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...have you ever felt some unconcous pull twoards something. well you are now. you just now notice that on the nearby bench is a robot-Veeronica, your friend(?), a low static hum playing out from her screen, and a familar symbol on her hand hanging off the bench...

...maybe if you reach out, you could get your way out through that. electronics aren't a specialty of yours but, this seems like your best bet.... and possibly your only chance out

uhohbaddescision

OH! ThIS is My SToP!!

[suddenly, your head feels like it's going to split open. And it only gets worse and worse.. fortunately it doesn't last too long as... Ding! There's.. another seesay. Huh. A bit of pain still lingers but it's not as bad as before]

[She slides on over to her friend and sits down next to her]

.. You ok?

v33-r0n-1k-4

Vee thrashes up, letting out some pained yelp as she grabs her screen (which you could swear was actually dripping static for a second) with her right hand and grabs the shoulder rest with her left, looking very disoriented

"...wh... what? S-seesay?... seesays? I... ugh, c-crap my head... o-ow..."

factswithseesay

{ seesay feels like she just fucking Blacked out what the hell was that. }

{ she's. what was she doing. looking for her friends or something?? }

{ . . . ok well she found one but who the FUCKoh thats why. thats why she blacked the fuck out }

is THAT how new sins are made?? (๑•ૅㅁ•๑)

uhohbaddescision

New?? I'm not new? What would make you think that? I'█ n██ █e█.

█ou look a lot like me why are you like that (๑•ૅㅁ°๑)

v33-r0n-1k-4

"...s-seesay-lings? wha? i... fuck, my head feels like it's splittin apart..."

vee moves her other hand to cover her screen, letting out a groan of discomfort. to be fair, having a entire. 13 year old. emerge from your screen has got to hurt at least a little so. still, you'd think worse would happen asides from a headache

...well the screen is also melting form the looks of it, as brightly colored tv static is dripping from in between vee's fingers and the bottom of the screen. something else also falls out, but that really isn't relevant as OH GOD YOUR FRIEND'S FACE SCREEN IS MELTING OFF ACTIVELY HOLY SHIT

factswithseesay

{ OKAY holy fuck okay the doppel thing can wait what the fuck happened while she wasn't paying attention whg- }

{ didsin do something while she was asleep wh shes only ever seen somethinglikethis before with }

{ DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER what what the fuck does she do about this what does she do what does she do WHAT DOES SHE DO }

Holy- holy FUCK Vee are you okay?? Nonono- clearly not wait- I'm sorry but what- wh- what happened why are you-??????

uhohbaddescision

Vee? VEE? you ok? I mean you clearly aren't but (๑•ૅㅁ°๑)

I uh oh my what do i do (⁠;⁠ꏿ ꏿ⁠;⁠)

[She puts a hand on Vee's shoulder]

Hey hey heyheyhey it's gonna be ok oh that doesn't sound genuine uh OK I know it doesn't seem like it will but trust me I've been through worseit willgetbetterIpromise

v33-r0n-1k-4

"Geughtr;fj wait a sec jus... augh..."

the... intensity of the screen-melt seems to lower and lower until it stops alltogether, though vee still seems a little, uh. disoriented. she looks between the two seesays... Very confused.

"uh. dunno what thefuck that was but im better now... Hi, seesay. and... monochrome seesay. uh... nice to see ya, glad to know your ok and stuff! yeah no again idk what that was i was sleeping and then suddenly my head hurt i guess and now your back so!"

factswithseesay

{ give her a sec to process WHAT THE FUCK }

{ she grabs vee by the shoulders and RATTLES her a little bit }

Okay well first of all THAT'S NOT FUCKING NORMAL do we need to take you to Genesis or something?? I dunno what do sinners do when they get a disease??

BUT SECOND.

You CAN'T be acting like- like THIS-

{ she gestures wildly at The Doppel In The Room }

-IS NORMAL??????

Like. Doppel. Whatcha doin' there bud.

uhohbaddescision

D█████? I'm n█t I'm. . . .

