The Most Wonderful Time of the Year (Joel x Reader)
Summary: had this idea in my head for so long and I needed to get it out. i always get weak in the knees for any fic that includes joel and an age gap so i figured i'd write one myself. enjoy this one-shot with our beloved old man heheđ€
Characters: Joel Miller, Ellie Wiliams, Dina, Jesse, JJ, Reader
Relationships: Joel/Reader, Dina/Ellie
Date written: December 31, 2022
Notes: this was supposed to be two chapters but i just said fuck it and joined everything together into a long one-shot. also as mentioned in the tags, this isn't beta-read so don't come for me...unlike in the fic hehe there will be lots of cumming ;)
It was Christmas morning. Snowflakes gently fell from the sky, tickling the edge of your nose as you stepped out into the chilly morning. You had woken up to the sight of a fresh layer of snow blanketing the grounds of Jackson, through your window and immediately knew you had to take a step in it. Your boot crunched crisply as you pressed one foot into the powder and as you began to walk, you could see the trail of footprints left behind. The chilly air whirls past your nose, causing it to tingle from the cold and despite the confines of your warm clothing, the winter weather had your entire body freezing under the many layers. The front door closed behind you, the telltale laugh of your dad echoing through the air as you turned and shot him a smile, âWho wouldâve thought weâd ever live to see a white Christmas again, huh?â he said chuckling and came up behind you to rest his hand on your shoulder. You leaned onto his shoulder, resting your head there as you enjoyed the beautiful view. Suddenly, he pulled away and you barely had time to register what he was doing before a snowball was launched in your face.
âDad!â you shouted while trying not to laugh, âOh if its war you want...its war youâll get.â you threatened before bending to form a ball of snow between your gloves, getting ready to launch it back at him before he ducked and you missed, hitting someone else in the face in the process, âFuck! What was that for?â a feminine voice came from behind him.
âOh my gosh, Ellie! Merry Christmas! Shit- that wasnât meant for you,â you said with a giggle. âI realized but...that was cold and Iâm feeling the holiday spirit,â she replied with a smirk and bent to gather up a snowball, but youâd learned from your first mistake and dodged it.
âMerry fucking Christmas!â she shouted cheerfully as she held up two snowballs, one in each hand and got ready to launch both you and your dad simultaneously but you jumped out of the way. You ducked behind the mailbox to avoid her second throw, and it hit the post instead, narrowly avoiding you by a bit. âUgh! Iâll get you suckers!â she grumbled and bent once more but while she was caught off guard you quickly scooped and launched a snowball at her, getting her straight in the leg, âGotcha!â you said giggling and turned to run back towards the house to get cover on the porch. However, your body collided with a much bigger and firmer one which caused you to almost topple over on your back if not for the large hands that gripped your arms to steady you, âWhoa there, darlinâ. Be careful before you knock yourself out,â a deep voice whispered huskily, and you looked up into his eyes. You already knew who it was just by his scent, vanilla and cedarwood. Fuck, focus.
âY-yeah...thanks Joel,â you said with a shy smile.
âMerry Chr-,â you gasped out in shock as you were cut off by a cold snowball hitting the back of your head unexpectedly, the remnants catching on the wisps of his hair. âFuck yes! Gotcha back!â she cheered, snickering from behind you two. Joel chuckled that deep velvet chuckle that had you weak in the knees and reached up to brush some of the snow away from your hair, âMerry Christmas, darlinâ,â he said, smiling brightly at you which you returned with a blush.
You turned around to send a playful glare at Ellie who was still laughing at the snow still flaked in your hair, âFair is fair,â she said and came over to give you a small hug, âBut seriously, Merry Christmas right back at you, cutie.â
âWe hope you both can make it at ours tonight for dinner. Ellie and Dinaâs cookinâ apparently so I donât have to do a thing,â Joel spoke up from behind, folding his arms across his chest with a pleased looked on his face.
âYes! Thatâs what I came here to ask you before I absolutely won that snowball battle,â she said with a grin.
âIn your dreams, El,â you replied and rolled your eyes, âBut weâll definitely be there.â
âDefinitely,â your dad agreed, and you caught sight of Joel slapping his shoulder in that older man greeting, not able to make out what they were saying.
Ellie pulled you aside by your arm towards the porch, away from where both your dads could hear and whispered rather loudly, âTonight weâre finally getting you out the house. You better dress up. Wear something hot, please. You know certain people will appreciate it...â she said with a wink.
It hadnât exactly been a secret that you had a crush on Joel. Anyone who spent enough time watching you interact with the family would notice you always got shy when he was around. When anyone mentioned him, you lit up. Blushed when you heard his name. When Ellie, Dina and Jesse would make fun of you for staring at him. You were crushing pretty fucking hard and it's been going on since you met him when you and your dad first came to Jackson. His brother, Tommy, had found you two close to being clicker food and thankfully, they both showed up in time. From the moment you saw his beautiful face, you couldnât get him out of your head and to make matters worse, you had gotten close to his adoptive daughter, Ellie, and her friends. And they were relentless with the teasing.
It wasnât that you couldnât be in a relationship with him but, you didnât know what your dadâs reaction would be to you dating his best friend. Not to mention if Joel would even be attracted to you in that way since you were so much younger than him you could practically be Ellieâs sister. Every night thoughts of you and him plagued your mind and no matter how many times you attempted to barricade your brain from the thoughts, you just couldnât. You just kept imagining all the different ways he could cuddle you, kiss you, protect you and most prominently, fuck you. Gosh you needed him so bad.
