Tiachae

[vomitingwords]

when things are not FINE // ma.c.a

[mewmurdock]

you are enough.

summary: you tell loki about something very important to you, and you aren’t sure how he’ll handle it.

pairing: loki x reader

warnings: talk of abstinence, anxiety, hurt/comfort

a/n: i am very unapologetic about this one. this is a little drabble of sorts that i wrote for myself, because i struggle with keeping potential partners because of my personal choice to remain abstinent until marriage. i wrote this to bring comfort and hope to myself, but also to those who may need this. i hope you enjoy.

    the discomfort in your stomach only grows as the day goes on.

    “loki?” you ask, trying to disregard the nausea. “can we t-talk about something?”

    you and loki have been interested in each other for a long while. you’ve gone on dates, spent nights together curled up on the couch while a movie played in the living room. the other avengers noticed, and immediately went to both of you for support. tony, clint, thor, bruce, steve, and bucky have gone to loki to cheer him on; wanda, natasha, and carol have gone to you for tips and pointers.

    but you haven’t told anyone about this. no, only you know.

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[tyhjvg]

Wait I was thinking

I'm black and poor in a country when it like to kill us for sport

I mean take us to court

I mean jail us for sport

I was thinking I'm running away from the inevitable that sooner rather than later I'm going to lose my mind but it's going to go bkank

my heart was going to stall my feet were going to stop

I was thinking will my last moments be spent on the ground being penalised for making this sound being treated as if it was nothing but roadkill

as if I was just another anonymous face on a bill I was thinking I'm standing on solid ground but I feel like I'm drowning or I'm sinking.

I was beyond reality, stuck in fantasy.

[ajaymehta6180]

11 words short story ❤❤

"In this cold & dark night,

I want your warm light."

Happpy Sunday everyone 🙏💙

Have a beautiful day 🌸🌺🌸🌺

[allnightsong2]

•\/•

.

I would try

but how?

How then

to give away these eyes

let another see

this world

through this veil

beneath this gray

beyond these colors

that will not belong to me?

Nobody wants these days

that seep slowly in

past the cracked walls

the empty towers

the rusted wire coiled,

A fortress is a prison

if you can't walk free from it

How?

How can I give this

without drowning in the guilt

of doing to another

what I do to myself?

[kokokitty]

Late Friday night i called 911 for help & instead ended up jailed on an old warrant for missing a court date. I was imprisoned for 4 days, traumatized, and lost all of my belongings.

While everyone involved are okay, it was a shitty reminder that police do not help and are the worst people to call during a mental health crisis, especially if you are black. I could use a ton of help as I didnt even get to put on socks and the police even ransacked my jacket before giving it to me so everythimg that was inside my pockets was lost as well.

Cash: $c4ksp

Paypal: [email protected]

[kokokitty]

This may be TMI but I started my period which has been complete hell between not having any underwear let alone extra clothes as well as not having any menstruation products. I also was not wearing a full set of clothing or allowed to change/grab anything so I had no socks or underwear or gloves. All of that stuff was trashed and left behind by police when they came to "protect" me 👮🏼

I could use a LOT of help, especially with the continuous snow storms.

[afronerdism]

One day, y’all are going to learn that representation does not equal liberation and there is no hope in electoralism.

[twixnmix]

Vintage Black Stars Magazine Covers

Tina Turner (July 1972)

The Temptations (March 1973)

Bill Withers (August 1974)

Marvin Gaye (January 1975)

The Jackson Family (September 1975)

Pam Grier (November 1977)

Natalie Cole (February 1978)

Ashford & Simpson (December 1979)

Chaka Khan (July 1980)

Aretha Franklin (January 1981)

[alex-a-roman]

Lovers, heroes and mirrors

You count your masks, I’ll love all of them, I’m too deep involved and it’s too late to leave, I know these outside voices are lying, You wouldn’t dare to kill our dream,  Would you? Just lie to me,  And I’ll believe everything.

