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  ❤  A BITCH IS A REJECT  ❤

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I MISS YOU.

❛     i never liked to sleep alone.  ❜  ❛     i can't sleep.  ❜  ❛     i'd rather you be next to me.  ❜  ❛     i'm not sentimental.  ❜  ❛     you found this part of me.  ❜  ❛     i just roll my eyes at everything i'm thinking.  ❜  ❛     i miss you and you haven't even left yet.  ❜  ❛     when you get home come stay in my bed.  ❜  ❛     forever doesn't seem so awful with you.  ❜  ❛     i want to spend forever hanging out with you.  ❜  ❛     i got all the notes that you left for me.  ❜  ❛     i still think about you only all the time.  ❜  ❛     our love is like a tarnished ring -  even when it's gone, it turned my finger green.  ❜  ❛     beneath every silver lining are the parts we try to hide.   ❜ ❛     i don't mind.  ❜

THE DREAMS NOT DEAD.

❛     it's getting to that time of night where we brace ourselves for the sun to rise.  ❜   ❛     it's 3 am and all of our friends fell asleep sitting up in the backseat.  ❜  ❛     play the radio soft.  ❜  ❛     lets sing as loud as loud as we want.  ❜  ❛     the dream's not dead.  ❜  ❛     i’ve been up all night.  ❜  ❛     what we have might not be nice.  ❜  ❛     we've got a car that starts most of the time.  ❜  ❛     a full tank of gas some failures on our backs.  ❜  ❛     sometimes we make everything worse.  ❜  ❛     i've been in bed too long.   ❜  ❛     i forgot what i want.  ❜  ❛     but now it's time to get up.  ❜  ❛     the dream's not dead, it was only sleeping.  ❜

THE ONE TO GET ME OUT.

❛     i'm addicted to a certain kind of misery.  ❜  ❛     deserted like tangled string.  ❜  ❛     i'm always lost in places i don't know.  ❜  ❛     i don't think that you're the one who's gonna get me out.  ❜  ❛     we take back things from all the places we go, like the mugs we stole from diners when we were on the road.  ❜  ❛     and we can listen to records in your room.  ❜  ❛     i feel better when i'm just talking to you.  ❜

ALL THE WAYS YOU LET ME DOWN.

❛     my heart's not big enough to hold the distance between us.  ❜  ❛     the distance has never felt as big as when you're lying right next to me.  ❜  ❛     you want to fight for our love, darling don't you think we've fought enough?  ❜  ❛     will you make up your mind?  ❜  ❛     tell me what it is you want.  ❜  ❛     i couldn’t even count all the ways that you let me down.     ❜  ❛     i haven't seen you in a month or more.     ❜  ❛     was that message even meant for me?   ❜  ❛     i've seen the way you talk to other girls.  ❜  ❛     did you think i wouldn't find out?  ❜  ❛     you always turn around, saying i'm someone you can't live without.  ❜  ❛     when you wake up, i won't be around.  ❜

MICHIGAN. 

❛     i don't know what you're thinking.  ❜  ❛     you ignored me all night.  ❜  ❛     it took a 15 hour drive to think over everything.  ❜  ❛     we're in love with our flaws.  ❜  ❛     will i see you in the fall?  ❜  ❛     you say that i have your heart but i'm alone when they're closing the bar   ❜  ❛     and i don't know what you're thinking   ❜  ❛     you only call me after everyone i know has gone to bed  ❜  ❛     well, i'm not like that.  ❜  ❛     you're still the worst idea i ever had.  ❜ 

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MOON WANDERER.

❛     Put a barrel to my head and I’ll be on the ground.     ❜  ❛     I’ll be safe and sound.   ❜  ❛     Maybe I’ve overthought.   ❜  ❛     I’m probably just bored.   ❜  ❛     I’ve given up on giving up.   ❜  ❛     I don’t feel right anymore.   ❜  ❛     Don’t move.   ❜  ❛     What’s next?   ❜  ❛     No one knows.   ❜  ❛     Just another door for me to close.   ❜

CROWS FEET.

❛     My head’s all spun around pretend I’m fine   ❜  ❛     Who knows if I am yours, or you are mine?   ❜  ❛     The circuits in my brain & burnt and fried.   ❜  ❛     It’s too late for me, I’ve lost my mind.   ❜  ❛     You weren’t looking for trouble, but my god, it found you.   ❜  ❛     What are you searching for?   ❜  ❛     Now you’re achieving the feeling you wish you were receiving.   ❜ 

LEONA.