âYou remember that deep red dress we found a while back?â Ellie said, breaking you out of your thoughts.
âThe fitted satin one? Ellie! Thatâs just too over the top,â you said, shaking your head.
âIts fucking perfect. Plus, Dinaâs fucking forcing me to wear a dress,â she replied with a roll of her eyes, âCouldâve just worn my jeans and called it a day,â she mumbled under her breath. âBut you...oh you have some impressing to do. Now, Iâm gonna pull Joel away before they end up talking for the entire day and weâll see you later and I gotta go help finish up with the decorations and get started on the food, but donât forget what I said okay,â she said while making her way back down towards where your dad and Joel was engaged in conversation.
âAlright old man, time to get back to the house. Youâll socialize more later. Iâm sure these two lovely people have their ow preparations to do as well,â she said and wrapped her arm around Joelâs arm. What youâd do to have those arms around you while he-
âYes, we should probably get back before Dina has Ellieâs head for leaving little Potato unattended,â Joel said, chuckling as he nudged Ellieâs side.
âCalm down, dad. Jesseâs with him,â she replied dryly which made everyone burst out into laughter. Joelâs eyes caught yours and you could feel your cheeks warm, hoping it looked like it was just the coldness.
âSee you guys later,â your dad said as they began to walk back to their house. Joel gave your dad a quick handshake and then took moved his gaze towards yours and patted your shoulder, âSee yaâ later,â he said with a warm smile, and you could see Ellie cheekily smiling behind him before she mouthed, âRed dress,â then they disappeared behind the wooden fence. All you could do now is count down the hours to tonight.
You were so fucking nervous. It was almost time to leave, and your dad was waiting on you to finish getting ready, but truth was, you were stalling so you could make the last-minute changes to how you looked. The dress sat perfectly on the contours of your hips, the satin gripping you in the perfect way, but you couldnât help but feel like you were attracting too much attention to yourself. After all, everyone always saw you in the same type of plain clothes all the time and this is a drastic change from that. You slipped on a pair of low, black pumps that Jesse had found on a run and rubbed some coconut oil in your now dry hair and some on your lips for some gloss.
âHoney, you almost done in there? "Weâll be late,â you heard your dad from the other side of your bedroom door.
âYes dad! Iâll be right out,â you said and spritzed some homemade perfume that youâd gotten for your birthday. You needed to look and smell your best and considering the circumstances, you did as best as you could. You made your way over to the door, pulling it open to reveal your dad patiently waiting on the other side, âFina- oh wow you look beautiful, honey. Whereâd you get that dress?â
âEllie got it for me and thanks dad,â you said and hugged him tightly, âLetâs go,â you said taking a deep breath and headed downstairs to leave.
âMerry Christmas!!!â you heard everyone say in unison as you and your dad made your way inside the house.
âMerry Christmas guys!!!â you said and walked up to everyone to give them all a hug.
âYou look gorgeous, babe,â Dina said and grinned up at you, opening her arms up for a hug. âI love the dress,â she said with a wink and you both exchanged a warm hug. You felt arms wrap around your back, enveloping you between Dina and who you figured was Ellie, âMerry fuckinâ Christmas again,â she laughed and squeezed both you and Dina, you groaned, âEl, baby youâre killing me here.â You all pulled away in giggles,
Jesse was sitting next to Dina, and you shot him a warm smile as you sat down on the opposite side and greeted him with a side hug as baby J.J. was settled in his lap.
âMerry Christmas, my little cutie pie,â you said with a giggle and gently pinched J.J.âs cheeks, giving him a soft kiss on one side causing him to babble cutely.
The last person to greet for the evening was Joel. Even though youâd already seen him earlier, you stood up to hug him as well, âHi, Joel,â you said nervously and already saw him smiling at you.
âHey darlinâ, you look...wow you look gorgeous-â he said and pulled you into a friendly hug. It was gentle and perfectly innocent, but you could feel his warmth envelope you and fuck his scent, it was almost intoxicating tonight. His chin rested lightly on your head and his big hands came to meet at the dip of your spine and you could swear he felt the heat radiating off your skin as well from the small contact. Your hands came up to meet behind his neck, grazing the wisps of greying hair that lay there softly and you had to tiptoe slightly to reach him. You felt like you would melt if he didnât let you go now. After not having physical touch in- ever, you felt like you could stay in this position forever but sadly, he released you slowly.
You made eye contact with him once more and smiled before moving your attention back to the couch where the others sat. âEllie, you look so good in the dress! And Dina you look amazing as alwaysâ you exclaimed and plopped back down into the seat next to Jesse.
âHaha very funny,â she said sarcastically, âYou mean you look good in that dress,â she emphasized.
âIâm so glad I got her to wear it,â Dina agreed cheerfully, âMy girl looks as hot as ever,â she giggled.
âMaybe this relationship can be an open one huh, Ellie?â she continued teasingly causing your eyes to widen, âBut seriously, you look fucking amazing,â Ellie complimented yet again, âGotta find you a nice guy who will appreciate your sexy ass but sadly the guys in Jackson are a bunch of douchebags.â
âOuch, that one hurt,â Jesse said from beside her and everyone burst out into laughter, âHear that J.J.? Your mommy just offended us,â he said while glancing down at J.J. with a pout.
âGuess weâre douchebags too, huh?â Joel asked referring to him and your dad, catching your eye with a smirk on his face.
