kai

[inactive] multifandom internet artist

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1x banner - they're forever a grackle in my eyes

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sad post, just wanted to put my thoughts somewhere people can see them [tw: animal death]

a month ago, on july 30th, a cat showed up on our porch

this happens a lot, there's been about 4/5 generations of cats in our neighborhood - she was different though, she was really trusting of us. we thought she was about one year old, since she wasn't as big as a full grown cat but she definitely wasn't a kitten. we named her basil

she didn't show back up for a while, but around mid august (about the 13th I think) she came back, this time on our backyard

since then she's always been there, only disappearing for at most a day or two - she brought a friend too, we called them sage. sage was a lot shyer, they stayed towards the back on some lawnmowers usually. sometimes they were in the middle of the backyard but they always ran behind the fence when we got close

yesterday, when basil came by, she layed down in our garage, and didn't move. didn't eat, didn't drink

today, she did the same, but this time she had flies all around her

two hours ago (8pm my time), we found her next to the gate motionless but breathing just the slightest bit. according to my mom (I went back inside to get my sibling and stayed inside the rest of the time) she had blood coming out of her nose and mouth

they put her in a big circular container we had shaped like a frog on a towel so she wouldn't be in the dirt

I wanted to do something, I really did. but im only a kid — we don't have enough money to spend on whatever vet care she would've needed and. I think by the time she came yesterday it was already too late

this is. my first direct experience with death, of losing someone I care about

last year my great grandmother died, but I never met her so. I was pretty neutral about it

but. I knew basil. even if only for a month- I knew her. and. now she's gone. and I can't change that.

it's. a lot to deal with. so. typing it out helped a little. not much, I mean- im crying right now but hey it's something

this was the first time she showed up, back in july

the one in the third photo is my sibling

these are from friday, 2 days before this all happened

a drawing I made for her, to help cope

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hey guess who's back

yapping / explaintion below:

school kinda fucked my motivation for a bit but I'm fine now !! anyway here's oliver and eli (kind of an oc ? he's just like. a manifestation of the fuckass personality oliver adopts sometimes in s2)

made this in addition to an animatic I'm working on - you heard right, an ANIMATIC !! ABOUT WTDW !!! IN THE YEAR 2025 ?? WHO WOULD HAVE GUESSED !!!! but yeah it's been fun so far ! excited to share when it's done

I fucking hate this guy !! he's so stupid !!!! /affectionate

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hello once again wtdw fans, this time I bring norman as several tetos - part one out of like two

extreme yapping + sketch underneath: you've been warned !!

sketch !! wowie the difference is CRAZY !!

anyway yap time ^^ so norman is like. my favorite character in all of fiction ever. why ? I don't know, my brain just kinda attached to him and now he's my blorbo - teto is also one of my blorbos, and the fact they're getting more attention makes me really happy !! there are so many cool teto songs now,, and for some reason I feel like norman would also. like teto. why ? no idea. is it maybe because I like teto ? probably- but this is my new headcanon + I've drawn him as teto before so. might as well do it again !!

I wanted to do all the tetos I had planned in one drawing but uhm uhh.. it's like 1am and I have school today so. no - also there's too many I might actually die if I tried that

bonus fact: I made one side of his hair a bit like tetos drills !! the opportunity was there and like. you can't not do it, it fits so well how could I resist - it's not exact cause I didn't want it too obvious but it's there if you look close enough

now, drawing norman as teto begs the question: what vocaloid would andrew be. this is a question I've struggled to answer for like. hours. I need to know.

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any ib fans still out there

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this is their dynamic

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animated attack,, going to sleep for a bajillion years

thumbnail + video here if you wanna. watch it again I guess

oh yeah the attack itself is here

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my stuff from the art bash !! it was super fun to be apart of and hopefully I'll be able to join for any more !!!

also I may have been the one drawing widget saying brainrot words lmao

bonus:

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pen connors doodles from yesterday because oh my god they were done SO DIRTY in canon - most of these aren't colored (properly, at least) because im lazy

mini yap session up ahead:

okay so. I wish we got to see more of pen ?? we got two or so scenes with em and BAM killed off - like that's so mean ??? also I feel like hayden didn't get a lot of time to really process the fact two of his friends fucking died in front of him ? it felt a little rush but I understand how that happened so im not that mad

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also I think pen may be my new favorite character he's so fun to draw ?? friendship ended with norman lastname now pen connors is my best friend

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HAPPY late BIRTHDAY RAIN !! it only took 8 hours and one redo of the colors to finish

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MWHAHAHAHA TAKE THIS @agenteighter !!

yeah it's a mass attack with ALL of your characters mwheheh im so evil - anyway go attack them go do it it'd be so funny

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bbb artfight attacks I've done so far,,

you can go look at my profile here

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quick video just to have something out before I fully commit to artfight for the rest of the month

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hey gang !! I'm doing artfight again this year !!! my profiles over here

below are some of the refs I've done (not all)

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heyyy guys so you know how I said there would probably be more voltron legendary defender art because im hyperfixating on it ? I lied. it's all matt, all I've done is draw matt - I mean there's some pidge but it's mostly matt I think I have a problem

matt kinsona.. I'm going CRAZY over this guy pleas help

putting the rest under here because holy is there a lot

traditional stuff

I put matt on my siblings dry erase calendar

some magma stuff here

pidge jumpscare

they're matching !! how fun

finally some expression practice because I can and also I love him ily matt /platonic

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yayayay !! vid new is out !!

this is a silly compilation of clips from the event @ / agenteighter held !! it was super fun

also this is part 1 because capcut struggled processing just this bit

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"how.. foolish."

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