I’m into this game we play, When they’re trying to solve the puzzle And I’m tempted to throw all the pieces away, Just to get back in the past for one more hour. Because I still can’t hate you After all that I’ve witnessed, After every lie you have spilled, I still believe we could outrun the world together, I swear, sometimes you make me sick!

It’s disgusting how I’d sabotage the truth for you, Because it still hurts,  All the memories they’re trying to erase, It still burns like hell, Having to watch the things they do to you,  And don’t get me wrong,  I don’t feel this way because I love you, But because I am you. 

~ A. A. Roman

[scatteredthoughts2]

DYING ALONE.

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I am not afraid of dying,

But I don't want to die alone,

I would like someone to hold my hand,

And not leave me on my own.

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We are living in strange times,

And no one comes to call,

The nurses all wear spacesuits,

And clear plastic covers all.

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No friends can come to visit me,

No wife, no children too,

And though the nurses do their best,

I feel caged up in a zoo.

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When will this madness end,

When will we live again,

When will we once again be free,

To play out in the rain.

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I am not the only one,

Who is dying all alone,

For the ones who love us dearly,

Are crying in their home.

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Ambrose Harte

Scattered Thoughts

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[accras]

Kiki Layne photographed by Alexis Hunley for Essence March/April 2021 

[tyhjvg]

Wait I was thinking

I'm black and poor in a country when it like to kill us for sport

I mean take us to court

I mean jail us for sport

I was thinking I'm running away from the inevitable that sooner rather than later I'm going to lose my mind but it's going to go bkank

my heart was going to stall my feet were going to stop

I was thinking will my last moments be spent on the ground being penalised for making this sound being treated as if it was nothing but roadkill

as if I was just another anonymous face on a bill I was thinking I'm standing on solid ground but I feel like I'm drowning or I'm sinking.

I was beyond reality, stuck in fantasy.

[jazminesullivan]

VIOLA DAVIS PORTER Magazine

[qvotext]

Neil Gaiman; Season of Mists

[tyhjvg]

[tyhjvg]

I can't lie,

I'm green with envy, coz you're staring at her the way you used to at me, she's all dolled up, dressed to the nines, my oh my she looks so divine, an angel in human flesh, a vivacious beauty goddess, yes she's taken my place by your side, but I cannot hate her, because she makes you feel like how I used to make you. I see me in her eyes, I see two lovers, who wholly love eachother, so I guess I'll make my own way home, I hope you are blessed with lots of happiness, anything else I couldn't wish

[tyhjvg]

Queens are underrated, as women often are. Look back to the history books, Queens are often overlooked, mistreated as if they are weak just because of their sex, this all leads back to the garden of Eden , to Eve, the 1st women and her crimes against humanity. Or is it crimes against god's differently functioning moral compass, He put two people he had blessed with free will in a garden, then allowed them to be tested by the devil, allowed him to see if they could resist the temptation of the master of lies, like the tale of pandora , Eve is also gifted with curiosity, a suggestion that every woman is gifted with curiosity, that their curiosity can lead them astray, I mean that the use of their own brains could lead to the destruction of the patriarchal society, I mean polite society, I mean of the world,to anarchy.

As if women aren't the building blocks of our society, as if they didn't conceive the men that weave the lies that say that women are the enemy of men , that women should bear children and do nothing else but be housewives, that we should live our lives only to survive, instead of thrive. Instead of making a name for ourselves, instead of living off our wants and needs. Again looking back at history, yes women have gained more and more rights , but women around the world are still facing gender based mistreatment, being treated as if women matter less than common animals, as if women are made to be traded , degraded for everything, from eating what they want to being able to speak freely, women are still getting their wings clipped as if we are mere farm chickens to be kept in pens instead of flying freely in the sky , instead of being free to ascend to the highest heights, to be who we want to be. Again look through the history books, women have had our growth stunted, then being degraded for being unable to read and write as well as most men, being called illiterate, unworthy. We,Women are as great as men, sometimes even greater than, we need to rise up, I mean we need to allow ourselves to fly instead of fall, to help eachother, instead of always quarrelling with each other, we need to get on the same pages instead of acting like we are all enemies, all islands floating apart with miles of sea separating them.