a collection of prompts from collectable memos and notes from the silent hill franchise. content warnings for mental health, suicide mentions & violence. change wording as necessary.
all that remains is despair and a future of meaningless tomorrows.
if you're reading this, it probably means i'm already dead.
one thing i know for sure is that i'm beyond all hope.
i'll take care of you forever. it's my destiny.
i know i'm pathetic, weak. not everyone can be strong.
if i'm only better when i'm drugged, then who am i anyway?
i don't want to cause any more trouble for anyone, but i'm a bother either way.
can it really be such a sin to run instead of fight?
it may be selfish, but it's what i want.
it's just too hard like this. it's just too hard.
the truth can only be learned by marching forward.
the truth usually betrays people.
i wasn't looking for the truth, i was looking for tranquility.
even the most uneducated brute will use what little words he knows to justify himself.
no matter how foul nor loathsome one's own life and existence may be, human nature is abiding.
i do not wish to die. i only wish to return home.
it was neither justice nor retribution.
this is not judgment. they are bloodthirsty and i am their sacrificial lamb!
it's no use worrying over things that have happened in the past.
you've got to get outside and play in the fresh air once in a while, instead of just sitting inside reading difficult books.
whatever happens, don't give up. always try just one more time.
when life is filled with nothing but despair, some people choose to end it all.
please forgive me for not saying goodbye before i left.
i did stupid, dangerous things. i figured it didn't matter since i was going to die anyway, so i went out of my way to invite disaster.
i know i've done a terrible thing to you. something you'll never forgive me for. i wish i could change that, but i can't.
i don't know if you hate me or pity me... or maybe i just disgust you.
i was so angry all the time and i struck out at everyone i loved most.
i can't tell you to remember me, but i can't bear for you to forget me.
you've given me so much and i haven't been able to return a single thing.
when i look at his face, it's like i'm staring at a mask. and there's something underneath, waiting to get out.
they can be killed. just make sure they stay down.
this place... all it's ever brought me is pain and misery.
i warned you before, this is a commitment. i hope you can see this now.
there's bound to be some pain involved. there always is.
i should be happy. but i'm afraid. i'm so afraid.
it feels like something's about to happen. like the last gasp of air before the plunge.
i can't rest. i don't know how anymore.
i am so sorry. i couldn't let them take you.
some things we forget, and some things we can never forget. it's funny... i'm not sure which one is sadder.
all go on only toward death.
i want to hurt you and destroy myself.
you can't know the maddening hunger i've felt in the midst of our kisses, so many of them i've lost count.
what must you think of me? do you hate me? are you afraid?
if you wish, you could destroy me — i wouldn't care.
now i know. i know you're the one i've been waiting for. and haven't you been waiting for me, too?
after all, you and i exist as one.
the world is teeming with unnecessary people.
nothing good will come of this.
i don't want to be a mere bystander in this world.
i love you. i have no doubts about that. that's all i ask you to believe.
everything here is the same, but with you gone, the house is so empty.
i'm struggling to find the right words. my body was broken and now you've broken my heart, too.
i loved you unconditionally, gave you everything i had. i thought you loved me, too.
i want to share one more memory with you, while i still can.
only time will tell who has the will to live.
i have failed, and they know it. they blame me. they should.
mistakes needn't haunt you forever.
you alone decide your fate.
i've been living a lie, and it's time to wake up from the nightmare.
i've given all i can possibly give.
forgiveness? you have the balls to ask me for forgiveness?
how can i possibly forgive you when you've destroyed everything i had left in this world?
don't call me. don't write. i never want to see you again.
you don't even care. i'm invisible to you.
i want to experience true beauty, if only for a moment.
i can't take much more of this. i wish you and i could run away together.
nothing matters anymore. i'm just crawling through life.
you have to look after yourself now. i won't be there to drag you to safety when you fall.
when everyone is beneath you, there's no longer anyone to talk to as an equal.
all you do is get in the way. get lost. or at the very least, shut your trap and stop bothering others.
i will destroy you. i'm going to beat you bloody, then tear you limb from limb.
i should have never pretended to be something i wasn't.
they know the truth — that i am friendless in the truest sense of the word.
how long are you going to keep living for? you're already dead!
i am yours, body and soul. do you want my liver? my kidneys? my still-beating heart? i'll crack open my ribs and pull it out for you, if that's what you want.
around here, once rumors spread, people will never look at you the same again.
i hate the dark. it reminds me that i'm all alone.
everyone's always telling me that i'm a little weird. that i'm a bit strange.
if you betray me, you'll pay. i'll make you pay and regret ever hurting me. got it?
you can go and die if you want! don't drag me down with you!
i still have trouble believing it. how could things turn out this way?
apologize. if you don't, i will never, ever forgive you.
you understand exactly how i feel, even though we haven't seen each other in years.
i see you every time i close my eyes, so i have nothing to be afraid of. i can handle whatever comes my way.
i haven't gotten a wink of sleep in days. i keep doubting my own sanity.
i'm sorry. something urgent came up, so i can't come with you.
the view's great, isn't it? i've always wanted to see it with you.
this is our own private sanctuary. we don't need anyone else.
i won't let anyone or anything hurt you anymore. i'll protect you until the end of time itself.
you've come such a long way. you're doing so well!
what can i do to make you forgive me?
how dare she make me feel like i'm nothing! like i'm a nobody!
i didn't care what the other people thought about us, because as long as i could spend time with you, that was all i needed.
so, you did remember. well, that makes me feel very special.
i know you're going through a rough time right now. and you must be in so much pain.
i'm glad to hear that you're trying to stay positive. and remember, i'll always be here for you if you need anything.
i thank you for your divine revelation. your will shall be done.
i guess i'm getting what i deserve.
this is not the world you know.
