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sharing my loa journey

[ursecret4ng3l]

welcome to my blog <3

• i’ve been in the loa community for 5 years and had delved into non-dualism + law of attraction

• i hope to share my successful manifestations and journey in this wonderful community

• remember everything and anything is possible in the 4d and once u accept that, the 3d will reciprocate

• don’t stress and take it slow

manifesting beauty

manifesting intelligence

random manifestations pt1

random manifestations pt2

your desires are yours

sp manifesting

have faith

do nothing

feel it then receive it

let it in

[ursecret4ng3l]

hii!!🥹

im so sorry if these seems rude but can you go into more detail about how u manifested ur friend staying at ur school? im in a similar situation right now 💔

hi!!

that was probably my most mentally challenging manifestation as i had been kind of affirming that she will stay but as we talked, she would tell me she wants to choose the other school. i would feel super demotivated at first anytime i didn’t hear what i wanted but i reminded myself that she never said that. i somewhat revised what happened in my mind like visualising her saying of course she is staying. but after a while i kind of gave into what she said after results day and started hoping the school would reject her due to high capacity. so i affirmed and visualised that. i was quite confident in this and i tried not thinking about this situation. so for a few weeks nothing really happens but she then texted me stressed that she did not get in and would have to stay in our current school. i was shocked but i felt that satisfaction that my mind really is that powerful. this was early in my manifestation journey so it was a key moment for me.

i think the main takeaway is to really reassure yourself first. you are in control of your mind. affirm, visualise, script. do anything to bring you that peace of mind and create that feeling within you. the ‘future’ situation you are desiring, envision that now in your imagination as it’s only the present you are experiencing. good luck my dear!!

[ursecret4ng3l]

haii bb ^_^ can u help me with smth rq?

Im basically trying to manifest getting into my dream school and the deadline is like 2? Days away & my friends already applied ( we cant back out when the new term starts) . Yhe applications are still open BUTTT im unable to go bc i wont have a ride for the whole term🥹 ( our guardians are responsible for morning transportation)

ive been trying to persist for the past few days /past week & ignore any negative but nothing has happened yet, what would u do in this situation/ how would u manifest? & would u apply if u were me ??💔💔 im soso sorry if this was alot!!

hii! no worries, i know situations like this are stressful, and i used to be just like this. i think the first step is to calm down, which i know sounds easier than done 😭. but that lets my mind rest and only then i can be clear.

in situations where i’m on a ‘time crunch’ I just don’t think about time and forget the limit I have. i just visualise what i want, which in ur case would be an acceptance email or letter and really imagine how i’d feel. don’t just daydream but really think about what you’d do once you’ve got in. think of yourself in the end state and don’t wonder about how.

and about the part if you would apply, that’s truly up to u. if any extenuating circumstances are stopping you from attaining ur dream school, you can manifest them away such as the transport issue.

good luck ml <3

[ursecret4ng3l]

random things i've manifested pt 2

• as i was about to enter an english test, i was predicting some questions that would come up and they all came up so i was very prepared

• i went to the beach and it was so rainy and when i checked the weather it said it would rain the whole day but I persisted and imagined the sun coming out

• i was once getting so many intrusive thoughts and asking so many questions in my head about my desires but i just affirmed i get none and there was a beautiful silence a few seconds after and I didn’t really get lost in my head

• my friend really wanted to go to this other school and she really hated the school we currently went to but she needed certain grades to go and I persisted for months that she wouldn’t get the grades and would stay at our school, and the day came for her results and she got the required results. i was a little sad in the moment but i still persisted she would stay here, and turns out the school rejected her for no reason at all, so she was upset in the moment but actually was glad that she could stay at our school with me

• me and my friends really wanted to go to a theme park + only my dad’s car could take us all there but he had work that day, but I assumed that he didn’t have work and he got a day off. turns out he was free and we got to all go!

