Isn't This Just Great?
needs to be in bed in 6 hours to get up fucking early
suffering with insomnia
needs to be out of the house by 6 in the morning
going to a noisy house
will not get sleep forever
says that going to read manga all night. Tablet gets confiscated
suffers with panic attacks before midnight
argues with grandparents but they don't believe it happens
They were not the victims of an attempted rape
Tell me to just 'forget about it' and 'be friends' with the person that tried to rape me
Goes to aunt and tells her; she can't do anything because of legal guardian crap
Makes a gash in the arm by scissors purposely
takes it as 'Oh I fell on the concrete' when it's clear
Grandparents don't give a damn about it
reopens the wound multiple times
still don't care
gets kicked out of counseling
counselor spies on me for 120 days without my knowledge of knowing and I didn't sign up for it.
lies to the counselor, saying that I've never cut myself again
counselor doesn't listen 89% of the time
counselor tries to get me into a mental institution
grandparents refuse
Yeah, they think I don't need any help yet they give me no fucking support at all. When I tell my sister that I cut myself, she tells my grandmother who holds me for two seconds, tells me to never cut myself again, ever ever ever. I say that it's hard to stop, they call bullshit. When it truly is.
Yeah.... I think my depression has gotten worse since I've left. But hey, tomorrow's christmas and I get new video games so at least I'll be sorta distracted over them.