âExcluding you guys of course,â Dina protested sassily.
âHowâd you guys even hear what we were talking about? Thought you were too caught up in middle-aged men's conversation,â Ellie questioned with a raised brow.
âOh, just overheard you guys talking about someone finding a nice guy. Definitely couldnât have been you two and last time we checked Jesseâs straight considering...ya know,â he trailed off and glanced at J.J. with a wink.
âJust a concerned father wanting to know whoâs finding any boys,â your dad turned to you and narrowed his eyes playfully. âDad, stop, Iâm not getting any boys anytime soon. Iâm perfectly fine the way I am...â
âWhat single and fucking depressed? At this point you and Jesse should just get together before you die alone and unhappy,â Ellie commented, stifling a laugh.
âStop teasing her, El. Love comes eventually,â Joel defended you and your gaze snapped to his in surprise as he continued, âSome of us find it easily, some donât. Some of us take so long to find it that we just give up. Then there are the rare, tragic occasions where some of us have it and then we lose it. So,â he said staring into your eyes, âWho knows? Maybe itâll come to you today, tomorrow, next month, year and even if it doesnât, so what? Given our predicament weâre lucky to even be alive,â he finished.
âThanks, Joel,â you replied with a grateful smile.
âAnytime, darlinâ,â he replied and shot you a grin.
âWhy the fuck did that get so sentimental? Fucking hell, we were just joking around, Joel. Maybe you need a woman in your life too,â Ellie joked.
âIâm too old for dating, Ellie. No one here wants this old man. Right buddy?â he asked your dad jokingly, âHard to find love in Jackson for a couple of old-timers,â he replied causing the both of them to crack up.
âOkay, okay. Enough banter guys. Before the food gets cold, letâs eat,â Dina cut in and stood up to head to the kitchen.
Everyone followed, cutting through the next room, and took their seats at the dinner table. Ellie and Dina brought the dishes out, setting them on the table one by one out on the dinner table. The delicious aroma of the piping hot dishes instantly filled the room, and you could feel your mouth water. Jackson had found a secure way of growing their own food and rearing was even scarcer, but they made do with what they had. The dishes they had prepared were simple yet mouthwatering and you couldnât wait to dig in.
Your trance was broken by Dina calling you over to sit, âYou gonna just stand there and drool or fix yourself a plate?â she asked sarcastically. You rolled your eyes sassily and went to take a seat next to Jesse, but Ellie was quick to stop you, âWoah there, Missy. Potato wants to sit by his daddy and... mommies.â She then proceeded to grab ahold of your shoulders and steered you into the chair on the opposite side of the table. Right next to Joel. Fuck. You were fucked.
âEllie I-â you started but she quickly shushed you, bending down to whisper in your ear, âYouâll be fine. Just relax. You look stunning,â she then quickly turned and went back to sit next to Dina.
âLooks good huh?â a voice asked from the seat next to yours. The deep velvetiness of it that scratched that perfect spot in your ears resonated in a question that you almost forgot to answer. You turned, meeting those greenish-brown eyes that glimmered under the warm dining room lights, feeling your heart jump from his close proximity.
âI- yes...it does,â you laugh nervously as he shoots you a cheeky grin as he grabs two plates from the middle of the table, placing one of them in front of you, then himself.
âThanks Joel,â you said, returning a shy smile. He then gestured towards the several dishes that were laid out on the table, âLet me help,â he said before picking up one of the spoons and plating your food just the way you liked.
âSheâs not a baby you know,â you heard your dad chuckle at Joelâs actions, from the seat at the head of the table to your right, âIâm sure she couldâve plated her own food.â
âI already had the spoon in my hand. It's not a big deal,â he waved him off and reached for the bottle of wine, âYou gonna tell her she canât drink any wine next?â he questioned with a smirk, âIâm sure she can handle a glass or two, right?â he asked and quirked his eyebrows in your direction.
âDefinitely need a glass or two...or three...â you mumbled under your breath and picked your wine glass up, holding it in Joelâs direction for him to fill it, âIâd like one, please.â
Dinner was going...smoother than you thought it would. After your second glass of wine, you started to loosen up and the nerves melted away slowly but surely. The wine caused your shy demeanor to turn into a bubbly tipsiness that made your anxiety take a back seat for the night. You were laughing and cracking jokes with Dina, Jesse, and Ellie, and surprisingly...Joel. He was making conversation between you and your father, telling you about what he used to do pre-apocalypse. He even went into detail about his personal life and how he had a daughter who passed away at the start of it all. You felt for him, and you could see how Ellie had helped him fill that void in his life as he spoke of her so highly, joking about how she annoyed him.
Your mind began to picture him as a father. Who was lucky enough to have had a child with him? But more importantly, who was crazy enough to leave him? He may have been a different person at the time, but he seemed like he always had a boyish charm about him; one that made him easy to be around. You had to admit, one part of you felt a tinge of jealousy at whichever woman that got to claim him but the other part of you found it so oddly attractive that heâd once been a father. Something about a man being a gentle nurturer, a caregiver...a man who knew how to keep you safe in his arms no matter the place. But, at the same time, you couldnât help but let your thoughts wander...
A man that could hold you into place with those same strong arms and fuck you into the sheets. A man that could make you wrap your legs around his waist, arms around his neck as you came, crying out in pure bliss. Then he would hold you close to his chest after and cuddle you, whispering sweet nothings until you both fell asleep.