• i had been visualising traveling to another country with my friends in the distant future and recently some of them mentioned that they were also considering going to that same country and if we should plan it. i didn’t say anything to them about it but it’s a sign that the universe always listens and shows you what u want

• i’ve been feeling extra bold in class so I’ve wanted the teachers to pick me for certain questions and i just assume that they’ll pick me and they do. this is more unconscious though, I don’t affirm or persist, I just know they’ll pick me

• i was feeling very emotional and kept thinking sad thoughts which unfortunately made me depressed for a month. i would cry everyday and say mean things to myself. i realised this was like a self fulfilling prophecy so i stopped and forced myself to affirm nice things so i could go back to normal. and now i'm better than ever. i don't know why i kept myself so sad

• my tooth was hurting and i had a deep cavity which needed a filling and the days up to my appointment, i would affirm through the pain and i made a placebo where if i put toothpaste over my tooth and put cotton over it, it would fix my tooth. and guess what? my teeth don't hurt at all and i don't have a cavity

• I’ve been thinking that others want to get to know me and secretly like me cuz i’m very shy! i was doing a presentation in school and they were listening and chuckled throughout (not at me ಠ_ಠ) i think they are discovering that i’m funny and have a lot to offer. they’ve been very very sweet to me lately. i was presenting something else and my idea was good and they all like hummed in agreement

• i know i've talked about exams and how i'm so smart but recently i had exams and i got the highest in every single one, despite overthinking the night before. while i was doing the test and after, i realised that i was so stupid for thinking that since i always get good grades

• the security cameras in my house weren’t working due to WiFi being down but i just affirmed and they starting working immediately despite the network issues

• i wanted to stay late at a friends home but my moms the type to pick me up early so i just affirmed and my mom came pretty late shockingly and she was fine with it

• had a global test and I affirmed that I would get a high grade, turns out an error occured so I couldn’t do it and mine got rescheduled later which meant I knew the answers beforehand and got the best score

[ursecret4ng3l]

let it in

i know others say let go which is true when it comes to obsessing and checking the 3d. but this doesn’t mean detaching from your desire completely. if it’s too hard to fully let go maybe try let in your desires, truly feel them, live them, fulfill yourself with the happiness of having it. obsess over how amazing you feel having that desire instead of obsessing over when it’s coming. keep doing this and your mind will no longer question your desires

[ursecret4ng3l]

hi, could you please help me to understand whether I had some assumption or not?

well, in my country whenever someone sneezes, people jokingly say that sneezing confirms the words that were said at that moment or before the sneezing. I have anxiety since the end of the last year, and because of that I would get a lot of stupid intrusive thoughts and I would also do compulsions. so, whenever I sneezed, I would say some good stuff and I don't know for what exact reason I would do that. maybe i did so with the thought "I don't wanna think bad", but I don't know if it was "I don't wanna think bad because it will / can manifest due to sneezing" or "I don't wanna think bad because I will have to overthink, spiral and seek evidences why bad didn't manifest, so I just don't want to trigger myself." So, I think that I couldn't accept the belief "sneezing confirms what said/thought of at that moment" as true, because I didn't want to manifest anything bad, like I wouldn't stick such bs in my head. I would tell myself a lot that I can't manifest bad, and whenver I said that I never got thoughts that I could manifest something bad due to sneezing. But because of the fact that I avoided saying bad, I'm afraid that was my (unconscious?) belief, and because of some situation I want to figure out if it so or not

hi,

i think those assumptions about sneezing are causing you to overthink and spiral but that’s easily fixable. just because you’re avoiding saying bad things before sneezing it doesn’t mean you’re giving all the power to it. overtime, if you want, you can choose not to believe it. i think you were just trying to prevent the anxiety and overthinking if you said anything negative before, which is fine!! fear and doubt only have power if you give it thought. you can choose whether to give meaning to sneezing if you want. let go of the idea of seeking proof in the 3d. it doesn’t exist and it doesn’t matter anymore. trust that you’re safe and you will get everything you desire.

[ursecret4ng3l]

hi cutie(sorry if it makes u uncomfy)!!!so I’ve got a few questions about manifesting .First of all I’d like to start by saying that I’m not new at manifesting but I’m also not like really pro at it or whatever but I did manifest a few things such as sp(multiple times and multiple people) but I still can’t really believe in manifestation itself .So I love scripting a lot,and I do it on my notes app on my iPhone.I have a lot of notes with different scenarios each .I have one that is really specific for each aspect of my life..like how I look,how I act,my grades,my friends,family etc.First of all,for this,do I need to affirm “I have all my desires” or “I have all my desires from the notes app”??? Because I always affirm “I have all my desires” and “I manifest instantly”.And the thing is that the 3D is not changing at all,but I’ve been seeing A LOT of angel numbers,and I mean A LOT.And I’m trying so hard to persist and continue affirming but it’s so hard because I’m seeing no results in the 3D .For example my sp found another girl and I still don’t have straight A’s and I’m not as rich as I want to be .And I know that I’m basically assuming the worst by saying this but it’s so hard to stay positive.Maybe some tips???Also if it matters I’ve been seeing a lot of 111’s and I searched up and apparently it is a strong indicator that your thoughts and intentions are aligning with the universe, setting the stage for manifestation..so guys….sorry if this is too long or too boring I just had no one to tell this to except here .Also please no negativity!!!Im new(well not really…) and I want to learn more about manifestation !!!