❛     Share with me your shame.   ❜  ❛     Tell me I’m not too blame.   ❜  ❛     Is it you that makes me cry?   ❜  ❛     Am I too weak to know why?   ❜  ❛     I will bleed for you.   ❜  ❛     You are now to blame.   ❜  ❛     In my hand I carved your name.   ❜  ❛     Now no one I touch will ever feel the same.   ❜  ❛     They will not shape the future.   ❜

SUN BABY.

❛     I’ve searched for you in everyone I’ve met.   ❜  ❛     And will it ever too soon to feel your lips on mine?   ❜ 

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BRICKWORK.

❛     I need to know, is she alive, or is she dead?   ❜ ❛     If you run with scissors, you’ll get what you deserve.   ❜ ❛     You may just disappear.   ❜ ❛     I realized that I was yours to keep.   ❜

DRIVEWAY BIRTHDAY.

❛     Another day alone I’m waiting.    ❜ ❛     I’ll see further than this towns four walls.    ❜ ❛     It’s not enough to clear my mind.    ❜ ❛     Where’s the relief?    ❜ ❛     I can’t find peace.   ❜ ❛     Guess I forgot how to speak.   ❜ ❛     I don’t feel alright.   ❜ ❛     Every thought makes me sicker.   ❜

BURGER DROP.

❛     Words aren’t enough.    ❜ ❛     I crave your touch.   ❜ ❛     If it’s wrong we blurred the line.   ❜ ❛     You wanted me, but she still calls you baby.   ❜ ❛     I’m losing all good intentions.   ❜ ❛     I’ve given up my own faith.   ❜ ❛     I’ve moved in a new direction.   ❜ ❛     I can’t help that you’re lead astray.   ❜ ❛     There’s a void in you that she can’t fill.   ❜ ❛     I’ve worn worse battle wounds.   ❜ ❛     I’m in your head, even if she’s still in your bed.   ❜

BRAIN FOOD.

❛     I never had a plan of where I’m headed.     ❜ ❛     The daily papers blame our generation, but you and I know that they spoke too soon.     ❜ ❛     There must be something else this place can offer.     ❜ ❛     There’s only so much sleeping I can do.     ❜ ❛     I’ve hit the point where I face getting kicked out.     ❜ ❛     Threats aren’t so empty when your moneys dry.     ❜ ❛     Don’t want to live with mum and dad forever.     ❜ ❛     But what’s a dream if you don’t even try.     ❜ ❛     I’m stalling.     ❜ ❛     It’s hopeless.     ❜

SWEAR JAR (AGAIN).

❛     I know you meant no harm.     ❜ ❛     Forty miles an hour won’t get us very far.     ❜ ❛     We went too far & got lost.     ❜ ❛     We’ve been gone for too long.     ❜ ❛     Buy all the things that you’ve been craving.     ❜

GET A CLUE.

❛     You can't escape.     ❜ ❛     You’re so painfully aware of all the ways that they stare.     ❜ ❛     It costs more than it means.     ❜ ❛     She doesn’t love you.   ❜ ❛     You break your own heart another time.     ❜ ❛     Your canine loyal lust still gets you by.     ❜ ❛     This isn't you.     ❜ ❛     You're a product of the human zoo.      ❜

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RUINER.

❛    Do it for the love.   ❜  ❛     If I'm being honest, I don't know what I'm chasing.   ❜  ❛     I just wanna let you know you're not alone.   ❜  ❛     I got people from the past probably hoping I'm dead   ❜  ❛     It's just things aren't the way that they used to be.   ❜  ❛     I lost my mind, then I lost my best friend.   ❜  ❛     Yeah, so what if I did and what if I didn't?   ❜  ❛     I just wish I wasn't stuck between decisions.   ❜  ❛     I just wish I didn't feel like something's missing.   ❜  ❛     Seems like every time I leave I end up thinking of us.   ❜  ❛     I keep fucking with your head like a lobotomy.   ❜  ❛     You'll always be a part of me.   ❜  ❛     Things change when you come around.   ❜  ❛     They're just memories now.   ❜ 

SAYER.

❛     I can still hear it all.   ❜  ❛     Every word that you said gets embedded in my head.   ❜  ❛     All the things never spoke now choking me.   ❜  ❛     I been on my own.   ❜  ❛     You never called.   ❜  ❛     We never saw eye to eye.   ❜  ❛     Wasn't tryna hurt you.   ❜  ❛     You know that wasn't my intention.   ❜  ❛     & I never meant for this to happen.   ❜  ❛     I turn regret into a habit.   ❜  ❛     There's nothing to say now.   ❜  ❛     How could you be fine when I'm barely getting by?   ❜  ❛     Every word you said now, was it all a lie?   ❜  ❛     Just sucks to feel this way when I know you don't.   ❜  ❛     Why can't I let go?   ❜ 

VACANTER.

