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hi, i'm holly and i'm in love with a girl who never seems to fail at capturing my heart, oh yeah, and i'm kinda a geek for punk rock bands and starwars

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Reblog if you are absolutely disgusted by your body

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All my childhood friends got hot and I got mentally ill

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Dress me up to watch me die

PANIC!

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By all means, talk and raise awareness about depression. But please mention:

•Not showering or brushing your teeth for two weeks

•Getting sick from a vitamin D deficiency because you haven’t been outside in a solid month

•Getting lightheaded when you stand up from bed because you’ve been laying down for days

•The body pains

•Shampoo not bubbling because this is the first time you washed your hair in three weeks

•Over stimulation

•Pity from a distance

•'Get over yourself, there’s people *in Africa starving, with cancer, homeless, living in poverty, dying, ect.’

•Massive weight gain

•Massive weight loss

•Both

•Your body literally changing how it looks and deposits fat based on frequent weight gain and loss

•Hair loss

•Zero self esteem

•Breaking out in acne so bad you can’t put your head on a pillow from pain

•Being too depressed to commit suicide

•Self imposed isolation

•Stomach cramps

•Nausea

•Vomiting

•'You’re so dramatic, it can’t be that bad’

If you don’t, I’m not saying you’re not raising awareness, but you definitely need to step up your game

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me: i can’t wait to start my life fresh :) i’m going to better myself and get healthier and invest more of my time in my career and relationships, maybe get a cat maybe a dog…

my bdd: but you can’t sweetie, you’re ugly :)

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mental health

i don't deserve this...

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“holding grudges isn’t good for you” Yeah well neither is people hurting me and getting away w/ it so here we are

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I hope you want to stay for a long time because my heart really likes you

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Yes it is all in my head...That's where my brain is

ultrachemtrash on mental illnesses

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Shout out to the kids who go to school everyday with a mental illness. No one understands how hard it is for you to get out of bed in the morning and come to school. I’m proud of you!

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i hate that you’re so cute and wonderful and you have all the power to ruin me completely

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I fell for the girl with the dark brown eyes.

and I can’t get back up.

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Honestly, I kissed a girl by Katy Perry is phenomenal because it had me screaming gay stuff even before my gay arse consciously knew that I was gay.

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Reblog if it’s okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

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you have me bby :))

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TZU-YU

OH MI GAWD AWW

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Dynasty decapitated you just might see a ghost tonight

go home, you're drunk!

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Why do non-veggiess still think that going against veganism and participating in carnism going to effect vegeterians? Like yeah, it’s gonna make me upset and sad. But I’m still gonna go to bed, get up in the morning, go to school, do my thing. I’M not the one being effected. Animals are. Why do non-vegeterians think that saying or doing shit like “I’m gonna eat five burgers because vegans exist” is actually going to effect the supporters of the movement? Vegeterianism has never been about the veggies. It’s always been about the animals. That’s the whole point. The animals.And secondarily, the environment, human health, human rights and politics/economics (especially food politics and colonialism/capitalism). You can’t hurt vegeterians by saying or doing these shitty actions. You can’t. Unless you are actively attacking a veggie, these actions are ONLY going to effect the animals (and again, environment, health, etc).