Der Hund.

private. selective. independent Original Character Please read rules before interacting Tortured by Ghoull Discretion Advised

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as you may have guessed, the s/taff have not lifted the shadowbann-- i’ll be taking the day to move blogs to resolve this myself. of course ill be active on discord if you want to chat there while i get everything moved.

furthermore-- some of you may be experiencing some issues; let me reiterate I AM NOT BLOCKING ANYONE. it only appears that way bc of the shadowban! which means i cant respond to messages..

i hope you have a good day! and all i ask id for a bit of patience 

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“May flowers grow in the saddest parts of you.”

— Zainab Aamir

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unladielike​:

     Truth be told, she wasn’t terribly attached to either her jacket or her badge. Why, not only was she the type to easily overheat to the point where she rarely even wore it properly unless it was raining or snowing, Vivian could always just issue an order for another new identification badge. Even so, Lir had went out of his way to actually return it, meaning even if everyone was now staring at them, it was still a sweet sentiment , so she’ll graciously accept both from his hands.

    “Oh… in that case, thanks,” Vivian idly nods. “Still, Lirry-kins, don’t you think showing up at my college is a touch too dramatic? Since I had my phone on me, you could have simply texted or given me a call,” she reasons, for as it so happened, her phone was actually kept inside the pocket of her overalls the whole entire time… regardless, she’ll soon flash a sheepish smile at him.

    “It’s okay! There’s nothing to really forgive. I mean… you were only looking out for me, right? If anything, I’m the one who’s sorry for always being such a scatterbrained fool.”

an exasperated sigh leaves his lips. perhaps he had done all that running around for nothing-- through said jacket will always find it’s owner one way or another.  ❝ dramatic ?? ❞ he jests playfully,      ❝ you may regret losing such an item when the weather changes. a tiny thing like you would sooner catch frostbite.❞

running into her out in the open was a strange concept-- but it did seem human. he was afterall learning to be more normalized; relearning the ways of society so to speak. small steps such as these were oddly satisfying. 

it was now his turn to roll his eyes,      ❝ that nickname is by far the worst collection of sound i’ve ever heard. ❞ he waves his hand in a more dramatic fashion than anything else.      ❝ but im a reasonable man-- we can go cellphone shopping when you have free time, that way im able to just call when you lose things. on the stipulation you NEVER call me that again. ❞ who in this day and age doesn’t own a cellphone-- lir. thats who.

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the general consensus is that i’ve been shadowbanned, which is obviously a mistake and ive sent in a repeal. im now at the mercy of the s/taff.

some of you may experience an unfollow from me on your end but on my end it still shows following! im not personally unfollowing anyone; this is just dumblr doing what they do best. im so sorry for any inconvenience.

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sorry for all the ooc posts but UHM HELP ? tumblr is no longer allowing me to access my messages? 

if anyone is experiencing this and has a fixable option pls let me know!

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hello heathens 🖤 i have a small personal psa i’d like to share about mental health. as to keep the dash clean; i’ll crop it under a ‘read more’ tab. this is a very important topic to me but feel free to ignore it if you have no interest.

im ghoull-- i am 26 years old and i am a german immigrate living in southern america. in my early 20s i was diagnosed with adhd & high functioning anxiety. (anxiety not in the always scared sense but rather overthinking until im crippled & overwhelmed with a bunch of ‘what if’ situations.) later diagnosed with depression linked with my mensural cycle. earlier this year i was diagnosed with something i didn’t feel comfortable talking about... until now.

bipolar disorder. in the past bipolar disorder was seen as a negative; just attention seeking, or an excuse to act crazy, ect. (at least thats how my mother liked to say to me)  however i’d like to explain how this effects my life. adhd + bpd means i process emotions at lightning speed. my brain will deem certain emotions as irrelevant and will toss it in a matter of seconds while other emotions such as anger/annoyance will fester and eat away at my psyche. 

i value logical thinking over emotional thinking-- meaning seeking condolences from me is a struggle. i have solid advice from life experience but emotionally brain not work well. adhd also means; i need to get my tasks done for the day and then i get to reward myself with eating. (some of you may relate.)

in turn some ppl default to kindness, it comes easily for them even it if means they don’t get anything in return. i am not wired this way. kindness is not to be confused with politeness/manners. i dont so much as smile at ppl upon first meeting-- im standoffish at best until i deem that person worthy of my time. time is very precious to me; if i give you my time it is bc i see value in you enough to offer it. most ppl on this platform are an exception bc you are my ppl 🤙 atlot of you can relate/ are relatable. i also want to add this is an explanation NOT an excuse for my behaviors. you don’t need to use kid-gloves around me; in fact i see that as disrespectful. 

bc i am the way i am, im considered in the dnd term a lawful evil. i have my own morals and values that may not align with typical rules of modern society. this is where respect comes in-- I VALUE RESPECT MORE THAN ANYTHING. im v rational and coming to me with problems in a respectful way will v likely make for a good encounter. i am comfortable with who i am as a person and i refuse to let anyone disrespect me-- however this also means i come off as intimidating. thats understandable; you may not mesh with that. just know it isn’t personal and this is nothing more than an education post to look inside the inner workings of ghoull.

that being said, and i mean this in ernest; if you struggle with kindness, be kinder to yourself! hydrate. take care of yourself and do not under any circumstance let anyone invalidate your feelings/actions. a person may not see eye to eye with you; but that doesn’t make you any less of who you are. 🖤

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WHAT WE DO IN THE SHADOWS 4.05 || 4.07

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new mun icons? ya know for aesthetic ??

