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Mucho luego Charly. :)

¡Un té y un sándwich por favor!

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Imagining myself w another lover on motorcycle naked,feeling the hot sun on our skin,bare skin on leather seat,sweating,weeting,cuming,rubing

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Wanting to do sport,wanting to move this cell pole of a body,making it in action,wanting also this back to be less painfull when standing too long in the same position.

I hate to know that normally the surgery I've been uped to did not erase the pain,it is less painfull yes but it's another way of pain I am feeling now wish sucks so bad..

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The violence is never ending

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It was TDOV yersteday,

I usually celebrate but this time I was mourning

I am non-binary not open about it to my family but to my friends yes

It's hard this days to feel connected to it,this big part of my core since I am just a bag of meat atm

However always greatfull for my transness

fewest thing that it is worth breathing for

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She's a snuggly little so-and-so!

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Am I not capable of this ? Is school only for the lonely Child,for the only child ?..

Disconected since the age of stone

Shit I am truly human after all

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Yum

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Wanting to get out of this alive

Idk I dont know

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Feeling like my life is a movie,I hear all the noises of the living,I don't think I do,my breathe is heavy at times as my desire growth.

The sound of my fingers touching my skin

Feeling disconnected

Feeling not myself,just a body

Disconnected some wires of my core

Taking action means not thinking

If I think everything falls

I am just a big ball of desires and cells,every second a lot of cells dies just like a lot of new ones are born.

I want to feel,I want to be hurt,I want to hurt my body just to feel,I want others to use me so I can feel,this is self harm,yes,for it's the cause of my living.

This harm is theraputical sometimes,juste like a little smoke is.

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Science made me feel capable it give me purpose and I long for that,I was schearching for purpose my whole teenage years,now I arrived at my young adult life finding it in something I though was impossible for me,thinking that I was/am incapable of understanding it..man,I am so happy.

I have found the strenght inside of me,a burning or ice cold that it left a burning,feeling of passion. I have found something that was missing,one more pieces enveloping my core making this wall of skin thick.

Bulding myself and the body up and down and up for the rest of my life,feeling content of it and accepting it.

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Archéométrie Archéométrie Archéométrie <333

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Feeling better,recovering from those period step by step.

I have a goal and I think from now and then it made me secure,it helped

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I NEED to persist for my family and friends

It is all exploding inside what,where,when,who,how

I.Don't.Know

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I NEED to persist for my family and friends

It is all exploding inside what,where,when,who,how

I.Don't.Know