❛     I can't help it, if I could I would change it.   ❜  ❛     Lately I've been feeling so vacant.   ❜  ❛     Holding out waiting for something to change   ❜  ❛     Everybody always ask if I'm okay, & I'm mad 'cause I don't know what to say.     ❜  ❛     It's like I'm going insane.   ❜  ❛     I got enemies that live up in my brain.   ❜  ❛     You always told me you would be the one to help.   ❜  ❛     Now it's me & myself.   ❜  ❛     Funny how it changed up like that.   ❜ 

CHANGER.

❛     I been thinking of my problems.   ❜  ❛     I'm feeling like "why bother".   ❜  ❛     Growing up, there was no drama.   ❜  ❛     Telling me "move on" But honestly I don't wanna.   ❜  ❛     Are you happy now?   ❜  ❛     Pretending to mitigate all your problems, motherfucker.   ❜  ❛     I just miss the days on the playground.   ❜  ❛     Seems like everybody that I loved went away now.   ❜  ❛     How come as I grow I keep feeling less alive?   ❜  ❛     How come all I see is the past when I shut my eyes?   ❜  ❛     Man, I thought it would last, but it passed me by.   ❜  ❛     How come all I see is your face when I look to the sky?   ❜  ❛     I could lead you to the water, but I can't make you drink.   ❜  ❛     I can give my two cents, but I can't make you think.   ❜ 

WASTER.

❛     Please don't go.   ❜  ❛     Think I’m gonna break right now.   ❜  ❛     I just need a break right now.   ❜ 

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REMINISCER.

❛     It's too late to save my sanity.     ❜  ❛     You can't expect me to change.     ❜  ❛     It's too late to save my sanity.       ❜  ❛     Some things just won't be the same.     ❜  ❛     I don't wanna hurt, I wanna hide.     ❜  ❛     I'm just a backwoods boy.     ❜  ❛     I'm sick of big city noise.     ❜  ❛     Think you got me figured out?     ❜  ❛     Got too many problems of my own now.     ❜  ❛     You know that I'm a mess and I can't slow down.     ❜  ❛     Feel it in my chest, nowhere to go now.     ❜  ❛     I can never be someone else's remedy.     ❜  ❛     Me? I'll never change up.     ❜  ❛     Who told you that?     ❜  ❛     Aw, shit!     ❜ 

BETTER.

❛     Growing up, I had a dream in my mind.     ❜  ❛     I don't wanna seem ungrateful so I keep it inside.     ❜  ❛     Got me reminiscing, thinking of a simpler time.     ❜  ❛     It's like I woke up one day and suddenly I grew up.     ❜  ❛     I can't remember what had happened, it was all too abrupt.     ❜  ❛     Drive around my old town, it's pathetic, I know.     ❜  ❛     The only time that I was happy & I can't let it go.     ❜  ❛     Was it all really better then, or am I just getting in my head?     ❜  ❛     I would never trade a friend for the fame.     ❜  ❛     How many calls I gotta miss 'til they stop giving a fuck?     ❜  ❛     I don't know that if it's helping or it's making it worse.     ❜  ❛     I just know its been a while since I felt like I'm fine.     ❜  ❛     I've been trying to learn to live my life one day at a time.     ❜ 

SINKER.

❛     We try to go back, but it's not the same.     ❜  ❛     I don't know what to say.     ❜  ❛     Was it my fault?     ❜  ❛     I guess things fade.     ❜  ❛     So when we part ways, just remember my face.     ❜  ❛     Tired of feeling like I'm never worth it.     ❜  ❛     This will never work out.     ❜  ❛     Why do we keep acting like we're okay?     ❜  ❛     All I do is bring you down when I'm with you.     ❜  ❛     I can't call you every time I start to miss you.     ❜  ❛     It's like I'm trapped in my skin.     ❜ 

HAMMER.

❛     But I kept on comin' back like a yo-yo.     ❜  ❛     Think it's about time that they take me serious.     ❜  ❛     If you’re not feelin' this, you’re probably delirious.     ❜  ❛     I'm on one, yes, I'm on one, they could never be.     ❜  ❛     I'm the reaper in your dreams.     ❜  ❛     Think it's about time they trade the clout for sobriety.     ❜  ❛     I can feel the hate buildin' up.     ❜ 

REJECTER.

❛     You are not mine, I'm not yours.     ❜  ❛     Try to save me, it's too late.     ❜  ❛     I don't even need this.     ❜  ❛     I don't even give a fuck.     ❜  ❛     I just need a reason.     ❜  ❛     I can't find a reason.     ❜  ❛     Every damn day that I feel like this.     ❜  ❛     Everyone know that I lost my way.     ❜