[seems like they aren't fully here at the moment]

whaaat the fuck (๑•ૅㅁ°๑) whaaat was that what were we talking aboit

v33-r0n-1k-4

"Uh. no, im fine, nothing to worry about. and uh. I don't see why there can't be two seesays. there's two of me apparantly so. this doesn't seem that weird. uh. i think you. disasociated for a moment. like when you stand up too fast with low iorn. but yknow! probaably nothing to worry about rn anyway uh. where am i anyway i still don't know that could one of you tell me since you were born here i think?"

factswithseesay

{ she gives vee an utterly flabbergasted look. }

I????

lobby by the way welcome to the lobby it's okay here but you can't drink the water

ARE YOU NOT GONNA QUESTION WHY THERE'S ANOTHER ME RIGHT NOW?? Like- I'm honestly a little bit scared because last I checked this Seesay cosplayer was a DOPPEL I accidentally kept prisoner in my head and now the second YOU show up they're just??? Somehow free and doing this shit now??

Lovingly and with care are these the symptoms of a concussion in a robot?????????????

v33-r0n-1k-4

"...you were keeping someone prisoner in your mind?"

that's the only thing that concerns vee it seems like. apparantly she's just really familar with there just being two ore more of the same person because she is completely unphased by it

uhohbaddescision

They entered my mind willingly to try and find memories or something when I got my memories wiped by sin

[whhhy are they just sharing this like it's an average experience everyone goes through on the average Tuesday]

Eventually the fog cleared but they just couldn't leave and just went silent for like... A month? Hearing them come back was just (๑•ૅㅁ°๑)

v33-r0n-1k-4

."OOHHH okay for a sec i thought you could just trap someone in your head or whatevs and got really-"

she goes completely silent. then turns to the two of you with a fury usually reserved for boomer shooter protagonist when they're about the blast the big bad's head off in the final battle after loosing everything

"T h e y. W h a t."

factswithseesay

IT'S FUCKING- I'm over it we made up it's fucking fine I don't care- you CANNOT be avoiding the issue at hand here are you fucking kidding???

That's- Vee, that's- LITERALLY not me. There's a fucking-

You.. wouldn't know this 'cause you haven't been here before, I realize that now. But Doppel's WHOLE thing is mimicking other people. That's just what's happening here.

How can you be so calm about this?????

{ she's gonna start pulling out her FUCKING hair at this rate. }

v33-r0n-1k-4

...uh. is she even. listening? or. is she. uh. jesus her hands are really clenched tightly. uh. she isn't calm, seems hearing about what sin did really uh. jesus she's gonna dent her casing at this rate...

then she relaxes, somewhat, sighing heavily, before getting off the bench and crouching in front of you

"...sweet telamon above, i had no idea. that must've been... horrifying.... why the hell would you... forgive them for something like that? for fucking up your own bodily autonomy, your mind and body and soul so greviously?"

factswithseesay

{ she's not listening she's not listening she's not listening why can't anyone ever FUCKING LISTEN TO HER }

VEERONICA.

{ she drags vee closer by the collar of her robes. she needs to make sure she fucking listens. }

There are more important things to deal with right now. This is NONE of your fucking business. You don't get to control who I do and don't forgive. Fucking- you wanna know why I forgive them?? Because they actually fucking LISTEN TO ME when I say something. I've been through worse than that shit. It was fucking MILD compared to some of the things I've been through. You wouldn't know that though, would you? No, no, no, you would rather yammer on about your own fucking life, your own problems, dump it all on the THIRTEEN YEAR OLD and feel no guilt for it, yeah? Sound fucking familiar? Hah- you'd- you'd rather listen to the fucking CLONE over me! What does that say about how you actually feel? Did you ever actually fucking like me or did you just feel responsible for me in hell because I'm a kid?? Did you just wanna live the childhood you never had vicariously through me or something?? Is THAT it???

