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what if i never saw you again i'd die right next to you in the end

[kosmogrl]

[girlmostlikely]

Me, still insane: I used to be sooo crazy

[javarisx-fightingthosedemons]

[beholdapalehors-e-deactivated20]

and i wanna make her feel like an 11 because thats whAT YOU MFKIN ARE

[softdisturbances]

paramore - caught in the middle

[quetiapine19-deactivated2024011]

The 4 BPD subtypes

There are 4 borderline personality disorder subtypes: impulsive, discouraged, self-destructive, and petulant. IMPULSIVE subtype: These people struggle with impulsivity the most. This can look like binge eating, overspending, unprotected sex, drinking under the influence, alcoholism, gambling, drug use, outbursts, physical fights, yelling fits, breaking things. People with this subtype may appear energetic, flirtatious, charismatic, motivating. DISCOURAGED/QUIET subtype: These people may keep their emotions inside and express harm to themselves rather than other things/people. Instead of yelling at others they may indulge in self harm behaviors. People with this subtype may be clingy, feel empty or lonely most of the time, be perfectionists, engage in self harm or suicide behaviors, codependant, have anger and emotional mood swings if abandonment issues get triggered. SELF-DESTRUCTIVE subtype:

These people have increased euphoria, a decrease need for sleep, increase in energy. (Self-destructive bpd subtype is not the same as mania, so speak to your doctor about this if you relate to this subtype). People with this subtype may abusive substances like alcohol or/and drugs, indulge in adrenaline-seeking behaviors without thinking of consequences, self harm - burning, cutting, hitting themselves, threats of suicide. PETULANT subtype: These people have severe mood swings - can go from sad to euphoric in minutes, feel unworthy and unloved, have an unhealthy desire for control. People with this subtype are irritable, stubborn, passive-aggressive, struggle in relationships, struggle with substance abuse. People who have borderline personality disorder can sometimes relate to just one subtypes, sometimes all of them. You don't have to feel like you have to fit into a category - there are many different ways bpd can manifest and not everyone with bpd is going to be the same way.

[unreal-expectations]

petulant subtype here 🙋🏻‍♀️

[sickdelights-deactivated2023091]

Minor inconvenience:

Me: how about i end up in the fucking hospital how about that

[jiniwithoutthex]

I want to look as sick as I feel. so they know it's real

[unhinged-hinge]

Why does my brain gotta be so dramatic like shut up and sit down we’re all sick of your shit already

[deyanka]

ngl tumblr je jediný kúsok internetu ktorý ma poslednú dobu nevytáča

alebo inak povedané

asi som už stará

[thehowlingowl-deactivated202309]

hw // vent

[rains-of-words]

“These moments will be stories someday.”

— Unknown (via perfectquote)

[rains-of-words]

“Never dim your light just because others think you’re too bright.”

— 10/14/20, anastasiasyah (via anastasiasyah)

[invisiblebeesstuff]

'Love like that doesn't go away. It just sits in your chest and waits for you to die.'

Sirius Black, The Debt of Time

[addictivities]

Do you ever go “ wow ok” and shut down entirely

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

here 🕳 have a void to scream into

[rains-of-words]

“We’re all broken inside.”

— Unknown (via thebrokenquotes)

[rains-of-words]

“It’s good that you can still feel pain, my dear. Because to feel pain is to be alive.”

— 10/13/20, anastasiasyah (via anastasiasyah)