Letters Left Unsent.

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Do you think that when Jesus took his last breath on the cross, he wondered why him?

Do you think when Mary gave birth to her son, she looked into his eyes and apologized?

Do you think when Joseph raised Jesus like his own, he felt that he was his true father?

Do you think after Jesus’s resurrection, the first thing he thought was to wish he hadn’t been revived?

Do you think Judas regretted it?

Do you think Judas looked back at the tomb after Jesus was resurrected?

Do you think that the night after Jesus went to heaven with his father, Jerusalem fell silent?

Do you think Mary mourned for her child?

Do you think Jesus stood in his tomb after his resurrection on the third day, reluctant to go out again?

[unsent-l3tters]

Nvm y’all were back onto our regularly scheduled posts about love! He responded 😍

[unsent-l3tters]

Why are you down there? He’s not going to respond, not for a good long while.

He’s not going to hear you. But you don’t care, this ritualistic thing you do with him…

God, you’re hopeless. But he’s all you’ve known, so you continue to sit there and wait for a response.

I suppose I’ll sit with you. You’re gonna be waiting a while, you’ll need company.

[unsent-l3tters]

Sometimes I wish I were a woman. Not that I don’t enjoy being the man I am today, or that I have any desire to detransition into a woman. I just wish it was easier on you to love me. So it’d be societally acceptable for you to love me, so you wouldn’t have to hide our relationship.

And I bet you wish the same, that I was a woman.

But I’m no woman. I’m not much of a man either, am i?

I’m just someone… someone who questions your love every day.

Someone who doesn’t deserve you.

Someone who shouldn’t exist.

[unsent-l3tters]

When he says I love you but younger me wrote

“And if the cold embrace of death were to take me before we meet, do not mourn me. For I will find a way back to you, through eons, galaxies, anything. I would throw away my chance at heaven to be with you. For a heaven without you is worse than a hell with you.”

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Why’re all the posts on #mlm yearning horny??? Like can y’all just yearn for LOVE? Not sex? The struggles of being a sex repulsed person :(

[unsent-l3tters]

“I love you, with all my heart. And I mean that. Every step you take on this earth, I cherish. You’re my everything. There’s so much I could say, yet not enough. You’re my first real love, and hopefully my only. You hurt me sometimes, your words or- more so lack there of. But, I love you regardless. Your beauty is that in which I don’t deserve to bear witness. I will forever be happy you chose me. If only you had the time to speak with me more. Your absence brings anxiety… I wish it didn’t. I pray for the day our distances close, and I can finally be let into your embraced though— I have a feeling you might not desire that as much as me. Which is okay, of course. You have a life outside of me, though I might not be able to say the same. Sometimes I think you don’t love me as much as you say you do. Logically, I know it’s not true. But it’s still feels somewhat truthful.”

- unsent letters. Written 10:13 pm, Sunday.