[uglyteeth]

Hello! I'm Uglyteeth! I go by any prns, i'm 18 so thats cool.

Basically a diary/blog for my mental health (and other things). I might say some things that're triggering, make sure you have your tags blocked.

i block freely too, don't take it personal.

[peerless-outlaw]

Other people genuinely feel like NPCs to me, it's hard to conceptualize the fact that they're intelligent creatures leading their own lives.

I'm completely unable to see them as anything but props when I'm walking down the street or going to the store. Even if I'm directly interacting with someone else, I can't comprehend the fact that they will keep existing after I leave.

Well, logically I can, obviously. But that's about it.

Only with people I consider very close to me and that I acknowledge as being above others can I start to recognize them as their own beings.

[uglyteeth]

i wish i was better than everyone.

i wish i had bigger breakdowns/meltdowns

i hate myself so much and yet i can barely muster up any fucking tears for this shit, where's my breakdown? why do i just sit here and bitch around without actually crying? where's my explosion? where's my yelling? why can't i do shit?

why am i not good at anything? i can't even have a breakdown right.

[uglyteeth]

omg kms kmskms i have grad in two days and my stupid hairdresser botch my shit now idk what to do, my friend is too busy talking about being sick i could care less!!!! my damn hair is a bigger problem holy shit

[uglyteeth]

if one more person teases me i'm genuinely going to blow up.

i dont tell my friends about it because its always lighthearted for them, its a JOKE, but i hate it anyways... but the more i tell them to stop the more i realize i'm turning them into a cardboard cutout, no more jokes because i cant handle it.

i hate it all

[uglyteeth]

i hate everyone, all those "friends" who shut me down as soon as i try to talk about how i feel. you weren't even fun anyways, your art is shit. i wouldn't wish the worst on them though, they can't be worse than me mentally because its not fair.

genuinely everything sucks i hate it all i wish i was dead

[uglyteeth]

does anybody actually like me

[vacenvy]

"You're too kind to have NPD" is such a fucking bullshit because these people will finally take us srsly when they get hurt by us. Like why should I prove it to you that I have NPD by being the 'bad guy' first before you finally believe it?? Fuck this stupid shit, fuck these neurotypical cunts

[k1tty-sp34ks]

I hate when people downplay animal death so fucking much.

can we NOT brag about killing birds with your car??? can we NOT play around with the specimens in a practical exam???

maybe its just me but animals need to be respected so much more than humans give them credit for.

this is one of the reasons im so misanthropic. you're telling me you have NO respect for the dead? at all? I get that accidents happen but when I see people making fun of anything dead I get pissed the fuck off.

when you hit something with your giant human death machine, you SHOULD feel bad. idgaf if it was "just a bird".

when you say a frog "deserved to die" because it was "disgusting", you need to get a grip on reality.

you're not better than a frog or a bird, you're the same if not worse. we are ALL animals. I hate that some humans think they are better than the creatures around them.

nature is a connecting and driving force that is not to be underestimated or assulted, its beauty is to be appreciated.

human impatience not being able to stop for two seconds to let an animal cross the road is baffling. the same with human INCOMPETENCE not understanding the simple rules of being respectful of the dead.

[npd-confessions]

I hate those generic posts that are like "hey person with npd you're awesome and the best" or whatever. You don't know me?? You're not talking to me. You just want to make yourself feel better by thinking you're doing something.

.

[uglyteeth]

LEGIT WAS JUST TALKING ABOUT THIS EARLIER

[uglyteeth]

i hate that i need extra clarification for everything, trying to research npd is such a painnnn... i need more examples don't just say shit and leave it up in the air, CLARIFY.

[uglyteeth]

i really only vent to people for the validation, as soon as someone gives me criticism i get so annoyed at them.

i rather validation more than actually getting help

[uglyteeth]

idk how people get supply from random posts like those "if you're a trans guy this post is for you!" and then its affirmations, but like, this person didn't even actually consider me. i'm not in their thoughts, theyre just talking about this vast majority of trans guys, not me in specific? i dont feel any sort of happiness or validation or anything! its just like... okay cool, then i scroll away.

[uglyteeth]

william afton is so real other than the fact he (idk if its canon) abused mike & killed kids.

sure i'd get mad/sad if my son killed my other son on accident or even on purpose, but i wouldn't direct all my anger on said son. my kids would be special, they deserve my heart and more. i would try to get my kid help then go crazy batshit on them.

second, sure, if possible i would bring back all my kids/wife/whatever if they died, except... i couldnt go as far to kill other kids. if i had to kill more adults than you would kids to get the same results, i would. a kid doesn't deserve to die, hell, their life barely started.

[uglyteeth]

i could cry rn

[randomfriendlyloser]

why do friends have to forget about you when you dont talk to them for like 2 days. are their attention spans this bad? its how most of my friendships end like you cant even go through a depressive episode for a bit without everyone immediately forgetting about you. these people need to have their ego fed DAILY

[that-cluster-b-bitch]

hahaha wdym I'm censoring the scarier parts of myself so I'm not abandoned and treated like a monster again?? wdym I can't show any flaws even to people who will never meet me irl??? wdym I'm accused of faking because I'm terrified of showing the symptoms that can't be passed off as a joke??? WDYM???