Aaaaaa!!!!! You're back!! We're so happy to see you again! Take your time with the chapters and try not to take on too much
I am so sorry to constantly hound you with these songs but I had more songs that reminded me of your story and I could not be silenced.
(also, side note; I hope you know that 'Our Last Chance' takes place in the same universe as @/dickmedowndc 's 'Future Worries' & 'Future Comforts' in my mind)
Sonfs that make me think of Bart and BlueJay's romance (BartJay? Blue Allen? BluePulse?):
- look I'm a swift centralist but
- "once believed love would be black and white but it's golden like daylight"
- Bluejays examples of love being their parents (both black coloured costumes) & Barbara and dick (who's love was itself black and white, and the whole thing that brought Bart and them together was trying to fix it). Then to say love is golden bc gold is Bart's colour!!! To say it's daylight bc they live in Gothamn and work at night and even when it's day it's usually cloudy and he brings them daylight!!
You matter to me (Sara Bareilles)
- just thinking thoughts about being a hero and willingly stretching yourself thin and constantly sacrificing yourself for the better good
- "I could find the whole meaning of life in those sad eyes, they've seen things that you'll never quite say but I hear, come out of hiding I'm right here beside you, and I'll stay there as long as you'll let me"
- thinking about how Bluejay is of a lot of different kids and their definitely loved but it's easy to get lost and just be your role in the family instead of just yourself. They didn't have the best models of how to be emotionally mature so they probably hide their feelings and opinions for the greater good of their city and so they don't burden their family. But Bart sees them and they feel they can be themself with him
- "it's addictive the minute you let yourself think, the things that I say just might matter to someone, all of this time been keeping my mind on the running away, and for the first time I think I'd consider the stay"
- thinking about Bart painting himself as the funny one for the sake of others and he is of course more and thought of & loved as more but it can get into your head that you're not really considered or taken seriously, and it's hard to let yourself be vulnerable. And then Bluejay who takes him so seriously and genuinely admires him as a hero and as a person and values his input so fiercely
At my back (Madds Buckley)
- "if you're the rain, I don't wanna be the stormy weather clouds you leap from when you touch the ground I'd rather splash with you"
- Gotham is rainy & stormy, and Bart doesn't want to be the city they serve but the one that catches them when they need to escape from it all
- also the literal interpretation of Bluejay jumping off a building and Bart running up the side to catch them
- "when you're near, rain is gone and skies are clear, who needs the sun to shine when you can smile wider than the sky?"
- I am really into this metaphor of Bart being the sun in Bluejays cloudy Gotham sky, alright?
- "but if you're the left shoe, I can't be the right, I'm just another pair that's just a little tight when I get moody" :'(
Smitten (Leanna Firestone):
- I have no reason other than the vibes
- "you smiled and it was the most beautiful thing that I'd ever seen and, then you apologised, and you covered your mouth because you're insecure about your crooked teeth, but - can I just say this? I'm kinda glad that you never got braces, because I like your smile just the way it is"
God and the government (Leanna Firestone)
- ThisonethisonethisonethisoneTHISONE
- Listen I am a diehard Leanna Firestone fan until I die so I may be biased but this is THEM.
