Jin ˚ ཐི♱ཋྀ ˚

„. . . Where do you bury your guilt?" Changing my identity every week. ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

[uisa-sahojeok]

REINTRODUCTION

Layout by @espuwrr

It's freaking adorable!!!

EVEN IF WE BREAK IT’S ALL RIGHT <𝟑 .ᐟ

They died lol

INTRODUCTION POST :

MY FAVORITES:

I like dark teal

I like to draw

I like classic literature

I like jelly donuts

I like to socialize

I like Alien and Zombie Stage, I kin Mizi and Sua

I like Ethel Cain, Mitski, and Adrianne Lenker

저는 저의 하느님께 기도합니다.

WHAT I DO HERE:

Answering questions

Socializing, I love all of you!

Jiraiblogging

Sharing media I co̴n̵sum̴e̴

Spreading negativity

I love getting asks! Ask anything and I'll USUALLY answer.

I use she/they pronouns. Fine with any!!

I go by Ji or Jin,

I am a minor, fifteen

Sophomore slump is hitting me

Okay to pursue, however I am very unstable so be warned.

I also might just not like you ! ! !

Bisexual and a Demi-girl

Bunny trapped in a human's body

Discord: clinicalluridity.9

Pinterest: uisasahojeok

[uisa-sahojeok]

This may become a recurring series

Posting song quotes I resonate with to distract myself from sui ideation 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎

„And I don't mean to make your heart blue, but could we be what we're meant to be? I'm just about to beg you please."

„I'm tired, I'm tired of not loving you."

„Sorry I don't want your touch, it's not that I don't want you."

„I found you, I found the door, but when I stepped through, there was no floor."

„If I leave, somebody else will find you. But who else could love me quite as kindly as you do?"

„Your mother wouldn't approve of how my mother raised me."

„Bring me to your ear you can hear, the tide where I once used to be."

„Mom, I'll be quiet. It would be just to sleep at night, and I'll leave once I figure out how to pay for my own life too."

„And you'd calm down and tell me I was meant for you, baby, being with you makes the flame burn good."

„Just don't leave me alone, wondering where you are. I am stronger than you give me credit for."

„Went to your room thinking maybe you'd feel something, but all I saw was your burning body waiting."

I relate to all these a lot but the red ones really bruise ╥﹏╥)

Mitski can't keep doing this to me

[uisa-sahojeok]

whats ur least favourite colour??

piss yellow

[uisa-sahojeok]

What is your current obsession?

currently obsession

Codependency, yandere, obsessive devotion, gimme gimme

I love mizisua 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

[uisa-sahojeok]

what is a trait of yours that you are currently working on or want to work on?

selfish ╥﹏╥)

I need to start stopping that I think

[uisa-sahojeok]

what aesthetics do you enjoy the most, if it doesnt have a name then show 3 images of it.

ohhhhhohhhh probably something along the lines of coquette or jirai, for me

But I love seeing gyaru and rockstar-gf on other people

[uisa-sahojeok]

Can someone please give me more asks to distract myself from wanting to die? 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎

[haruphetamine]

miscellaneous / slightly nosey ask "game." There is no game these are just questions, honestly.

what fashion style do you wear / would you like to wear?

what aesthetics do you enjoy the most, if it doesnt have a name then show 3 images of it.

dream job?

what do you think sets you apart from other people?

what is a trait of yours that you are currently working on or want to work on?

what ( unnatural or natural ) hair color do you want?

what is a ( school or otherwise ) subject you enjoy?

what do you think are your most defining characteristics?

what is your favorite extinct animal?

what is your favorite homecooked food?

are you good with people?

how much of you is fake online?

what does your routine look like, how much do routines matter to you?

[uisa-sahojeok]

I don't see a point in going in anymore, life is painful 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎

[uisa-sahojeok]

Just so you know, I'd never hurt you like she hurts me 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎

[uisa-sahojeok]

I'd like to think I'm a compassionate person.

I understand we all have our stressor and pains, but do you really have to cross my explicitly stated boundaries?

Why am I always treated like a disappointment whenever I express my suicidal ideation? It's literally getting worse and all you can say is, "Oh wow." And "So then maybe your modification needs to be modified" literally right after I told you it's torturing me.

But sure, go ahead and put me in therapy again and have them all tell you what you're doing wrong, again, just tell them how much you're worried about me then call me a stupid bitch right after.

I'm not even a human to you, just because I'm your daughter doesn't mean I'm a pet. Not in the good way either, like a neglected abused mutt.

Sometime's I wish you would die, and I feel horrible about it. I don't want to hurt you, and I'm not going to, but I wish you didn't exist sometimes.

And I feel like a horrible person for it.

I try, at least. I try not to yell, I try to stay compliant, I try to do everything you tell me, I try to be a good daughter I guess.

Anyways, this is in fact targeted towards my mother.

[sunnyfawn7]

[uisa-sahojeok]

Loving me is like navigating an abandoned site filled with landmines with only a walking stick

But if you love me anyways I'll love you forever ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა

[decayingmelodiesz]

this is probably bad to say but guys look hotter when they are like sobbing or in pain

Like in movies esp 🤤

Like awwwh I'm so sorry you're in excruciating pain ahaha...👀👀👀

[andiforgotwhatstopmeans]

when i first listened to strangers, i interpreted "when my mother sees me on the side of a milk carton in winn dixies dairy aisle, she'll cry and wait up for me" as being about her mother's complacency. i thought she was saying "my mother will be heartbroken and act heartbroken but she wont protect me and thats the way its been my whole life". now i feel like shes saying that her mom will be in denial about her death but i like to see it both ways and maybe thats how its intended. i find it more heartbreaking the first way because when the worst thing happens to her, she cant imagine her mom doing anything but ignoring it

[uisa-sahojeok]

Love my boy best friend ╥﹏╥)

Whyyyy is he like this

Anyways

[uisa-sahojeok]

Question, are you a lesbian? Because you seem like one 🤤

Well for one thing you don't know your grammer, it's actually:

"Question:" That is a colon. Which in this situation is meant to indicate the beginning of a list or an elaboration.

"-one." You need to put a period at the end of your sentence.

Two:

I hope you die slowly ｡°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°｡