, 6, 11, 12, 13, 18, 19, 22, 24 (if u make moodboards!), 25, 27
IM SORRY I PICKED SO MANY I JUST LIKE PICKING APART FELLOW WRITING BRAINS
sorry this took so long and is probably very uninteresting
5 - What's a fic idea you've had that you will never write - Hoooo boy, i am the queen of fic ideas I'll never write. Lots of angst and fluff. One that my brain has pretty detailed out lately is just an ABO-type AU where NaJeongMoSaHyo are all married to each other living life n stuff. I think it'd be cute, to follow them thru getting together, and then big life events. Ups and downs. Marriage and all that. Eventually they'd have kids, raise em all together. It'd be adorable and wholesome and very slice of life.
6 - Any fics from others you reread all the time? - Hell yeah there are
The First Snowfall by YOU when i want my feelings absolutely wrecked :(
Oh My God They Were Roommates & The Island of Misfit Toys by lildemonlili
This Night Is Sparkling, Dont Let You Go by amperis
To Serve Her by bbygirldahyun
Ready To Be Mine? by Sleephyuns/Ginnumeru
Definitely a few more i couldn't find/ cant remember.
(usual disclaimer because this is not an 18+ blog and im paranoid: please mind the rating on these, theyre all rated T, M, or E on AO3. Do not disrespect a writer by ignoring their rating or warning)
11- Do you have a specific playlist for writing fics? - I actually dont listen to music when i write. Music tends to distract me cuz my brain runs away with it... but i should try that, maybe
12 -Do you have a playlist for your current WIPs? - Nope.
13- How much planning do you do before writing? - Almost none, which is unfortunate for anyone who would like me to update anything in a timely manner. I know a vague direction i want something to go in, or I know certain scenes I want to happen later down the line. I kinda just write to connect a vague story or concept. i almost never have an ending in mind; thats kinda why i favor AUs... theyre stories from a universe, and I can keep sharing stories as I think of them. Unless its a oneshot, or a published fic... then i know the beginning and a vague ending. Coven AU has a ton of lore because I drank a lot of coffee one day and had a notepad. Most lore for any au i have just relies on me going 'oh thats a GOOD idea ill remember that'.... reader, i have severe ADHD that i do not manage in any way. I dont remember that.
18 - What's one of your favorite lines you've written in a fic? - Oh boy. Probably none of them, i dont love my like... writing style? It isn't pretty, just plain. So i suppose its only, ' âYou woke me up. And youâre making my bed smell like tequila. Why would I move over for you?â She mumbled, moving over. ' from roommates AU. Because Dubchaeng loves each other.
19 - Small teaser from a WIP - Ok i was gonna be mean and give you one for a very far in the future very angsty roommates fill but i WONT thatd be mean. heres coven au
Jihyo lifted her arms to throw another bolt of electricity, one to end the fight before either of them got hurt. The familiar smell of ozone stung her nose before Tzuyuâs hand landed on her arm, snapping her out of her concentration.
âDonât. They stopped.â
âTzuyu, they tried to barbecue us.â
âYou tried to hit them first.â
Jihyo grabbed for her as she took a determined step forward, calling out in what must have been the same language they were speaking.
Ever the diplomat, Jihyo thought. Forever offering the olive branch and trying to get herself killed.
She remained ready to summon another strike.
22 - Do you know how your fic will end before you write it - Not usually. Im very bad at endings. If its a fill for an AU i just write until it feels correct to stop/I run out of ideas. The overall AUs i have no clue how theyd end, maybe a vague direction for some. I do know how my one fic is going to end though, if i ever finish it (i 99% will not im so sorry)
24 - share a moodboard from a WIP - I dont do moodboards but that's another good idea i should try
25 - Have you ever made yourself upset with your own writing - Yea, in that I dont like it and get frustrated when my fingers wont just type shit. I dont think ive written anything too sad.
27 - is there a fic you were nervous to post? - I was nervous to share baby SMC au. I thought it was a cute concept but didnt know if anyone else would. Or if they'd find it weird i made SMC so young.
7 - How many ideas do you have for fics right now?
Hmmm, well per the last post I've got a ridiculous amount of random aus swirling around up there but if i answer this like, how many ideas for fills to publish? far less... 9-10?
3 fics for baby SMC au, 1 fic for spies, 1 fic for Mimo au but it doesnt happen til way later in the story, 3-4 for roommates au but again, other stuff needs to happen first in the story, and I have the next 2 Coven au fills planned
Also i have a ton of requests đ
I also realize i answer these in terms of AUs/ fills for AUs... I hope thats acceptable haha. When my brain creates an AU it lives in it for a while, and then again periodically. It doesnt really try to churn out new fic ideas until it has absolutely exhausted its interest in the current au.... its the autism, u kno
Uhh as in like real WIPs? I've got the thing I posted like 2 chapters of on AO3 that i cant get myself to work on and the six AUs i have on here (and there are probably 3 fills per au that are 'in progress' but at a dead end)... so like, 7 technically.
for fake (?) WIPs there r also pages upon pages of little blurbs and ideas i write when there's too much in my head. i have apparently 25 word documents in my Twice fic folder. Most of those (besides the 7 documents for ongoing aus/fics) contain a bunch of in progress stories for little AUs ill never publish? dumb things that just get me writing, au's based on TV shows, AUs of AUs, extremely sad storylines that i write when i want to feel emotion but dont want to share it.... Some of the word docs are even completely unorganized collections of more aus or just little oneshots.... Its a mess
We also won't talk abt the skeletons back there (fics i wrote for other fandoms when i was a wee lad). ignore those.
Iâm Bored and Anxious So I Slapped Together a List of Fan Fic Writer Asks
1. Share a song that makes you think of [fic title]
2. Do you read/reread your own fics?
3. Whatâs your favorite fic that youâve written?
4. How many WIPs do you have right now?
5. Whatâs a fic idea youâve had that you will never write?
6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time?
7. How many ideas for fics do you have right now?
8. What project(s) are you currently working on?
9. Do you write every day? If you wrote today, share a sentence of what youâve written!
10. Is there a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?
11. Do you have specific playlists for writing fics?
12. Do you have a playlist for your current WIP(s)? Share it!
13. How much planning do you do before writing?
14. If you could see one of your fics adapted into a visual medium, such as comic or film, which fan fic would you pick?
15. How do you come up with titles for your fics/chapters?
16. At what point in the process do you come up with titles?
17. Whatâs something youâve learned about while doing research for a fic?
18. Whatâs one of your favorite lines youâve written in a fic?
19. Give us a small teaser from one of your WIPs.
20. Whatâs a favorite title for a fic youâve written?
21. Have you ever deleted an entire scene after spending hours laboring over it? If so, why?
22. Do you know how your fic will end before you start writing?
23. How do you choose where to end a chapter (if you have multi-chapter works)?
24. Share a moodboard for (one of) your current WIP(s).
25. Have you ever upset yourself with your own writing?
26. Is there something youâve written that you would never want your family to see?
27. Is there a fic you were nervous to post/share? Why?
28. Have you ever tagged a fic âDead Dove: Do Not Eatâ?
29. Share a bit from a fic youâll never post OR from a scene that was cut from an already posted fic. (If you donât have either, just share a random fic idea you have that you donât plan on getting to.)
30. Ask anything!
