Sam

Hi!

[unicornrainbowbutt]

To my abuser

I hate you. I hate you so much that even the act of actively hating you annoys me, because you do not deserve a single millisecond of my brain-activity. I genuinely hope you die, sad and alone, without being able to hurt another soul on this planet. May your death be filled with the pain you bestowed upon others. May you feel every second of it. May your legacy be forgotten. Nothing and no one left on this earth to remember you. May your body become as your soul already is: less than dust. Now leave me. May the memory of the pain you caused me be erased from my brain. May I live a long and fruitful life without another thought of you and the pain you caused. May I be successful, despite your best efforts of keeping me down. I have won.

[unicornrainbowbutt]

Calm your t....

I got mad this morning. I got mad while looking in to my mirror, standing in front of my closet. My literal closet.

I got mad while putting on my brand new dress. A dress with all the colors of the rainbow. My happy dress if you will. Still, I got mad.

Don't worry, I will get to my point now. See, the reason I got mad is that you saw my bra. So, I put on a different bra.. and another... and another. I even tried taking of my bra but then you would be able to see the side of my boob. And this, this is when I got mad. Did I change my boob-hiders 4 times because I cared if they were visible? No way!

I changed my bra 4 times because yesterday a female coworker came up to me at work, saying she could see a part of my bra through the gap between my buttons. She warned me it might be offensive or inappropriate to our male clients.

I got so mad this morning because I could not wear my happy rainbow dress, afraid that I would send the wrong signal. I got mad because I don't think it is fair that I should worry about sending the wrong signal with a tiny part of my bra. Which, by the way, is an actual garment that looks nothing like my nipple.

I thought it unfair and wanted to change the world... And in my head, I did.

And, after changing the world in my head, I put on a black shirt with a high neckline and walked out of the door. Into what is reality (for now)

[unicornrainbowbutt]

"We accept the love we think we deserve"

I have something to get of my chest.

I was bullied.

Yes, I was bullied relentlessly in high school, but that is not what I am talking about. It is what happened afterward.

I started dating this guy and it was great; for one year. It started out slowly: Telling me I was not funny. Saying I just wasn't that smart. Telling me I looked like a nerd or an owl when I wore my glasses. Telling me I should watch what I eat, more and more. He told me what I could and could not wear. He forbade me to befriend guys, got mad when I even talked to one. It got worse. He asked why I had to eat "every day", why I could not get a thinner ass. Girls with anorexia could do it, right? So why couldn't I??

You're probably wondering why the hell I would stay with a person like that. Well, it's complicated. First of all, it sneaks up on you. It's someone who you love, who supposedly loves you back. They probably just want the best for you right? Right?! Also, after hearing those things for years in high school, I was kind of used to it. If you hear something enough times, it becomes the truth.

But it wasn't. It is not the truth. He wasn't just looking out for me. Maybe he loved me in his own twisted way, but I deserve better. It took me almost 5 years to realise that.

"We accept the love we think we deserve". Think about that. Because sometimes, we just deserve better.

[polebunyan-deactivated20181114]

[00mystie-blog]

I…

[stickynotes10]

i don’t know why but i feel VERY compelled to reblog this

[unicornrainbowbutt]

Clarinet goals

[i-want-spankings-deactivated201]

[i-want-spankings-deactivated201]

This is possibly the coolest video I’ve ever taken.

[mygirlsaremollymarylucy]

wow I love this!!

[pissed-wav]

This is so good for my anxiety

[uniofadifferentcolor]

I’ve reblogged this so many times

[alritepetal]

View this post on Instagram

a little something something to brighten everyone’s day

[steviepsyclone]

Quality post

[best-shower-thoughts]

Social media has allowed all the individual village idiots to unify under one banner. (source)

[unicornrainbowbutt]

Oh look. It's the banner.

[dabsquat]

[unicornrainbowbutt]

I call this piece: "My Life"

[ithelpstodream]

[thedebatersbroomcloset]

My life has had no greater joy than knowing elephants think I’m cute 

[poemswords]

[sgtscyther]

[unicornrainbowbutt]

Christmas dinner with the family

[harrystylesdildo-deactivated201]

When he say he gonna eat ya ass and you aint showered yet

[fonzworthcutlass]

I’ll see yall in church

[harrystylesdildo-deactivated201]

When yall see each other in church the day after he ate ya dirty ass

[kimreesesdaughter]

This is STILL my favorite post on this entire site.

[misfithustle]

I worry about you all

[wiszvnheimer]

Classic😂😂

[unicornrainbowbutt]

I'd say y'all need Jesus, but I don't trust any of you around him.

[imstunning]

reblog if ur a fish whore

[sexycraisinthanos]

[fidds6]

Do you ever wonder if one day someone would love one of your quotes so much that they get it tattooed on their body?

[unicornrainbowbutt]

Oh man if I didn't care about anything I would totally tattoo this post on myself.

[best-shower-thoughts]

Wikipedia: “Many citizens of North Korea may be unaware of the existence of the Internet.” - If they ever found the internet today, it would literally be like time traveling from the 80s and coming to 2017. (source)

[unicornrainbowbutt]

Yeah well... They are also unaware about the existence of freedom of speech, so there's that.

[nodded]

“P.S.: It doesn’t seem fair that only gay people have to come out.”

Love, Simon (2018) dir. Greg Berlanti

[arabwife]

Don’t ever beg for a friendship or relationship with anyone. If you don’t receive the same efforts you give out.. lose that contact b