“i’m not going anywhere, hailey”

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masterlist

oneshots

‘sweetheart you look a little tired’

‘snowy surveillance’ 

‘you’re a natural’ 

‘cast a long shadow’

‘stay with me’

‘lovers dance when they’re falling in love’

‘there’s a burning shirt on’

‘your names say it all’

multichapters

‘attempts’ - complete

‘the other way round’ - on hiatus

‘butterfly kisses’ (oneshot collection)

‘macie’s story’ - in progress

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macie’s story - 19 🧸

Summary: Hailey is rushed to Med after she collapses. Jay is forced to wait for any kind of results as Hailey doesn’t wake back up again. 

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macie’s story - 18 🧸

Summary: Hailey struggles with getting Macie to breastfeed and she faces a difficult decision. A part of life pre-pregnancy makes an unwelcome return and leaves Jay keeping a careful eye on Hailey. 

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macie’s story - 17 🧸

Summary: Jay and Hailey head back to the hospital after receiving a phone call from the NICU regarding their daughter. 

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macie’s story - 16 🧸

Summary: Hailey has her first day back at work and she struggles with memories of the shooting while she’s there as everything seems to remind her of the incident. 

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macie’s story - 15 🧸

Summary: Hailey makes a decision on what to do about her parents and Jay gives her a surprise for her birthday. Macie gets another one of her tubes removed. 

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macie’s story - 14 🧸

Summary: Jay and Hailey celebrate Valentine’s Day, the last holiday before their daughter is set to come home, and Macie hits two big milestones. They recieve an unexpected visitor. 

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macie’s story - 13 🧸

Summary: Jay and Hailey tell their friends their daughter’s name and they find out some big news regarding her.  

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i shall be back later to add the other chapters up to the masterlist :) ❤️

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macie’s story - 12 🧸

Summary: Hailey and Jay rush to the hospital after recieving a phone call from the NICU telling them something was wrong. They wait for news regarding their daughter. 

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macie’s story - 11 🧸

Summary: Jay and Hailey begin setting up their daughter’s nursery impending her arrival home and they start narrowing down on a name for her. Jay returns back to work for the first time since the shooting. 

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macie’s story - 10 🧸

Summary: Hailey and Jay get to hold their daughter for the first time after her blood work comes back normal. 

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Another top 3 question for you! Top 3 moments where Jay is worried about Hailey. And…go!

This one was super hard because all of the moments that they are worried about each other are so compelling in different ways, so I cheated just a bit because I couldn’t choose. I would apologize, but I have a feeling there won’t be any complaints for a little extra worried Jay.

1. Worried Partner | 5x06: this was the first worried Jay moment, so it holds a very special place on this top 3 list. They hadn’t been partners for very long, but he reciprocated just a small amount of concern she had shown for him in the brief amount of time they had been paired up together. The shoulder touch is also the first of many, and you can tell by the look on his face how unconvinced he is of just how “okay” she is. Such a simple scene, but so significant in the grand scheme of things.

2. “Yeah, that’s not gonna happen” | 5x18: if I could include this whole episode in my answer, I would. This entire episode served some of the absolute best worried Jay moments, establishing the foundation for what became one of the strongest and most beautiful friendship to lovers ships on tv. His insistence on staying, knowing it was what she really needed despite what her words were telling him will never not make my heart melt. He was so worried about her, and even though having someone worry and care about her in that way wasn’t something she was used to, she let him because it was Jay and she trusted him.

3. Worried Husband | 9x13: this scene gives me the absolute chills. It is so haunting but SO GOOD. Everyone else’s eyes are on the screen, but his eyes are on her and his face says it all. He knows exactly where her mind is going. That moment or realization was destroying her, and I imagine knowing that was destroying him in a completely different way.

Bonus | 6x14: THIS. ONE. I couldn’t find a gif of this one, so you get the full clip in all of its glory. The way he stands when he sees her, then he can’t bring himself to even look at her?? Stab me in the heart. It would hurt less.

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macie’s story series masterlist ✨

chapter 1 chapter 2 chapter 3 chapter 4 chapter 5

chapter 6

chapter 7

chapter 8

chapter 9

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macie’s story - 8 🧸

Summary: Hailey and Jay struggle to come to grips with the drastic turn for the worst their daughter made. A tough realization is made.

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macie’s story - 9 🧸

Summary: Jay and Hailey’s daughter hits a pretty big milestone in the NICU and the pair make a decision on their daughter’s name.

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