ok i'm going to seriously sit down and read this script thru. let's go.
he smokes!!!!!!!!!!! this is SOOOOO important to me. he stops. so he can light a marlboro. he takes a heavy, trembling drag. HE TAKES A HEAVY, TREMBLING DRAG. i'm.
kripke really said, dean's a smoker. amen.
AND he's an alcoholic right off the bat. amen x2
dean offers to drive sam home from college and he's like. "let's smoke." beautiful. this is my dean
"definitely un-p.c." i can definitely see how this man banned umbrellas
kripke is going OFF, "you can take your anemic alternative pop and shove it up your ass" i need to read more kripke scripts after this i am having the time of my life
KRIPKE BANS SEATBELT IN HIS P.C. CAR. NO SEATBELTS. NO UMBRELLAS. JENSEN WENT FROM A MAN WHO BANNED STRAWS TOA MAN WHO BANNED SEATBELTS. anyway
sam refuses obviously. but like. go dean!
the fact that sam suspects that dean is going to "score some drugs" makes me so enamored of dean. this is probably something i should work on in therapy
sam being afraid of dean is like. dean i love u. i know i showed this picture earlier in the post but it's just sooooooo good.
i know that in this script supernatural things are real. i know that. but let's take a moment to live in a world where dean is off his rocker. it's nice, right?
so btw there's an aunt cheryl character. and i just love this. "i think he's sick". yes he is unbalanced yes he believes in ghosts and spooks and maybe. just maybe. he killed dad.
sam is afraid of dean. sam thinks dean killed john. sam thinks. dean killed. john. i literally need this. i need a fic where dean did kill john. i need that soooo badly and i will write it after i get some sleep. u guys i am going to write this
dean is unhinged!!!!!! (yes i know in the script he's not actually unhinged and he's right but that's so much less hot)
they're gonna get you the best help in the world........ you can't make me go, sam........... this dynamic. sam's fear versus dean being genuinely absolutely batshit bananas balls to the wall insane. also yes i know that there are problematic elements to what i'm saying. i am stigmatizing mental illness. but listen. i have such mental illness i think it's okay
i know this is the same as the pilot that aired but like. sometimes supernatural is good actually. you can never go home
and for all i know YOU MURDERED THE MAN. amazing. show stopping. spectacular. chills.
i love this version of john. who's actually called jack i think
anyway and then sam learns that ghosts are real and we lose this really amazing jack harrison and dean harrison personality disorder situation (i can say this bc i have a personality disorder)
but anyway. i am going to write fic about this