The wine was definitely going to your head because were probably on your...fourth? Fifth? You couldnât remember but it brought out a sudden urge of newfound confidence you didnât know you had in you. Your body grew hot, and you could feel your skin tingle both from being tipsy and turned on at the same time. The sudden liquid courage youâd gained seemed to win over your subconscious that told you how insane you were for acting out on your thoughts, but your hand slipped from its place on top of the table to underneath the tablecloth. You gaze turned to Joel, who was in deep conversation with your dad, and slowly, your fingers came up to skim over the expanse of his outer thigh until gently your entire palm was spread flat on it. You felt Joelâs head snap towards your direction, his eyes slightly widened in surprise. You saw his eyebrows quirk upwards slightly in question and he probably thought you wanted to ask him something, but you had other things planned. You just smiled reassuringly and lightly squeezed his thigh. He didnât seem to think anything of it as he smiled back and turned back to your father to continue their conversation.
A few seconds passed with your hand still in the same spot and Joel seemed to relax again, his thigh loosening up under your grip. Your tipsy brain had other plans for him though because your fingers moved from their spot in the center of his thigh and began their ascent higher, now gripping his inner thigh lightly. Every muscle that had recently relaxed was even tighter than before as Joelâs intense gaze met yours in question. His eyebrows were furrowed, and you could see his thoughts running a mile a minute behind those kind, beautiful eyes. You just smiled gleefully and continued moving your fingers higher and higher until you felt them skim the zig-zag seam of his zipper. Your small palm instinctively opened, and you firmly grasped the spot right between his legs. Fuck...heâs hard. Heâs actually rock fucking hard in his jeans right now. You couldnât believe what you were seeing...well, feeling but you heard him inhale harshly by your side and shortly after you felt a large hand circle your wrist abruptly. You met Joelâs stern gaze, looking at you as if he was warning you but all you could do was muster a grin because he was fucking hard. Did you get him hard? Your drunken mind constructed delusions that you hoped were true. Did he get hard from seeing you all dolled up? Did the hug you exchange have an effect on him? Or was it your hand on his thigh? Definitely has to be that.
His grip on your wrist was not rough by any means, just firm in a manner that demanded that you cease your current actions, but you couldnât stop now. This was too good. Having him at your mercy with no other choice and nothing else to blame but your drunken tipsiness. Since his grip was excessively tight, you were still able to move your wrist and you took advantage of that fact. Maintaining eye contact with him, your fingers grabbed his cock through his jeans and began to massage it slowly. Your hand moved, up and down, up and down, in tracing motions as you felt him grow harder and harder. His grip on your wrist faltered as he sucked in a deep breath of air, choking on his words as your father asked him a question.
âEverything okay there, Joel?â you heard him ask but Joelâs eyes were closed and his breaths came deeper as he struggled not to make any sounds that revealed his compromising situation.
âYeah dad, everything good? You donât look so hot,â Ellieâs voice came from the opposite side of the table, âY-yeah...Iâm- shit-â he stuttered out but suddenly halted when he felt your hand move up and begin to slide into his jeans. You were about to grip his cock in your hands, for real this time but he grabbed it before you could, âI think itâs probably the wine, but I don't feel so well all of a sudden,â he gritted out and made eye contact with you.
âYou both look like youâve had more than enough for tonight,â Dina chimed in teasingly from beside Ellie, bouncing J.J. on her lap, âThink its about time you both get some rest. Blankets are in the cupboard in the spare room, babe,â she said, looking at you.
âJoel, since youâre the more sober, please help this beautiful young woman up to her room before she stumbles over, and then you can pass out,â Ellie smiled as Joel nodded in agreement and quickly stood up, muttering a small apology to your father about cutting him short and placed his hand on the small of your back to lead you upstairs.
âLift her up, Joel! For fucks sake, she canât walk straight,â you heard Jesse exclaim and then they all burst out into laughter. You caught a glimpse of hazel before two strong arms found its way under both your thighs, the other curving around your back and lifted you with ease. Your arms instinctively came to wrap around his neck as you pulled yourself closer to him, inhaling deeply. Fuck, his scent this close wasnât helping your hormones at all. As he began his ascent up the stairs, you couldnât help yourself but start peppering kisses along his delicious jawline. Him being this close combined with your muddled horny thoughts made it impossible to stop your impulsive actions, not to mention for the millionth time, your tipsiness. He grunted and faltered just a step but found his balance and continued walking, making it to the top and headed straight towards the guest room. He pushed the door open roughly, slamming it back close and locking it as he rushed to set you gently down on the bed then moved to stand but that wasnât in your cards for the night. Your mind had other ideas as you refused to let go of his neck from the position you were in, instead gripping him tighter and moving your legs to cross behind his back.
âDarlinâ...â he rasped out in a husky voice, sounding like he was forcing himself to stay put, âYou need- you need to go to bed,â he continued deeply and attempted to set you down yet again but you werenât going to give up so easily. Your grip on him stayed tight but you slowly trailed your gaze towards his face, casting a glance towards his lips and back up to his eyes as you were so close you could feel each otherâs breaths fan on your cheeks, âJoel...kiss me. Please. I want you to kiss me so bad,â you whispered.
âDarlinâ I... I canât,â he said softly, âNot when youâre like this. I- fuck I want to so bad but you know we canât,â he continued, sounding genuinely frustrated.
