Rants rants RANTS

Title pretty much says it all. Sometimes I feel the urge and creativity to write, so if you've got anything you'd like me to try, feel free to ask. Open for movie/show recommendations. Any interaction from you guys means the world to me. <3

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1x3 "Dead in the water"

I can't handle Dean being sweet and good with kids, not after Jack aghhh

This rewatch reminds me just how much I missed that Dean.

Like yes, older Dean is daddy, but rn he's so boyfriend coded ughh

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1x2 "Wendigo"

Fuck, how good the early season vibe is 🧎🧎

The music, the car scenes, the car sounds, DEANNNNN, Sam's haircut...

I missed my funny lil cuties. But I'm also quite torn 'cause I looooove love love Purgatory and Demon Dean. He's js hotter when he's insane.

But early seasons Dean is so damn pretty what the hell. The man ages finer than wine though.

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1x1 "Pilot"

My Chuck, being back here brings me joy and hate. They were so adorable and brotherly and happy and just little cuties.

Plus the first minutes already hit like hell, knowing Jess is dying, plus the monologue in the death scene in season 15 where Dean said he debated for hours wheter he should actually ask Sam for help?! KNOWING HE ACTUALLY WAITED FOR HOURS??

It just feels so different to know Dean wasn't just showing up for shits and giggles, cause let me be honest, that's the vibe he gave me the first time watching.

I'm just saying I miss my babies.

And imma go be feral over Wendigo Dean now, byeee <3

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Alright guys, I need some advice from the Doctor who fandom.

Where the fuck do I start??😭

Should I watch the whole thing from '63 to now? If not which Doctor is the best? What do I watch? In what order do I watch?

I'm just really damn confused, any kind of help is appreciated <3

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15x20 "Carry on"

'The only people I'd ugly cry about if they died are Dean and Cas'

Well shit. Guess who has been shitting tears.

Couldn't have made that death scene any longer, huh?!

But is Cas in heaven too? Are Dean and Cas and Sam and everyone else happy together now??? I need to know. I crave it. Also that damn dog. Don't give me fluffy happy Dean with a dog for one fucking episode.

Should've known though. It's always my favorites.

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15x19 "Inherit the earth"

Why is there another episode :(

I don't wanna play this game anymore. They better not fuck this episodes happy ending up.

Also pls tell me Jack brought Cas back cause Cas and Dean are like the only two characters I'd ugly cry about if they died. (Yes I have already cried multiple times these last 15 seasons, I need therapy after this)

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15x18 "Despair"

NO NOT CAS

WHAT THE FUCK

I thought this was gonna be a 'pain and suffering until the end but a happy ending' show??😭

Guess I was wrong as shit.

Oh and the handprint on Dean's shoulder/arm?? Don't do that. Don't make fucking season 4 references when I'm emotionally dying wtf.

And Sam and Eileen ughh they could've all been so happyyyy. And now it's all fucking gone.

Well, no, now that I think about it, they can still kick Chuck's ass and bring everyone back in the next two episodes (Dean better fucking tell Cas he loves him too)

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15x17 "Unity"

Noooo c'mon, I wanted to see more Amara not more Chuckkkk

Either way, why is he so damn good at manipulating it's infuriating.

Still wanna see Dean with Amara. I just love her.

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15x15 "Gimme shelter"

I will always and forever love Amara.

Like yeahh, I know, she was the bad guy and all (maybe still is, idk, hopefully not) but her chemistry with Dean gives me life.

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15x9 "The trap"

Way to break my heart you little shit.

This reminds me so much of that "I'm not a violent dog. I don't know why I bite" AND IT'S FUCKING KILLING ME!!

Also I love Jensen's acting so fucking much. He does such great facial expressions and he tells so much with his eyes, it's so gooooood ahhgggg

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15x8 "Our father who aren't in heaven"

YASSSS ROWENA FUCKING QUEEN OF HELL!

Kind of random how they just brought back Adam after like ten years but alright 😭

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15x7 "Last call"

Gosh, there's so much to unpack. For starters, why the fuck did the writers decide to do what they did with this episode? What was the fucking point of bringing a dude from Dean's past into it, just to give him no actual depth and make him the bad guy?? Like what?!

Just more trauma for our fav traumatized dude or what? Is it fucking Chuck's fault? Idk anymore. I'm about as confused as Dean.

Also, I miss Belphegor. He had little screentime but he slayed every second. And Alexander Calvert did it so fucking good.

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15x3 "The rupture"

NOT ROWENA MY BABYGIRLLLL

Dean is back in his mean alcoholic mindset, worse than ever, fuck that too. No reason to be that pissed at Cas, my guy.

But jesus fucking Christ, the last four episodes have already cracked my brain, I fear this show will actually break me emotionally.

I've watched sad shit, but this is starting to get personal.

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15x1 "Back and to the future"

I love whatever demon is possessing Jack. It's such a fucking icon already. Kinda weird seeing Jack down bad for Dean, but same, love, same.

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14x20 "Moriah"

Guys what the actual fuck??😭

Normally when there's a villain I'm like "yeahhh, they're getting fucked anyway." But I was already worried with Jack going darkside.

BUT FUCKING CHUCK???

I fear this time Team free will 2.0 might actually be cooked.

Now listen, I've seen spoilers that one of the big ones dies. And I am, in fact, gaslighting myself into thinking the post was just about one of these times when they die and come back. Imma be delusional.

And if one of them dies, I'm actually gonna cry. (Even more if a certain someone doesn't finally do something about their infatuation with another certain someone)

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14x17 "Game night"

nahhh, if Jack killed Mary, he's cooked.

I don't wanna see a Destiel divorce fight over their child though. That's just heartbreaking.

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14x13 "Lebanon"

Nahhh that episode had me like "FUCK NO NOT HIM"

I'm sorry, but what the actual fuck do they mean when they say they forgive John??? That's so fucked up.

"Yes you made some mistakes"

SOME?

Nah nah nah.