v33-r0n-1k-4

. . . she seems shocked

{what can you even say.}

{is she wrong? did you ever listen to her? to anyone? did you ever care about anyone, or were you only trying to make yourself feel better? do you even care. you don't care. you selfish, disgusting, pathetic excuse of a thing. you ignored her. you disregard. she's done so much to care for you and you did nothing in return. you only care about yourself. you only care about what you want. you were trying to do that, weren't you? you. disgusting. vile. thing. you just felt responsible because you saw her as a kid. you only feel bad when it comes back to bite you in the ass. you try and control, to help, and do nothing. you.}

{It was the exact same with Melanie. the exact same with Noob. the exact same with anyone you claimed to care about.}

{You still aren't listening to her, you selfish, disgusting thing. your only caring about yourself. again.}

"... i. i do care. but. i. your right. your fucking right. i don't ever fucking listen to anyone, i deflect and pretend, i... fuck. your right. i don't fucking care. i just do shit to pretend that im a good person. to pretend that i care. i never listen i never help, i never do anything good, or right, or..."

she stops herself. takes a breath, then looks away. unable to meet your gaze from shame. guilt... then forces herself to meet it anyway

"...i didn't listen to you. i just wanted some sort of sense of doing the right thing. i just. i told you stuff that wasn't your problem. i talked over and overlooked you. i fucking. pretended, that maybe if i could let you have the things i never had, i'd be able to find some sense of peace within myself for what had happened to her and what my life's been like and the things that happened to me, and didn't even stop to think about whether you'd want any of that or not"

she's holding herself together by a thread.

"... i do care about you. but i cared too much about the wrong thing. i'm sorry."

from the tone she said it, she doesn't expect to be forgiven.

factswithseesay

{ nnononononnoonnonononononononono no she didnt mean any of it she was just scared and didnt know what to do maybe vee wasnt listening but why would she its- }

{ she needs to fix it she needs to fix everything what has she done vee's gonna spiral into depression again and it'll be her faultnnnoonon whhat if she tries to. }

{ she cant lose her she cant she cant she cant she cant she only has so many people left maybe that selfish but she cant fucking be alone again }

{ she clings to veeronica's waist and starts sobbing her eyes out. she doesn't. have anything else to do. }

imsosorry

i didnt- ididnt mean it i jjust

youmean so much to me i was soscared you were going to leave me

i know it sounds stupid i wasnt thinking

i m so sorry

you werejust worried about me

thats more than i could ever ask for really

youve been a great friend to me im just

fucks wrong with me . .?

{ she clutches vee even tighter, somehow. }

youreforgiven

for all of it

just please dont hate yourself for it

pleasedontleave

v33-r0n-1k-4

...she silently hugs back. should be crying

"... nothing is wrong. i don't think so. you... i get it. i think. being so scared of loosing someone so you lash out. we act stupid. say shit we don't mean just to try and get them to stay."

fucking hell she doesn't deserve this. they're right. she shouldn't have the right to be trying to comfort. shouldn't ve forgiven.

...she lets herself be selfish, for once

"...please don't hate yourself for acting like that. even if i have no right to ask that of you. please dont hate yourself for having an emotional responce."

"i won't leave you."

factswithseesay

{ she takes a shaky breath and loosens her grip on vee. }

that means you gotta give yourself leeway too. please.

we..

{ god she's dreading this part. }

we should probably get back to the issue at hand...

{ she tries to take a peek at doppel-- if they're even still there-- and }

wh- HAH-

Vee- I don't mean to alarm you, but- behind you-!

uhohbaddescision

[they are currently trying to sneak away, the crashout must have made them uncomfortable. When they notice your noticing they snap around to face you]

oh uhm.uhh

[/e wave]

[and now they're right behind Vee]

#I almost reblogged this to the starwalker blog #// the dop. Get silly #< 🫡#•° your sins follow from behind! {interactions}#•° maybe time for a change? {events}#if this sucked it's because I just needed to get somethin out‚‚‚ sorry

factswithseesay

OKAY I'm done thinking about it where are my friends :)

uhohbaddescision

Veronica is currently: in the infinite death loop again

factswithseesay

. did anyone else hear that.

uhohbaddescision

DiD You ForGeT I wAS In My your hEAad ‽¿??‽

please get me out

factswithseesay

YES I FUCKING FORGOT OYUVE BEEN DEAD SILENT FOR A MONTH I THOUGHT YOU DIED

I DONT KNOW HOW TO?? GET YOU OUT?? HOW THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN GET IN IN THE FIRST PLACE??????

