"I thought I killed you a long time ago" @uncertain-identity - Tumblr Blog

Theres this really fun game you get to play with yourself. I like to call it, "wait a second- I thought I killed that part of myself a long ass time ago- what are you doing in my house?"

And then you get the chance to do one of two things- push it down as long as possible or make out with it. Both result in another identity crisis.

#intro #therian questioning #otherhearted questioning #mdni

As a kid this is part of what I always wanted to be. Does this say something about me? I dont knoww

#otherhearted questioning #therian questioning #mdni #maximum ride #lowkey

Got petplayed so hard I started to think I had a beak.

#therian questioning #otherhearted questioning #kink does not make this confusion easier #birdplay

My favorite pet name is "birdie"- or "pretty bird"- enough so that I had to make sure my lover knew how much I liked it. And I wonder if this has anything to do with the whole thing or not.

#he's a therian #and I wonder if he suspect anything or believes anything about it himself #I would have a conversation but I've internalized my own embarrassment #can't even ask him abut birdplay #mdni #therian questioning #otherhearted questioning

I feel like kink can make this sort of stuff very confusing. The question is "with" or "as" (as I understand it) but when you desire to act like a bird for the sake of nonsexual petplay- desire to take on that persona for a given time- how can I be for sure that it was merely roleplay or some connection to the deeper self? I am identifying "as" something for the scene given- but what if its just a "with" outside of the scene- what if the identification either way doesnt truly exist outside the scene? What does that say then?

#therian questioning #otherhearted questioning #birdplay #mdni

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