âBut I need it. I-I need you,â you whined out in impatience as you felt his grip tighten on your thighs at your words and desperation, âWhy not? Iâm fine, I p-promise,â you shivered as his fingers dug into the flesh of your ass as he held you up.
âFuck- your dad... I- I canât have you. Youâre practically old enough to be my daughter,â he groaned out as your fingers tangled into his salt and pepper hair and tugged.
âWho cares? Itâs the...fuck, itâs the end of the world. Donât you want me? Even if its...even if its just tonight,â you gasped as his fingers kneaded the roundness of your ass.
You released the grip you had on his neck and slid your legs down from his back and stood to your full height, the difference between you two now even more prominent as you slipped the heels off your feet. You looked up at his towering figure and placed two of your tiny palms on his chest, slowly pushing him down onto the bed behind him. You quickly climbed on top of his lap where his legs were spread invitingly, and his large hands instinctively came to find their place on your hips, âFuck baby...youâre gonna be the death of me,â he groaned out as you began to firmly grind your clothed pussy over the bulge in his jeans, âFuck Joel, please...Iâve thought of this for so long. I know you want to...letâs just get it out of our systems just this once,â you moaned in his ear softly and continued the torturous roll of your hips which he guided with his palms now squeezing your waist tightly.
âTrust me, baby I do, I really- ah fuck- but doesnât it bother you that Iâm twice your age?â he asked with genuine concern laced through his voice.
âThat makes it even hotter, Joel,â you said and buried your face in his neck and started to nip and suck lightly at his warm flesh, âYour age means nothing to me, I know you long and well enough to trust you with my body,â you pulled back and looked him straight in his eyes as your fingers found its way to the hem of your dress. You could practically hear him gulp as you slowly slip the soft satin fabric effortlessly up until it came over your head and now lay in a pile on the floor. You now sat in his lap, clad in nothing but your underwear. Your heart was racing, and a chill ran down your spine as only the thin layer of your undergarments separated your naked body from his touch and sight.
Your hazy brain was clouded with nothing but pure lust for the man who sat under you as months of pining and fruitless fantasies were currently becoming a reality. A chill ran up your bare spine which caused you to arch on instinct, pushing your full breasts closer toward his face and you took the opportunity to move even closer. Your boobs were practically spilling out of the lacy bra you were wearing, and you sat up, raising them towards his mouth. His breath came in long heaves now and you could feel the warmth of it skimming over your supple skin, just waiting for his lips to come in contact with it. You felt his hands return to your waist, this time with no barrier in between and they felt so warm and welcoming as the tips of his fingers met at the base of your spine. Fuck, his hands were huge. You wanted them on your body forever, just like this.
Reaching behind you, your fingers grasped the clasp of your bra and unhooked it, slowly letting it fall off your chest and tossing it away somewhere in the room. You teasingly reached behind you once again and grasped the hands that were glued to your waist and pried them off, gently holding them in yours.
âI want you to touch me. Please,â you affirmed softly, locking gazes with him and saw him looking back at you with a certain softness in his eyes but his eyes stayed locked on yours, never straying below your chin. His large hands were still clasped within your tiny ones and you kept your eyes on his as you placed his palms on both of your breasts, laying your hands on top his spread palm, âLike this. Iâm giving you permission to touch me.â
His gaze finally broke yours for a split second as his eyes attempted to process what his hands were currently feeling and his voice came out even deeper now, âF-fuck I... youâre so fucking beautiful, darlinâ.â Large palms cupped the soft pillows of flesh, and his hand slowly began to massage them gently, his thumbs coming down to meet each nipple on each side and he pinched them lightly, âFuckkk J-Joel- that f-feels so good.â
âYeah?â he questioned in a low tone and shifted slightly so his mouth could come even closer to your chest yet again, this time his breath fanned across your bare nipples. Those eyes met yours as he looked up at you for permission, ever the gentleman, and as you nodded, his tongue licked a wicked stripe up from the point between your breasts to all the way at the base of your neck. He kissed each breast, then warm breath followed his kitten licks on each sensitive nipple which had you bucking even closer to him. He suckled and nibbled on each one equally and had you squirming in his lap even more than before as his arms circled around your waist in a grip that made sure you couldnât leave. He was such a fucking tease.
âJoel please...no more teasing,â a whine escaped your lips as you continued to wiggle around in his lap, and you felt his lips leave the boob it was currently marking. Fuck, this man knew what he was doing.
âPatience, baby,â he chuckled, and you felt his grip on your waist tighten and you were suddenly being flipped with you underneath him now. His muscular biceps flexed as his weight rested on both arms next to either side of your head. Both of his legs came to kneel on the mattress of the outer edges of your thighs and he made eye contact with you, his breath coming out in ragged breaths as if he were trying extremely hard to himself back for ravaging you right then and there, âAre you positive that I can touch you? Please use your words. I need to know that I have your full permission to do anything, darlinâ- fuck,â His head dropped as your small hand went back to the bulge between his legs, grazing your fingertips over it ever so lightly and cupping him through his jeans.