hii cutie!!

you can affirm whatever you want, the feeling behind those affirmations are more important. ‘I have all my desires’ is already powerful enough since your mind knows what you want. but if referencing your notes app makes you more confident please do!

ik that it can be hard not to focus on the 3d but that should not be your focus at all! this is easier said than done but once you apply it’s life changing. the 3d is just a reflection of ur past thoughts and not current reality and looking for proof reinforces that. instead of waiting for results focus on your imagination and how the version of u that has all of ur desires thinks and feels.

the angel numbers ur seeing means you are manifesting perfectly. what you put meaning and effort shows up in your world. you decide the rules of your reality ml! just keep persisting in the fact that you have everything because u do.

and if u see that ur sp is with someone else rn, don’t stress. focus on what it feels like to be loved and cherished by them. and the universe will align to bring them or someone even better to you.

keep persisting and embodying ur desires. you’ve got this love <3

[ursecret4ng3l]

feel it then receive it

sometimes the things we desire is a reflection of something deeper we desire. even though we want the thing itself, like clear skin or a boyfriend, we actually want the feeling that comes with it. confidence. beauty. love. but without embodying that inner feeling once you receive it you won’t feel as fulfilled as you expected. because deep down it was never about the clear skin, it was about wanted to feel prettier. it wasn’t about the perfect partner, but about feeling loved and understood. so embody that beautiful gorgeous version of yourself. connect with your desires and understand what you really crave, not just the physical aspect of having it. feel beautiful and loved now and the external world will give you that clear skin and lover.

[ursecret4ng3l]

do nothing

there’s no expectation to do anything when manifesting. no need to affirm, visualise, script, or whatever. though, these are great techniques and methods. all you need is the feeling of knowing you have it. that’s it. you have it. declare it to yourself and and the world. your brain might try to find evidence against it but no, just don’t accept it. anytime you fear or stress about it, take a deep breathe, you have it

[ursecret4ng3l]

have faith

i like to think that most godly religions share similarities with loa. they simplify what people tend to overcomplicate, such as praying and asking from God. rather than constantly searching outward they have unwavering faith in God and receive what they desire or even better.

have faith in yourself and the world around you, it’s all there for you, so there’s no need to stress. keep moving forward, don’t give up, break free from the cycle you’re going through, and work on reshaping your thoughts. it’s all in your hands, my loves!

[ursecret4ng3l]

how to create + manifest an sp?

(mainly for me)

i would like to say that this is basically scripting + to manifest a sp, you don’t need to do all this + all you need to do is affirm you have them and I’m sure your imagination will gift you with the one you desire. personally this is just to organise the random thoughts I get, but when I am actively manifesting, i’ll probably just affirm ‘my sp loves me’ ‘my sp loves being in a relationship with me’ ‘I feel so happy with my sp’

physical characteristics

what do they look like? it doesn't have to be specific if you aren't sure but i do have certain features i would like. consider their height, name, age, ethnicity, hair, eyes, hands, body hair, tattoos, piercings, build…?

my personal example

golden skin tone, dark brown straight hair with an undercut, 6’2, slim fit with abs, brown hazel eyes, ear piercing, big slender hands, clean shaven (in most areas), straight nose, sharp jawline

personality + lifestyle

what are their key characteristics and what does a typical day in their life look like? their ambitions and goals or habits they have. i have a pinterest board saved with what i think their aesthetic is. i also think it’s good to make one for yourself!

my personal example

calm, loving, loyal, secretly sensitive, strict, doesn’t drink/smoke, disciplined, wears a classic watch, reads a lot, ambivert, good communicator, confident, generous, rich + wealthy, lives in a private massive house, good relationship with parents, drives a sleek black car, funny, gentleman, loves to cook, sings

how they treat you

i think this is very important and establishes the vibe of your desired relationship. this can obviously change depending on the stage of your relationship as I obviously don’t expect them to be giving me flowers all the time when we are just talking! trust that everything will play out exactly as you want it to, because it will.