I'll go to Sin about it if you want but I'm not even sure they'll know what to do..

uhohbaddescision

I WeNT In TO sEARcH FoR Memories whEn the lobotomy

AND YeAh sUrre Mayb r

v33-r0n-1k-4

...maybe if you reach out, you could get your way out through that. electronics aren't a specialty of yours but, this seems like your best bet.... and possibly your only chance out

uhohbaddescision

OH! ThIS is My SToP!!

[She slides on over to her friend and sits down next to her]

.. You ok?

v33-r0n-1k-4

"...wh... what? S-seesay?... seesays? I... ugh, c-crap my head... o-ow..."

factswithseesay

{ seesay feels like she just fucking Blacked out what the hell was that. }

{ she's. what was she doing. looking for her friends or something?? }

{ . . . ok well she found one but who the FUCKoh thats why. thats why she blacked the fuck out }

is THAT how new sins are made?? (๑•ૅㅁ•๑)

uhohbaddescision

New?? I'm not new? What would make you think that? I'█ n██ █e█.

█ou look a lot like me why are you like that (๑•ૅㅁ°๑)

v33-r0n-1k-4

"...s-seesay-lings? wha? i... fuck, my head feels like it's splittin apart..."

factswithseesay

{ OKAY holy fuck okay the doppel thing can wait what the fuck happened while she wasn't paying attention whg- }

{ didsin do something while she was asleep wh shes only ever seen somethinglikethis before with }

{ DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER what what the fuck does she do about this what does she do what does she do WHAT DOES SHE DO }

Holy- holy FUCK Vee are you okay?? Nonono- clearly not wait- I'm sorry but what- wh- what happened why are you-??????

uhohbaddescision

Vee? VEE? you ok? I mean you clearly aren't but (๑•ૅㅁ°๑)

I uh oh my what do i do (⁠;⁠ꏿ ꏿ⁠;⁠)

[She puts a hand on Vee's shoulder]

Hey hey heyheyhey it's gonna be ok oh that doesn't sound genuine uh OK I know it doesn't seem like it will but trust me I've been through worseit willgetbetterIpromise

v33-r0n-1k-4

"Geughtr;fj wait a sec jus... augh..."

the... intensity of the screen-melt seems to lower and lower until it stops alltogether, though vee still seems a little, uh. disoriented. she looks between the two seesays... Very confused.

factswithseesay

{ give her a sec to process WHAT THE FUCK }

{ she grabs vee by the shoulders and RATTLES her a little bit }

Okay well first of all THAT'S NOT FUCKING NORMAL do we need to take you to Genesis or something?? I dunno what do sinners do when they get a disease??

BUT SECOND.

You CAN'T be acting like- like THIS-

{ she gestures wildly at The Doppel In The Room }

-IS NORMAL??????

Like. Doppel. Whatcha doin' there bud.

uhohbaddescision

D█████? I'm n█t I'm. . . .

[seems like they aren't fully here at the moment]

whaaat the fuck (๑•ૅㅁ°๑) whaaat was that what were we talking aboit

v33-r0n-1k-4

factswithseesay

{ she gives vee an utterly flabbergasted look. }

I????

lobby by the way welcome to the lobby it's okay here but you can't drink the water

Lovingly and with care are these the symptoms of a concussion in a robot?????????????

v33-r0n-1k-4

"...you were keeping someone prisoner in your mind?"

that's the only thing that concerns vee it seems like. apparantly she's just really familar with there just being two ore more of the same person because she is completely unphased by it

uhohbaddescision

They entered my mind willingly to try and find memories or something when I got my memories wiped by sin