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@cicatriicem​

You know nobody believes that we don’t interact !! in fact fox takes up a majority of my dash, drafts, and asks 🖤🖤🖤 

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✧ °┊┊ 𝐀𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐀𝐫𝐜

result: redemption arc

your story had a pretty rough start and you did some things you're not proud of, but you made the choice to change. i won't go through how important it is to accept responsibility and keep striving to improve or whatever because you know that already. what i think you should know is that your fuel does not need to be shame. you don’t need to stand over the bathroom sink with your blood in your hands until you can no longer make out your reflection. you will look at your face and you will see the person you used to be, but that person no longer exists. today, you are looking, and that makes all the difference.

Tagged by: stolen ! Tagging: @dokitm , @sweetlybite , @s-talking​ , @nvrcmplt​ , @velniiias​ , @aceofhrts​ , @gosutm

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【 ⎯⎯⎯ ♡  ; @velniiias​ 】 sebastian. x.

as a more free-range agent lir was given more delicate assignments. he met new people through the program; shady figures that would never so much as show up in photos let along media. any sort of information on those PARTICULAR clients were on paper somewhere deep in the archives even lir didn’t have access to. even still he had to trust the program right ?? 

it wasn’t until it was far too late that lir realized he was EXPENDABLE. bought & sold to a stranger just as his parents did many years ago. he felt indifferent-- it was bound to happen at one point of another. but there was a spine tingling feeling of danger when he’d laid eyes upon them. a noble they called him-- an aristocrat like a puppeteer pulling many strings at once to keep things in order.

as fangs draw near; fear is replaced with acceptance. his gut feeling had been correct; he had been purchased by a very ancient creature to do with as they pleased. lir stands completely still, anticipating the painful puncture. perhaps the bell finally tolls for him on this day-- perhaps; death would be swift, finally completing the vicious cycle. 

through when the initial BITE finally sunk into the soft flesh of his neck his mind went blank. it was a complete miracle he was gifted the strength to remain standing. it wasn’t exactly what he expected a vampire to be like-- through he didn’t relish HEARING the blood leaving his body so forcefully, he felt calm. he could easily imagine himself overlooking a cliffside; the uproar of the ocean cascading against the rocks down below. perhaps there was a storm brewing just beyond the horizon-- but there was peace. he could sit upon the craigs forever throwing reckless abandon to the wind.

by the time lir had come back to his senses, the vampire had been looking over him. much like a person looking over a finished dinnerplate. he couldn’t say where his mind had drifted to a moment ago-- or even what prompted such bliss. he reached for his neck, immediately finding the SLICKNESS and pressing down to stop the remaining bleeding. it seemed the expected an reply from him-- but he couldn’t for the life of him remember what they had said.

   ❝ that was.. less painful than expected. i suppose you could have just ripped my throat out and been done with it. ❞ his stature gave way, his knees buckling as he uses his free hand to steady himself on the edge of a desk.

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【 ⎯⎯⎯ ♡  ; Starter call ! 】 Leave a ❤️️ for me to write a smol starter or leave a little something in your inbox –                   Mutuals welcome to pop into Dms for plotting aswell !!

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FIRST PULL SUCK MY ASS v good start to the day boi

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fearsgod​:

        ❝  I  stopped  being  afraid  of  DEATH  a  long  time  ago ,  so  hopefully  you’ve  got  better  than  the  simple  THREAT  of  it  in  order  to  intimidate  me .    ❞  

       ⤷   ⸢ STARTER FOR  @v-iciious​ ⸣    

as far as THREATS go, lir always delivered upon them like promises. empty threats were for the weak; toothless dogs who do nothing but growl in the face of death. 

   ❝ my dear, only fools intimidate easily. to expect you to bend so easily is a mistake i don’t intend to make. ❞

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♡･ﾟ: *   UNPROMPTED !  ┊   always accepting.  ↳   @hhemeraa​ asked :   "What a surprising turn of events." Myles tossed aside the bloodied remains of the man he had killed into the hallway where he slumped downwards to the point of laying across Myles' feet. Lips pursed in disgust and he stepped over him to move closer to where Lir was. "So who do you work for and should I be concerned about us meeting here?" aka are you after me?

now this was indeed a surprise !! their usual meetings consisted of cafes over pleasant conversations however this was the last place he expected to find myles. it seemed they BOTH had their secrets. if anything lir felt abit more relaxed-- atleast now there was work to bond over. 

lir watched myles toss aside a corpse effortlessly-- a detail one would notice to be a trained killer. this was no mere argument that lir happened to see the end of; no. this was PLOTTED. hand picked details and passed down to myles because they had the skillset to do so. 

   ❝  tödliche hunden. ❞ he answered simply, his thick german accent perfectly clear. his arms cross over his board chest, feet planted firmly in place. there is a childish grin beneath his mask, he can’t help himself to have a small bit of fun.      ❝ concern? it appears to me you’ve just committed a murder my dear friend and you are more concerned about my passing of a public hallway? ❞ he feigns innocence-- he is in a cheeky mood it would seem.

he steps towards myles, meeting them toe to toe; LOOMING over them so a shadow casts over their face.      ❝ my name is lir achilles vicios. i eliminate targets given to my by a program called tödliche hunden. once that file reaches my hand, there is nowhere on earth you may hide that i won’t find you. death and i are very much acquainted; the bell tolls for whomever stands in my way. ❞

his hand reaches forth, SMUDGING a bit of blood collected on their face.      ❝ my being here was nothing more than coincidence, and yet you question my every step. that isn’t a very friendly thing to do myles. ❞

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oh you were curious to know what lir sounded like? well let me put your worries to rest so you may have a better understanding of what our german boi sounds like :)