Estella Violet

[shakespearesdaughters]

[twinkle1224]

・❥・"ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴏ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪɴ ꜰᴏʟʟʏ ɪ ꜰᴇʟʟ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇʟᴀɴᴄʜᴏʟʏ." — ᴇᴅɢᴀʀ ᴀʟʟᴀɴ ᴘᴏᴇ・❥・

[twinkle1224]

I said horrible and inappropriate things about some people while venting to my mom and she somehow ended up thinking I was saying that about her.... and she started crying. I've never felt this guilty in my entire life. She said I was just like my father who would say things like that about her (they're divorced). I might have made her trauma resurface...especially since I look exactly like my father. I hate it. I wish I could rip out my tongue and this stupid face. I'm never venting to her ever again.

[escapismsworld]

The moon is friend for the lonesome to talk to.

- Carl Sandburg

[the-wolf-and-moon]

Rigel and The Witch

[twinkle1224]

The world is full of lonely and anxious people that can't help but hurt others. They think their pain is much more than whatever the other person is going through and so they think of themselves as a victim and hurt everyone else, because they think they'll hurt them if they don't do it first.

[twinkle1224]

Reality is so unfair. The boy I love with all of my being, the boy I dream of every night, has no idea that I like him. He's all I ever look at, all I ever think of when I listen to songs. I've done so much to give him signs but...some things are just not meant to be. I wish people looked at the intentions and the souls of others and not just their face. I think I look scary.

[kcokaine]

Sirens

[twinkle1224]

woah...

[maviyenot]

[rspoetry]

If I entered a room with everyone I’ve met,

I’d immediately look for you.

Like the only star in a galaxy,

Like the only light in a dark room,

Like the only color in a gray universe.

And even though I know you wouldn’t do the same,

Even though I know I wouldn’t be the first one you’d look for,

I’d still look for you,

And, in a heartbeat, I’d find you.

[twinkle1224]

I relate to this to a degree that I cannot express with words. Gosh, I wish I could love him.

[danijaci]

misunderstandings ft. dr ratio

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[twinkle1224]

Ratio looks so good in this wow.....LOL SKILL ISSUE

[shisasan]

Anaïs Nin, Delta of Venus, originally published: 1977

[twinkle1224]

Yes, but there's a thought that scares me, what if I'm the only one drowning in my love for you? What if you never find out that I'm the person who'd die for you, literally do anything for you. What if you never know that you're on my mind 24/7 since the first time I saw you? What if she's still in your heart and there's no place for me there?

[girlonabreak]

i like my significant other obsessed and touchy

[twinkle1224]

It's one of those days again…. sighs I'm feeling horribly lonely and single, but I can never bring my introverted ass to talk to real-life boys without stuttering and running away like a mouse. The last time I tried, the guy got so weirded out that he asked me if I was okay….. Wow, I'll be single forever, I guess. But it's fine, I have at least ten fictional husbands and five boyfriends. So I'm fine.....Delulu is the solulu

[twinkle1224]

I messaged my only "real life crush" for the first time today and aaaaagh I feel so stupid....He doesn't even know the things I'm thinking about. We're not even acquaintances, we might be classmates but I've never had a proper conversation with him. His reply was so short, but it has me thinking about our wedding already. I hate my fucking heart and my brain, I wish I could just switch it off. He probably hates me or something cuz I'm the nerd that kind of has an attitude and almost everyone has a bad impression of me and I'm kind of the teacher's pet but....I can be kind... He probably doesn't know that. His friends hate me too. I wish my love life was like those cheesy dramas.

[universillyquiet]

do I want a romantic relationship or do I want someone to promise to stay by my side and then not only take that promise seriously but also keep it

[twinkle1224]

OMG YES

[twinkle1224]

I'm in Love

I like staring at him from a distance because he's a beautiful dream. He'll always be at that distance; I probably shouldn't expect more when I've never even tried to talk to him. He has such beautiful curly hair and such bright eyes…. He's perfect (for somebody else?) He used to have a girlfriend before, but I shouldn't feel so sad about losing someone who wasn't even mine. I'm scared to even look at him, yet here I am staring at him in class. It's been an hour? He has a cute smile. He looks so happy talking to his girl bestie; I wish I could at least do that. Someone told me brown girls aren't his type, and I believed them because that gives me a reason to think that he'll never feel the same. Will anybody read this? I don't know, but life is so funny. It's so short; I should probably tell him before I go to another school. But maybe I'm just in love with the dream that I made. He's an average student, and I'm the smarty-pants, straight-A girl… It's like we live in different worlds. I've never touched a football in my life, but he's so good at it. I just hope this dream never ends.