âIâm yours for the night, Joel. Have me however you please,â you whispered softly and looked up at him with a smile of reassurance, reaching up with your free hand to caress his unshaven cheek lightly. You could feel him relax under your touch as he sighed out the smallest breath of relief. If you werenât this close, you probably wouldnât have noticed it. Your fingers slowly moved over the tent in his pants again and both your hands came to cup his face softly, bringing his lips closer to yours. Warm, ragged breaths became united as one the closer his lips came to yours until finally, after waiting what felt like an eternity of being in unrequited love with this man, your feelings were reciprocated, and he kissed you. Your hunger for him was at an all-time high at this point and there was no going back now. He kissed you with an intenseness that had you gasping for air in the best way possible, but it wasnât sloppy at all â no, he kissed with a passionate ablaze with want. He kissed like a man that was left without a meal for way to long and now that he had a taste, he couldnât stop himself from ravaging you. Your tongues circled each other's fervently and you moaned into his mouth as he ground his hips into yours once more. You pulled away for a breath, eyes fluttering open slowly to meet those warm eyes again gazing lustfully at you then back down at your lips, chasing them back for another kiss. This time a light but needy peck. Fuck, that was hot.
âYouâre so perfect, darlinâ. You have no idea,â he groaned grinding into you again causing you to whimper out, âJoel please, I n-need you,â you whined into his ear needily.
âI want you too baby, trust me- fuck I really do but I need you to be ready for me first, okay?â he breathed and pecked you one more time on your lips before he pushed up from his position above you and slid down until his lips touched the spot between your boobs. He peppered featherlight kisses around each one of your sensitive breasts, breath hovering lightly over each nipple a second before placing kisses on them. His hands came up to grip your left boob, massaging gently as his right mouth licked a stripe over your right nipple and then blew on it, causing you to arch off the bed. Your hand reached up to caress his cheek once more as he repeated the process on your other nipple, âBeautiful,â he whispered and dipped his head lower, licking, biting and sucking a spot lightly right underneath your right breast until your skin tingled and you knew a reddish mark would be left behind; a love bite. You wanted them all over your body. The gentle stamping of his lips over your skin continued in a trail, over your soft stomach all the way down to the tops of your thighs. Those sinful lips began their descent as his large hands, hardened by the handiwork he did in his spare time aside from ensuring the survival of the town gripped and squeezed your thighs, prying them open as he settled comfortably between them. Those big, calloused hands engulfed your thighs as he brought them up and over his shoulders. His face was now a breath away from your core but him being the fucking tease of a man he was, continued his onslaught of soft kisses on your inner thighs. His lips skimmed the outline of your pussy through your panties, and you were positive he could see your wetness seeping through by how badly you wanted him. He placed a single kiss â ever so softly on your clit over the thin material then his fingers came on either side of your hips and pulled the lacy fabric down in one teasing go, sinfully slow. Your fingers reached down and grabbed at the soft tufts of salt and pepper hair and tried to tug him closer, whining in desperate need for him to give you what you wanted but he would not relent, instead lightly biting on your inner thigh as a sign to behave, âAh ah, I told you doll, patience. Let me savor your body. You gonna be good for, me?â
âMmmm I donât think I can wait anymore, daddy,â you whimpered, causing him to freeze his actions suddenly.
A few beats passed and you began to panic but then you heard a light chuckle from below you. âWhat did you just call me, baby?â you heard him question from his spot between your legs. Your hands were still tangled in his hair waiting patiently for him to do something, anything and it just slipped out your mouth before you could think twice. The name you had constantly, night after night, imagined called him as he made sweet love to you, pounded you into oblivion â whatever the scenario, the was the name that came to mind. It fit him so well in every single way. He embodied fatherhood, yes but that wasnât the reason why you wanted to scream it while he fucked you. It symbolized him being a protector, a dominant, someone who you can trust fully and not worry about anything when youâre with them. And fuck it was just hot. Youâd overheard Dina saying that guys found it attractive when you called them that too so ever since you couldnât get it out of your heated thoughts.
âDonât be shy. Not with me, darlinâ. Never with me. I wanna hear it,â he consoled, realizing you had gone quiet for a moment.
Your lust-scrambled mind fumbled for a moment before you quietly whispered, âD-daddy.â
âThatâs fuckinâ hot, you know that? Say it again. I wanna hear you,â he encouraged and continued his trail of kisses, this time hovering right over your glistening core, âTell daddy what you want, doll,â he groaned out huskily, âFuck- you smell so good.â
Did he just fucking refer to himself as daddy? Can this man get even more perfect?
âMmm fuck- daddy I... I,â you were a squirming mess at this point and could barely formulate a sentence as you anticipated his lips on your swollen pussy.
âYou what, baby? Speak up,â he continued teasingly, leaning forward as he finally placed a kiss on your puffy clit which caused you to gasp out in pleasure, desperate for more, âFuck daddy! I need your tongue please please please,â you moaned out, pushing your dripping core closer to his inviting mouth.
âGood girl,â he praised with a smirk before darting his tongue out and moving down towards your folds, licking a slow, thick stripe all the way from your entrance up to your clit that was begging for attention. His tongue made no hesitation to start kitten licking your clit just the slightest and he gradually increased his pace, groaning into you as his hands tightened on your thighs, âYou taste like fucking heaven, darlinâ.â
He pulled back, taking his fingers and spread your lips apart, âLook at this pretty fucking pussy. Canât believe Iâm only now getting a taste of you â fuck youâre so sweet and so fucking wet for me,â He then licked straight up once more back up to your clit, this time sucking down hard and rolling his tongue around the small nub. His tongue continued its swirling, sucking, licking and nibbling on your clit until you were clenching the bedsheets as white-hot pleasure shot through you soon after. His warm tongue sent you into a place of absolute ecstasy as your eyes rolled back and you moaned out, gripping his hair even tighter and grinding even harder into his mouth. He was mumbling incoherent nonsense at this point as he savored your release, how he couldnât get enough of you and how delicious you were, and you couldnât help but wonder if this was real or not. You sure to fucking hell hoped you didnât wake up tomorrow and have this be a dream.
