[uhode]

one must imagine sisyphus feasting and dancing in jerusalem next year

[uhode]

14.14 i just realized i haven't really saved myself; craving to get my ribs kicked in and or crash a car

[uhode]

5:52 just got home from a house party made myself take the earliest morning bus from literally across the city to prove to myself that it’s fine and that i’m competent enough and that no one will kill me. making myself be stupidly brave

[uhode]

retrospectively this is so funny i became so reckless

[uhode]

it’s so fun when you feel like you’re living on borrowed time and when you get to the age you never thought you’d live past because all of the sudden free will exists but also you’re drowning it it

[uhode]

she had no idea the next year and a half would be even worse lol

[femtocloaca-deactivated20251203]

that part of sleep deprivation that's like I could continue to do this for at least 3000 years easy

[crazysodomite]

No one wants to talk about how intimate jump starting someones car is.

[spacefucksmeup]

this is what happens when you ban normal porn

[koheletgirl]

do you move to a brand new city and teach yourself how to die? have you moved to a brand new city and taught yourself how to die? will you move to a brand new city and teach yourself how to die? when will you move to a brand new city and teach yourself how to die?

[surrealistart]

Adieu Ammenotep (1960) Leonora Carrington, oil on canvas

[cosmicanger]

Playboy, 1975

[uhode]

this man holds me to such high standards for some reason and regards me as insanely capable and charming and whatever and also for some reason is so insecure around me and compared to the way i treat other people i’m being so gentle and sweet to him and somehow he still acts as though i’m some terrifying creature he has to appease i’m going insane

[uhode]

we had a talk about this a month later and i’m not sure whether it changed anything but at least we addressed it

[uhode]

lately

[rogersandclarke]

a night out at the club can have a three act structure

[chips1977]

and BTW im not alive

[medievaljournalist]

STOP SCATTERING MY ASHES IM STILL ALIVE

[uhode]

last night at about three am i was hanging out with a friend, we were dressed almost identically, sitting in leather armchairs across from each other, and were talking to the security guard. he’s around sixty, with narrow frame and thick black glasses, and he was telling us about cockroaches’ cannibalistic nature and ways to pick locks while fidgeting with his lighter and looking over his shoulder every other sentence. the lights everywhere were turned off out of fear that the cops would storm the building so he ended up escorting us to the elevator with a flashlight. i made him a wretched cup of coffee

[a-good-sensory-experience-deact]

Florence Welch for Gucci's Bloom Campaign (2020)

[ozempicofficial]