my personal example

gives me flowers weekly, forehead kisses all the time, reassure me, help me achieve my goals, massages, loves to put my shoes on for me, occasionally writes letters for me, cooks, tells/shows me they love me all the time, sings for me, touchy with me only

how you treat them

this is the last stage where your dream relationship will come to life, by the way you treat them. love should be equal so please splurge and spoil your sp as they will obviously do the same! here you will establish your dynamic but if your not sure it’s fine as it will come naturally with ur dream person

personally mine would be similar to how they treat me + some more

dynamic and timeline

think about how you want your relationship to progress and the different ways your relationship will evolve as you grow.

my personal example

engaged around 21, marriage at 22, babies around 28, to be the fun couple hanging out with friends all the time, host many parties, vacations all the time, being fit and healthy together, being each others first kiss, studying together, doing cute religious/cultural things together, singing together, he’s like a soft dom + i’m his princess vibes

date ideas

i just enjoy imagining stuff like this or when I have them, I would like to do things like this with them.

my personal example

at home cinema night, question/interviewing them, canvases and paints, cooking together, bookstore adventure, amusement park, love letter treasure hunt, photo album reminiscing, spa day, escape room, stargazing, karaoke, themed dinner, book reading, kite flying, candlelit dinner, building a lego set, watching the sunset/sunrise

again I would like to reiterate that your mind knows exactly what u want in ur sp so don’t stress + just keep persisting that you have them! whenever i imagine my sp I don’t really visualise a face, but like a blurry figure. many of these categories are interlinked btw!

[ursecret4ng3l]

your desires are yours

you don’t have to justify ur manifestations to anyone. u don’t have to manifest being perfect. i enjoy the slow healing i'm going through. i love watching myself grow slowly and gently. i used to have a deep fear of men shouting and i still do but it’s better and i love seeing my progress.

if i want to wait until im emotionally ready for my d/p I will. I don’t need to manifest being emotionally ready right now just for him. just do what you want, you don’t need to change your desires just because of others. stay confident in what you want because it’s your desires which make u you.

[ursecret4ng3l]

how i manifested being a top student and intelligence

• top grades

• no studying/revising

• memorising easily

• teachers never pick on me

• good reputation

• acing exams

• affirmations

honestly all my life I’ve been the smartest student, probably due to my parents just telling me that, or I’m not really sure but people always telling me how smart I am really assured me. I affirm occasionally before exams that I am the top student so how could I fail or not get the highest grades. and teachers never pick on me because I tell myself that i don’t need to be asked anything. I don’t think I have revised for a test ever except looking at notes because I just believe I ace them all the time and that my memory is so good. during some of my important exams, I was literally playing roblox for hours the night before with no revision especially for my bio test and I got the highest grade.

• scripting

before each exam in the toilets ( ^ω^ ) i would write a little excerpt as if I came out the exam where I would gush about how easy the exam was and how im going to get 100%. it eased my nerves and honestly when i came out the exams it always felt easy.

• visualisation

sometimes I would stress about the future especially during exam season so after each exam I imagined the mark on the paper and the highest grade. anytime I doubted I just remembered that I literally got the highest grades because it’s right there in my imagination.

this is one of my ‘easiest manifestations’ as I’ve always had a top student mindset and memorising and learning has always been easy. all my classmates ask me how do I revise + I tell them I don’t and they become so surprised that I just explain it’s due to my iq. ive never taken it before but im guessing its very high. all my relatives and friends boast about my intelligence to which I’ve become numb to now. i love it tho.

[ursecret4ng3l]

hi 🫂💗 have you had impossible results, if so what?

i’m not sure if I would call any of my results ‘impossible’ as I knew they have happened in my head so seeing them in the 3d didn’t shock me but left me feeling content and happy overtime. i would say my looks are the most shocking as i was and felt so ugly back then, the thought of beauty was unreachable but as you’ve seen my post, I’ve worked through that!