You were pulled out of your thoughts by the feeling of a calloused fingertip prodding at your entrance and you gasped in surprise.
âSorry baby, I didnât mean to scare you, but I need to open you up first before you take me. That okay?â he questioned soothingly as if he were talking to a baby. All you could muster was a nod as the finger slowly prodded its way into the soaking wetness past your folds and into your entrance. One of his fingers felt like two of yours and you couldn't even begin to imagine how big his cock was. Your walls were already gripping onto his single finger for dear life but thankfully you were wet, and he slid it in easily. He slowly began to pump it into you, moving it upwards into that come hither motion that had you grabbing onto his shoulder for support, âF-fuck that feels s-so good, d-daddy,â you keened as you felt another one of his fingers join the one currently inside you, âYeah? Can I add another one then?â he asked hoarsely, and you glanced down to see the lust filled look on his eyes, âYes daddy- oh yes please!â
You barely had time to relax before both his thick fingers were buried deep inside your tight pussy, pumping faster now and up into that deliciously sweet spot inside you that he seemed to know just where it was. His lips connected deliciously with your clit simultaneously as he finger- fucked you into reaching your peak and the combination of his fingers, tongue, and that fucking beard of his stimulating you sent you to heaven. Soon enough all you could feel again was pure bliss; your body felt like it was on cloud nine. You couldnât even hear your moans at this point because you were so lost in the pleasure that this heaven-sent man was making you experience.
âI donât think Iâll ever get the image of how beautiful you look when you cum out of my head, babydoll,â he grunted and left one last wet kiss on your pussy then sat back knelt in front of you, watching as you caught your breath. Your chest heaved as your mind was muddled from the two orgasms you just had and yet, you still craved more; his cock to be exact â fuck you couldnât wait to feel him inside you. Craning your neck up to look down at him took more effort than usual as it felt like it was being pulled back by a magnet to the bed, but you managed to glance down at him kissing your thighs once more, looking drunk off eating you out. His dazzling eyes met yours again and a small smile played on his beautifully aged face, âDoing okay, sweetheart?â he asked softly, caressing your outer thigh with the pads of his fingers.
âMhmm amazing,â you slightly slurred with a relaxed sigh and sent him back a lazy smile.
âWho knew you were such a dirty little girl, huh? Calling me daddy like that?â he teased causing your face to heat up and you dropped your head back down on the bed to avoid making eye contact with him, âDonât hide, princess â goddamn youâre cute,â he continued which only spurred on the blush in your cheeks. You felt the warm weight between your legs disappear suddenly and the next moment you felt warm, wet lips on yours once more â this time covered in the taste of you. Your hands instinctively found their way into his hair again, tangling and tugging which made him groan into your mouth. You could feel his cock straining against the rough material of his jeans against your thigh, practically begging to be let out and relieved after all the teasing. You decided it was time to return him the favor. Reaching up, you moved and wrapped your arms around his neck and flipped you both over so that you were now on top. You deepened the kiss even more as you now sat in his lap, your bare, soaked pussy still sensitive from your previous releases rubbed against the roughness of his jeans on his hard cock causing you both to moan out in pleasure. Your tiny fingers came to fiddle with the button on his jeans and zipper, eager to remove it and you gently reached in and released his cock for the confines of his jeans. Soon, his big cock came into sight in your tiny hands and fuck you could barely fit around it with your fingers touching. It was so thick and veiny, not to mention long â shit he could definitely make you see fucking stars. Heâs so fucking big â shit, how is he gonna fit?
Your mouth began to water at the sight of his rock-hard cock, standing tall and leaking pearls of precum that you just ached to taste â not thinking twice before your fingers swiped over the blushing tip to collect a taste on your fingers that you shoved into your mouth in anticipation. His eyes hadnât once left your actions and you felt him gasp as your fingers touched the sensitive head of his dick and he followed every moment of your mouth sucking his precum off your fingers. He tasted so fucking good, you needed more. Your hips shifted further down to replicate the same position he was in while tasting you earlier; right between his legs on your knees but you were halted by large palms gripping your hips to halt your actions.
âYouâll get a taste next time, babydoll. If you put those pretty lips on me right now, I wonât last very long. I wanna be able to feel you,â he grunted, sounding almost pained to stop you. You whined in protest, but his large hands moved your hips back up to his lap where you previously were, however, this time your pussy was lined up right at the base of his thick, veiny cock, âBut...Joel,â you began with a pout but he was quick to hush you with rolling his cock against your clit, creating a delicious friction against the sensitive nub, âNo buts doll, next time and thatâs daddy to you- fuckin' hell youâre so warm and wet,â he groaned huskily continuing the teasing roll of his hips. Each time he slid so easily through the wetness of your folds, and it was so easy to push up and into you, but he kept his teasing as you realized he loved to do.