- "I'll paint the pocket fence white, put it up myself, say 'i can do it alone', you'll tell me 'you know' but you'll still help" - Bluejay trying to salvage their family after Nightwing left & wanting to do it alone but Bart doesn't let them, not because he doubts them but because he loves them!!!:
Grow as we go (Ben Platt)
Strawberry Mentos (Leanna Firestone)
Helicopter (Maisie Peters)
Running home to you (Grant Gustin)
I choose you (Sara Bareilles)
Songs for Nightwing and Bluejay:
Sign of the times (Harry Styles):
- "you can't bribe the door on your way to the sky" Bluejay trying to fix something through extreme means
- "we never learn we've been here before" Nightwing and Batmans relationship being constantly strained
- "stop your crying, baby, it will be alright" Nightwing trying to comfort Bluejay and Bluejay trying to protect Nightwing from crying
Running up that hill (Kate Bush):
- "it's you and me, you won't be unhappy"
- "let me steal this moment from you now"
- Bluejay trying to help Nightwing be happy but doesn't realise that it's by (in their mind) taking away a moment that hurt him, but doesn't realise they're stealing a moment that isn't theirs to decide if he needs or not
- "if I only could, I'd make a deal with god, and I'd get him to swap our places"
- Bluejay is making a deal with the universe trying to fix everything. In doing so they're swapping places with Nightwing as the emotional labourer of the family supporting everyone else at their own expense. Because they grew up with Dick and they know that the family needs a Nightwing
Here I am (The Crane Wives):
- "they ask why I bother, the answer is simple, my father, his father" (my brother, my father or my mother, my father)
- "hold me like water" Bluejay trying to hold onto everything for Nightwing, and therefore trying to hold onto Nightwing, feeling like it's futile and it's all slipping away
- "or christ hold me like a knife" hold me as a weapon if it means you'll hold me, but hold me at a distance because you know I could hurt you on accident. I can't put into words how it would work for them yet but believe me I will find a way
- "were born at night, so much of our lives, is just carving through the dark, to get so far, and the hardest part, is who we are, it's who we are"
- "you and I burned out our steam, chasing someone else's dream" Nightwing who was the first to become robin and first to leave it, who spent so much of his life accompanying Batman and changing his persona to fit what Batman didn't have, as a hero and as a father to his children. Bluejay who is trying to chase Nightwings happiness
-"when you moved to Chicago, you were spinning out, when you don't know who you are, you fuck around and find out... You were happy, and I wasn't surprised" Nightwing becoming Nightwing and moving to Boudhaven and being happy finding himself
- "it feels good to be known so well, I can't hide from you like I hide from myself"
- "I remember who I am when I'm with you, your love is tough your love is tried and true blue"
you sent this so long ago i’m so sorry i’m just now answering it 😭😭 i think part of me felt bad posting about the story before i had something concrete more to post you know? i am genuinely back on my game now though,trust 🫡🫡
okay first piece of business, i think we have a winner with “bluepulse”!! it clicks for me and i love it omg
alright second off, i’m gonna read those fics this weekend and i will get back to you with my thoughts but my interest is so piqued! nothing gets my fire going like connecting universes between fanfics
i love when you give me song quotes so much!! i love that life isn’t grey but love is golden it’s just beautiful wording. blue jay needs to start spending more time in literally any other city with literally any other super couple 😭😭
reading the sad eyes quote immediately got me thinking of dick. like, bluejay may be finding most of her hope through bart but she’ll be damned if doesn’t catch a little spirit from knowing she’s helping dick and her family. she might always be worried about being a burden but at the end of the day she almost likes the feeling of being burdened herself as weird or sad as that might sound? because at least it gives her an important role. and that applies to bart too, i mean he came here for one specific reason but he’s slowly finding more reasons to stay
bart being blue jay’s sunshine is so real though, like who even cares if it’s raining as long as i’m here with you. hell, maybe we’ll even see a rainbow because you just shine that bright. and if the city can’t be her escape then they’ll be each other’s escape, i love this interpretation!!
bart being smitten over bluejay is a top tier vibe i fully understand you here
tell me why god and the government is basically my plot in song form omg. if i ever make an official playlist for this story just KNOW that song is going on it for sure
GRANT GUSTIN MENTIONED !!!! i recently got his autograph at galaxycon, best $120 ever spent
harry styles will always have the best quotes i love him, i feel like bluejay would totally get caught listening to these same songs in universe
“let me steal this moment from” in a positive way is bluejay’s whole mood throughout this yes!!! and you are so 100% right bluejay would switch places in a heartbeat if she could
i LOVE LOVE LOVE the crane wives hell yeah!! i haven’t heard that song yet but i can guarantee i will be listening to it tonight
i love hozier too so i love the songs you’re picking here 💪🏼💪🏼 “you and i burned out our dream, chasing someone else’s dream” is my favorite pick from those quotes i think
“it feels good to be known so well, i can’t hide from you like i hide from myself” i imagine that’s what bluejay would say if she had actually managed to find dick after he ran off to bludhaven
once again thank you for enabling me on this rollercaoster journey of me trying to write a full fanfic 🫡🫡