Ruby

20, lesbian, libra, infp, 9w1

[uwu-by]

Unrequited Love

I cannot help but idealise you;

I love you in a way that you will never know.

You:

Your love,

Your touch,

Your being...

It consumes my life,

My love,

Me.

Promise you will stay with me forever,

For I don't know how to exist without you by my side.

I cannot exist without the way you bleed into everything I do,

Everything I see,

Everything I love...

My life exists only in relation to you.

I wish you loved me how loved you...

I wish you loved me at all...

But you don't-

You never will-

And I must be okay with that...

I am okay with that...

Because I love you...

Even if you will never know.

[stqrdxst-xx]

[vangoghcore]

by bradley_images

[xanaxfarts]

Sega Dreamcast: Transparent ‘Hello Kitty’ Edition (1999)

[uwu-by]

he loves me

he loves me

he breathes to love me

being with me

makes it easier for him

to be him

who is he without me

i exist as if i am without him

but he can no longer exist without me

without me bleeding into every part of him

i make him him

but he cannot make me me

[zinziee]

[uwu-by]

new love

i never experienced butterflies in my stomach until i met you...

i think i really like you

even thinking about you makes me blush

you make me feel so shy

[bbouquet-deactivated20180110]

Pink aesthetic is too real

[gonebyebyebyeeee]

being in your 20s is just like thinking ''im 19'' and then realizing you are not actually 19 anymore...

[uwu-by]

writing

wishing

being

existing

are all acts of love

would i be living without you

would i be alive without you

none of that matters because you’re here with me now

and making me better

making me happy

[uwu-by]

im such a bad texter i feel like such a bad friend ;-;

i used christmas day as an excuse to text my friends because i havent spoken to some of them in ages ;-;

[cutiepatootie865]

[uwu-by]

how are you being jealous of me even though you broke up with me...

it’s unfair of you to act like that, and for your friends to act like that, but you’re the one who chose to leave

[doeyedangel]

[uwu-by]

We broke already and I’m crying now, even though I felt nothing when it happened earlier...

I am so homesick. I want to go home. But nowhere feels like home and I feel so fucking alone and it was nice to have someone who asked me to go places with them otherwise I doubt I would leave my room...

I felt the best I ever had but now I just feel empty again...

[uwu-by]

i forget i’m actually mentally ill because i get jealous so easily, and i know that its from insecurity more so than any form of reality so it makes me feel so shitty ;-;

[uwu-by]

It has barely been a week and yet I cannot stop imagining a future with you. I am hopeless. Is this love? I have not felt this deeply with anyone, or even kissed anyone I have been with before. You are special to me in more ways than you know...