[whhhy are they just sharing this like it's an average experience everyone goes through on the average Tuesday]

Eventually the fog cleared but they just couldn't leave and just went silent for like... A month? Hearing them come back was just (๑•ૅㅁ°๑)

#my stupid child #•° your sins follow from behind! {interactions}#•° maybe time for a change? {events}

factswithseesay

OKAY I'm done thinking about it where are my friends :)

uhohbaddescision

Veronica is currently: in the infinite death loop again

factswithseesay

. did anyone else hear that.

uhohbaddescision

DiD You ForGeT I wAS In My your hEAad ‽¿??‽

please get me out

factswithseesay

YES I FUCKING FORGOT OYUVE BEEN DEAD SILENT FOR A MONTH I THOUGHT YOU DIED

I DONT KNOW HOW TO?? GET YOU OUT?? HOW THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN GET IN IN THE FIRST PLACE??????

I'll go to Sin about it if you want but I'm not even sure they'll know what to do..

uhohbaddescision

I WeNT In TO sEARcH FoR Memories whEn the lobotomy

AND YeAh sUrre Mayb r

v33-r0n-1k-4

...maybe if you reach out, you could get your way out through that. electronics aren't a specialty of yours but, this seems like your best bet.... and possibly your only chance out

uhohbaddescision

OH! ThIS is My SToP!!

[She slides on over to her friend and sits down next to her]

.. You ok?

v33-r0n-1k-4

"...wh... what? S-seesay?... seesays? I... ugh, c-crap my head... o-ow..."

factswithseesay

{ seesay feels like she just fucking Blacked out what the hell was that. }

{ she's. what was she doing. looking for her friends or something?? }

{ . . . ok well she found one but who the FUCKoh thats why. thats why she blacked the fuck out }

is THAT how new sins are made?? (๑•ૅㅁ•๑)

uhohbaddescision

New?? I'm not new? What would make you think that? I'█ n██ █e█.

█ou look a lot like me why are you like that (๑•ૅㅁ°๑)

v33-r0n-1k-4

"...s-seesay-lings? wha? i... fuck, my head feels like it's splittin apart..."

factswithseesay

{ OKAY holy fuck okay the doppel thing can wait what the fuck happened while she wasn't paying attention whg- }

{ didsin do something while she was asleep wh shes only ever seen somethinglikethis before with }

{ DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER what what the fuck does she do about this what does she do what does she do WHAT DOES SHE DO }

Holy- holy FUCK Vee are you okay?? Nonono- clearly not wait- I'm sorry but what- wh- what happened why are you-??????

uhohbaddescision

Vee? VEE? you ok? I mean you clearly aren't but (๑•ૅㅁ°๑)

I uh oh my what do i do (⁠;⁠ꏿ ꏿ⁠;⁠)

[She puts a hand on Vee's shoulder]

Hey hey heyheyhey it's gonna be ok oh that doesn't sound genuine uh OK I know it doesn't seem like it will but trust me I've been through worseit willgetbetterIpromise

v33-r0n-1k-4

"Geughtr;fj wait a sec jus... augh..."

the... intensity of the screen-melt seems to lower and lower until it stops alltogether, though vee still seems a little, uh. disoriented. she looks between the two seesays... Very confused.

factswithseesay

{ give her a sec to process WHAT THE FUCK }

{ she grabs vee by the shoulders and RATTLES her a little bit }

Okay well first of all THAT'S NOT FUCKING NORMAL do we need to take you to Genesis or something?? I dunno what do sinners do when they get a disease??

BUT SECOND.

You CAN'T be acting like- like THIS-

{ she gestures wildly at The Doppel In The Room }

-IS NORMAL??????

Like. Doppel. Whatcha doin' there bud.

uhohbaddescision

D█████? I'm n█t I'm. . . .

[seems like they aren't fully here at the moment]

whaaat the fuck (๑•ૅㅁ°๑) whaaat was that what were we talking aboit

#•° your sins follow from behind! {interactions}#•° maybe time for a change? {events}

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