[ursecret4ng3l]

random things i've manifested pt 1

• i desperately wanted to be in a group with my friend out of approximately 200 students chosen randomly so i affirmed ‘friend and I are forced to be in a group’ and ‘the school is forced to put us in a group’. it worked and i was very happy and shocked as the chances technically were low

• when I was doing a test I just visualised getting 22/25 specifically, idk why, but that was my score

• in classes there would be a seating plan so me and my friend would affirm together that we would sit next to each other because she knows about manifesting and it would always work

• my parents would make many plans and projects but would never follow through so I just affirmed that our plans always complete and follow through

•i was watching a show and i so badly wanted one contestant to be the winner so I’d imagine him so happy and he won

• i needed pocket tissues but we didn’t have them and i visualised it in my head and the next day they were there in the spot I already checked

• i was recalling some childhood friends from 10 years ago which my family had a falling out with (they tried to send my father to prison through a court case but we eventually won and cut complete contact) and they recently apologised and gave my family many gifts and took us out to dinner

• as I was walking to school I looked at a car window and thought I looked so pretty and when I went inside an older girl who had never talked to me came and told me I was very pretty and had the most stunning hair she’d ever seen (＾∇＾)

•i did not want a certain teacher for pe because she was annoying so I prayed our class would get the nice one but when I checked our timetable, it was the annoying teacher but I persisted and when it was time for our first lesson the nice teacher showed up and said she would teach as there had been an error

• i was affirming that one of the popular girls would start talking to me, she had no similar interests to me so we never talked but she started saying things like ‘hi’ and ‘good luck’ for tests. she talked to me about her classes and she liked me

• i had my main character moment when i was wearing a mask and this girl was talking to me and i decided to take it off as the room became so hot. as i took it off she stopped midway and stared at me and said ‘wow’! >_< i was really confused in the moment and thought something was on my face but she said that i was so pretty and ‘your eyes aren’t the only stunning thing on your face’. i had to be blushing

• this is kinda a bad manifestation but one of my dad’s friends kept talking to me and i joked about how he’s a p*do and obsessed with me. bad decision as after that he talked to me more and asked me to bike with him alone (°_°) so i started thinking that he really must like me despite being 60. after that he started commenting about how skinny i am and how i should get taller. when our family was eating together, he told me to finish of the nachos so i did and he said ‘good girl’ ickkk (he’s ugly, short, bald and a grandpa) he once came into my bedroom without my permission while I was studying telling me his son studies more than me? ugh after this i became annoyed and stopped thinking about him and affirmed that ‘life always works in my favour” and he’s not showed up in months. (technically, i could manifest that he is nice but wtv)

• i was at a birthday party with my friends and we were playing pass the parcel and i really wanted the middle gift as it was the best so i just imagined me ripping open the last wrapping and yeah i got the last present which was the cutest sanrio bag

• i've been playing love and deepspace and i wanted a 5 star card of a certain character and i got it in my first 10 pulls as i visualised it

• i was watching a film with my friends and i got an intrusive thought where i imagined the friend next to me looking at my side profile and telling me how pretty it is and a few seconds later she said my name and i turned to look at her and she said it exactly how i imagined

obviously there are many more as we are always manifesting but these are the more conscious and fun ones i have experienced!

[ursecret4ng3l]

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— @sentfrmabove

hi! tysm! of course i’d love to. i checked out ur blog and it is so cute!!

i also watch a lot of anime! love jjk + found apothecary diaries pretty interesting.

[ursecret4ng3l]

hi🫂💗 same!! I also like to listen to the instrumental "streets" I also recommend u listen to it: vacation bible school x streets ; streets instrumental (no beat) ; streets reversed!

and also, I wanted to ask you about the "script" method (I know that manifestations work differently for everyone and it is instant, but still) please tell me more about this experience. did you describe it more specifically and describe your life/desire/situation in detail and it worked exactly as it was written in your diary? and how long did it take you, did it happen quickly?

thanks in advance for your reply(sorry for my english it's not my native language)🫂

hii! thx for the suggestion, ill check it out + ur english is perfect dw

when scripting, i write it like a diary so i focus on the emotional and crazy aspects of what i want, so i don't necessarily script everything, only the things i deem important. i would like to mention that i only script for the 'future' or things i want to happen in a certain period or otherwise anything instant i just affirm or visualise. most of my scripts manifest exactly as i write it but when i script i don't really focus on the process or anything so sometimes i do get what i want just in another way which i am content with. i genuinely don't focus on time or when i'm going to get it as i feel fulfilled in my imagination and relive it if i want to experience it. if i do feel doubt or start focusing on the 3d, i just affirm that i already have it so why do i care?

for example one of my scripts went like this

"omg so you won't believe what happened today, i got so many compliments. my skin felt so glowy and perfect, and all my friends noticed. i felt so powerful today and very pretty!! when i was walking to my classroom a few girls were staring at me in awe! i feel so happy..."

i would read the scripts i wrote anytime i felt like it and in the next few days, i got complimented on my skin and some girls were staring at me and came up to me to tell me i looked pretty.