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Most of my pictures are from pinterest (not mine)

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about me

🌹student

🌹favorite subject: history, english

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🌹Gemini

🌹I love: reading, hanging out with my friends, dancing, playing clarinet, academic validation, tea, coffee with more milk and sugar than coffee

🌹my favorite books: Frankenstein, Queen's Gambit, girl interrupted, six of crows, Dune, 1984

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When women are shorter than me 🥰🥰🥰

When women are taller than me 🥰🥰🥰

When women 🥴🤭😵‍💫🥰😘

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I found a poem I wrote 6 months ago haha:

I want to be in love, but not like that

Not tragic, not pathetic just someone who loves me back

Yeah I could be jealous though there is no one to be at

Is it to much to ask for something I could never get

I am so sick of daydreaming, sick of maybe someday lies,

sick of my own solution: "Just try to socialise!"

In case you didn't notice I deserve so much more

That's something you don't  give me so what's it worth waiting for?

Let me in, let me out, let me go, let me stay

what's the purpose in not choosing if I can't have you either way

You don't know about my joy, you don't know about my pain

You don't know about it, boy

Cause you'll never feel the same

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Dear me: get good grades, stay pretty, be educated, prioritize yourself first.

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Today I have a chemistry exam. Who is ready? I am not...

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Please Lord, make me the biggest star the world has ever known, so that I can make it far far away from this place

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I've written twice as much words as expected so I guess I'm ready for the day.

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Guess who got snapped at, because her notes where a little bit too messy!?

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I've written twice as much words as expected so I guess I'm ready for the day.

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In 4 days school starts again

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My goals for this school year:

(I know it's a little late)

• getting an A in every class

• earning money with tutoring

• studying every day

• finishing my homework on the day it's given

• learning to type with 10 fingers

• going to bed at 9pm

• not disappointing myself

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Today was very productive😊...

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Dead people recieve more flowers than living ones because regret is stronger than gratitude

-Anne Frank

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Me when I'm not studying:

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Rn the only material thing I want is a huge collection of vintage heart locket necklaces.

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Which book should I read next?

Bunny by Mona Awad

Lolita by Vladimir Nabakov

Voting ended onOct 3, 2023

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Carrie Soto is back

America 1960-1995

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