iâve been gone for a minute now iâm back with the jump off
hello my children !! remember me ?? it is i, the great princess lia aka the girl that plays sarima !! (and that has a hella ugly theme rn y*kes sry). anyways my wifi situation hasnât really cleared up but iâm spending most of my time away from home to fill out the commonapp (idk how you americans put up w this nosy bs) so iâll be able to be on for most of the rest of the year !! yay !!
as for sarima... i have some stuff planned for her and what sheâs been doing in tthe last few months !! i just gotta check w some people so bare w me, this may take some time !!
anyways while i update who iâm following and check my inbox and my drafts and reply to some starters (cries i have so much to do) pls hmu so we can plot - especially if you joined since i went on hiatus !! i wanna ease my way into this but i have so many ideas for sari, so pls letâs come up w stuff !!
sigh i should be sleeping but i wanted to update yâall -- the 411 is that my lessons are done by 3pm today so when i get home after that iâll be on !! bc my weekend is basically shifted 2 days so itâs monday && tuesday instead of saturday && sunday so iâll be on a lot more in the next few days okay you didnât ask for my life story but there it is gr10 this was a good talk ttylxox
Sarima got the chance to interview with Ciara Langford for Billboard Magazine. Beneath the cut she talks about releasing her singles, working with other artists, what its like being a female in the industry, and more.
OKAY SO IK MY ACTIVITY BEENâS SHIT TBH BUt some stuff went down a couple of days ago and it took me a while to get over it while still staying on top of my studies but anyways iâm here now ??? okay thatâs a lie i wonât get on until tonight which is in like 14 hours y*kes and i see how many messages i have sigh sigh sigh i promise iâll reply to everything at the end of the day okay bye !!
                              [ RANDOM FACTS ];
one. â she lost her virginity when she was sixteen to a close friend.
two. â her middle name, grace, is her motherâs first name.
three. â she owns six guitars: four electric and two acoustic.
four. â although her family originally moved to london so that sarimaâs mother could be closer to her extended family, sarima hasnât talked to them in ten years.
five. â her maternal grandparents are muslim.
six. â sarima doesnât know anything about her father, and thus holds no grudges against him.
seven. â though no one can tell, samuel is actually sarimaâs half brother.
eight. â she had an unhealthy obsession with tracy beaker when she was younger.
nine. â her first job was at a nursery.
ten. â she broke up with her first boyfriend after she found out he doesnât like oasis.
eleven. â on her younger brotherâs seventh birthday she took him to the tate art gallery, which is the only gallery/museum sheâs ever been to.
twelve. â though she has dated/formed romantic feelings for girls, she isnât sexually attracted to them.
thirteen. â the furthest sarima ever traveled in england was to stonehenge.
fourteen. â sarima hasnât drunk alcohol since she turned eighteen, which is the legal drinking age in the uk.
fifteen. â when she was seventeen she graffitiâd âcop rocksâ on a wall, as apart of an inside joke with her friend.
sixteen. â her first kiss was when she was ten in the school playground.
seventeen. â her earliest memory is putting on a performance in her living room with freya.
eighteen. â she thinks joining facebook is one of her best decisions, since it put her in contact with freya again.
nineteen. â she plans to move back to england as soon as she can.
twenty. â sheâs a virgo.
twenty-one. â sheâs hate-watched every season of the x-factor.
twenty-two. â her biggest goal in life is to make sure her brother can afford to go to university.
twenty-three. â she played netball for two years, but quit after she took on a new job.
twenty-four. â she prefers clueless to mean girls.
twenty-five. â she often over-romanticizes her life before prove.
What? I mean, maybe I donât understand since Iâve been away, but I didnât realize that you were unhappy here. I thought that you were happy, especially since you had Freya back and youâre so successful and everything. ââ Me? Oh, of course things were different for me. Everyone treated me different. I had some fans wait outside my house for me and someone leaked my home phone number and we had to get it disconnected. There was also people who had never spoken to me a day in my life who live on my street that would be friendly and then ask me about you guys back in the house. But I was also the kid whoâs brother just lost a baby, so once word of the f-funeral was out, things were different. People left flowers and cards and all kinds of nice things, but it was still different. Maybe I was different, I donât know. But eventually, people stopped coming and I just became that guy who was almost famous but not really. I just think that if youâre worried about people treating you differently, you should stop. One thing I learned is that people will treat others different for almost anything. The only people that matter is you and people who you care about. I can tell you that I wonât treat you differently though. Not even if you did something crazy like shave your head, Britney style.
â iâm not sure if iâm... unhappy? maybe just dissatisfied... no, iâm definitely not unhappy. well, yâknow, freyaâs barely around... since she has her own career. and my family isnât here. iâm so sorry about your familyâs loss, river. really, that mustâve been so tough for you. has your brother found some peace yet? uh... iâm not sure about that. it's not that simple though, y'know... where i'm from and what i've done, it's not an option to go back to my old life. thank you, i'm sure youâll always be on my side. er, and iâll always be here if you want me. â
Well, yeah. It was definitely nice to be home. But Iâve lived in that city for twenty-one years. Los Angeles is a nice change, and I have a lot of memories in this city. Itâs where you and Freya and Avery and everyone else is, you know? Seattle is always gonna be my home, but I think that L.A. is just another one. Donât you sort of feel that way? I mean, youâve been here so long and done so much. You canât really say that you wouldnât miss it if you left, can you?
I mean... Not really. I guess I have memories, but I donât like remembering most of them. Itâs like theyâre tainted, you know? Iâd kill to go back home, honestly. Itâs not that simple for me though... How did you do it? Did you just slip back into normal life without anyone treating you differently?