âPlease daddy â fuck please put it in,â you begged, and you felt warm lips on your jawline as his hands slid up and down your waist comfortingly, âTell me if its hurts, okay? Are you good with this position?â he asked to make sure you were okay to which you nodded but earned a small slap on your ass, âWords, baby.â
âYes daddy,â you moaned eagerly and slid your clit against his cock once more to give him the extra push. Soon you felt the tip of his hard cock prod at your tight entrance, fuck even his tip was so fucking girthy. He pushed in slowly, inch by inch, and the soaking wetness of your pussy helped him enter you slickly and soundly. Your walls were now stretched to what felt like its limit as you no longer felt the pain of the initial stretch, but it was pleasurable now, your pussy accommodating the size of his huge cock. His large hand engulfed yours, squeezing tightly as he stopped his actions when he was all the way in, âYou okay, darlinâ?â he asked soothingly and rubbed your lower back in circles with his free hand. You took a deep breath, âI... Yes daddy. F-feels so good,â you stuttered out and leaned forward to kiss him sweetly.
You pulled away and rested your forehead against his, your eyes never leaving each other's, âI can move,â you assured him and circled your hips slightly causing his eyes to flutter close. Your hips slowly lifted back up all the way up until his tip touched the outer part of your entrance and you reached down and guided his tip back into you, sinking all the way back down onto him in one smooth move. He groaned and tightened his grip on your hips as you repeated the same action over and over, your pace increasing with every tantalizing bounce and roll you made. You felt those massive palms slowly descend lower to your plump ass and give you a little spank, hard enough to sting pleasurably and you moaned out as the sensation made you clench around him even tighter, âAh fuck â you like that darlinâ? Kinky little girl you are, huh? Shit, you feel so good clenching around me like that,â he panted into your neck, using his hands on your ass to push you deeper onto his cock and continued delivering pleasantly stinging spanks to your cheeks which you were sure were as red as an apple by now.
Those large palms seemed to engulf every part of your body it passed over and now that you were this close to him did you realize the drastic difference in size between you two and fuck you loved it. Loved how he could dwarf you and ruin you in so many ways with his large hands, cock, that sinful tongue; it turned you on unbelievably. Those palms now caressed your ass lovingly, a gentle contrast in comparison to the thick cock that was currently plunging up into you relentlessly. His hands moved back up, caressing your hips once more, your waist, your breasts, giving your nipples a light pinch, and lastly, they came to cup your cheeks affectionately. Your tinier palms came to rest on top of his much larger ones and held on for dear life as your gaze met those glimmering hazel ones and your lips met passionately for what felt like the millionth time that night. You savored the taste of each other in that moment. Exchanged kisses that left you breathless. Moans and groans of pleasure echoed around the room. The sound of skin meeting skin. His embrace on your face that kept your eyes focused on each other. The essence of desire being fulfilled. The act of love being made. The beating of two hearts as one.
âIâm so close, darlinâ,â he growled into your neck, biting at your shoulder lightly and tightening his grip on you even more. His thrusts became sloppier and faster as he rutted his hips up into yours and one of his hands dropped between your legs to find your delicate in fast circles. Soon after you were both muffling each otherâs moans, smashing your lips together as you reached your climax for the third time that night. Your grip on his cock tipped him over the edge seconds after as he swiftly pulled himself out and released pearly white beads of his warm cum all over your stomach in thick spurts. You couldnât help but swipe some more on your fingers and suck them off with a moan as his cock twitched from your actions, âThatâs so fucking sexy, doll,â he praised, pulling you by the chin to press a loving kiss to your lips. As you broke the kiss, your foreheads touched gently as you both caught your breath. You were both boneless messes at this point as he slowly moved you off his lap and you both adjusted your clothes. He went into the bathroom to dampen his t- shirt and returned to clean you up then you both fell right back in an exhausted bundle on your bed. You let out a sigh of contentment as you cuddled into him and inhaled that comforting scent of his that made you feel safe every time.
You felt his soft breaths against your hair as those warm hands that had sent you to heaven just moments prior, now embraced you in a warm cuddle, âI could get used to this,â you heard him rasp from above you.
You smiled widely, looking up at him adoringly, âMe too.â
âI have something to confess,â you whispered, your eyes never leaving his.
âWhatâs that darlinâ?â he questioned back in a whisper causing you to giggle at his playfulness.
âI... Iâve had a crush on you for so long now and well â this feels like a dream come true if Iâm being honest,â you admitted and looked away for a moment, feeling slightly shy now but fingers came to grip your chin and focus your eyes back on his.
âWanna know something too?â he asked, a small smile playing on his lips.
âIâve been in love with you for so long now, darlinâ and well â if Iâm being honest, I donât want to go back from here.â
You looked at him wide-eyed, surprise evident in your features. All this time...you thought you were imagining things, but he did like â no he loved you. That grin filled your face once more as you felt happiness you never thought youâd experience ever again.
âWhat about my dad? Ellie?â you asked again, your mind racing between logic and emotion.
âItâs the apocalypse, darlinâ. There are no taboos here because we already live in a world filled with abnormalities. Plus, I already talked to everyone about us and well â letâs just say theyâre extremely supportive.â
âThey are? When did you-â you started but he shushed you with a finger over your lips, âWeâll talk more about it tomorrow, baby. For now, letâs continue our cuddling.â
A calming silence fell over you both as the movement of his chest soothed you and the weariness settled into your bones, causing your eyelids to flutter. Before sleep could take you though you remembered something he said, and you whispered in his ear lightly, âJoel?â
âYes darlinâ?â he hummed in reply with his eyes closed.
A smile formed on his plush lips, âI love you most, darlinâ.â
The last thing you remember was kissing him one last time through your drowsiness before falling asleep in the warmth of his protective embrace.